Christmas....

Merry Christmas...izzit i have a merry christmas???dunno...maybe yes and maybe no

yesterday bz whole day at outside. Go clients office wait them about 1 hours...kanasai..izzit all big ppl also very 大牌？kanasai....shit them lah...then after tat go back ...go open hong leong bank account for company purpose..then back to company around 4.45pm liao..alamak....almost whole day at outside..no time to do my paper work..shit....then after reach office....chat with friend..n plan to sungai wang, time square n low yat for 2morow liao de...christmas..go shopping...then ok loh..plan all those things...after tat my colleagues said wan to exchange present so tat can go back early ...haha...of course happy lah....i buy a tabung for exchang..every ppl take a number and go n find the present...haha...i get a 2g pendrive (kingston)...haha..happy oh..gam gam i dun have pendrive for company purpose..gam gam ho..haha....then every ppl chat chat chat...then i can go back around 5 pm de....mana tau...my colleague( Ooi ) said want to wait the customer send the things to company..then ok loh..just wait lah...coz i nd to fetch her back..so just do stupid things at office loh..do nothings....then at 6pm..she called again the client..then client said friday only come..waliao..at tat time...all fire come out...kanasai betul..

going back to pj and meet my ex roommate....go 888 makan...chat a bit....then rush come back go UM swimming meet steve...haha..when i reach...he al'd finish bath...haha...c lah..how late m i...aih...all is because...aih....then swim swim swim...till 9pm..then come back rest loh...dunno do wat things every time at this home...just c my movie loh..really nothings to do...then steve back...1am go makan mc'd at section 14....i just eat sundae cone at there...then back around 2am....then before wan sleep....my 2morow shopping all bancuh water liao....he go training lion dance...aih....dunno can said is kena put aeroplane or not lah...actually wan go de..but a bit rush....go 10.00am then back 4pm...u said leh..tambang bus al'd nd around 1.30 hour liao...then go n back...stay at sungai wang there aound 1 or 2 hours...wat for..aih..better no 1 go lah...

then today i m alone sit at home....dunno wan do wat..wan go 1U jalan jalan alone..but sure will kena ask by my friend where i m go?go with wo ?do wat there..bla bla bla....aih..so..better sit at home lah...become santa claus at home...wait till hair also white color jor..haha...nvm lah...save money for me also...

dun like plan this plan tat..coz every time i plan all...sure will kena put aeroplane de..so..better go in last minute decision or discussion....then sure will go....do u agree ????haha..i think sure lot ppl will agree with me....

at the end...this year christmas...m i happy ??dunno...happy because of the pendrive???no happy because of put aeroplane??dunno...cover each other lah...no happy no sad....fair...normal...

ok lah..merry christmas...

贱人

贱人

曲：温力铭

词：温力铭



作弄人不吸引 神你对我太不紧 要他懂得去认真 为何我会变心这贱人最低等 从没试过要认真 请不给我太拘禁 其实我没有为他人变心喜欢你却没能放低你 舍不弃可否给我再识你 但我与你不再一起 别在为我生气喜欢你却没能放低你 还是你我也始终总不适合你 不可一起我与你已不在一起
这贱人最低等 从没试过要认真 请不给我太拘禁 其实我没有为他人变心喜欢你却没能放低你 舍不弃可否给我再识你 但我与你不再一起 别在为我生气喜欢你却没能放低你 还是你我也始终总不适合你 不可一起我与你已不在一起 喜欢你却没能放低你 舍不弃可否给我再识你 但我与你不再一起 别在为我生气喜欢你却没能放低你 还是你我也始终总不适合你 不可一起我与你已不在一起

this song...very nice..lyrics also nice..meaningful...currently lot things happen on me...bad things ..good things...all come 2gether....this is call life....some time realy wan to put down all the things..no wan think..just relax....but...can i ?i think no...i also lazy to describe the things at here..just hope all good come n bad go...tat all nia...guan lim ma bless me lah...

原谅我好吗?

昨天做完工回来,很累,头有点醉...喝了五杯的vodka...回到家就是想要睡觉...好好休息,但是不能,因为还要半夜怕起来做明天要做的东西...电脑开着....朋友用来我的电脑,发现到我有不可告人秘密...天啊...当我知道的时候...我简直是晴天霹雳...不知如何反映过来....我知道是我的错...犯了滔天大错...骗了我朋友...我知道他很生气我...我知道...嘴巴说睡觉起来就没事...可是还是一样....我犯的错..是以前他犯的错...我又重犯了....是人都会生气...因为当时的我也很生气他....

现在的我...不苛求什么...只是希望他可以原谅我...我以后都不敢了....真的不敢了...对不起...伤害了你...对不起...,可以原谅我吗?

双头蛇

company has 双头蛇..oh my god...wat i do...she also not puas hati...mm...maybe scare i m more geng compare to her kua...or maybe i think too lot...but every ppl also say the same...u think leh...izzit true ah...m i wrong...aih..lot thing hard to explain at here...n also lazy to talk about it...

2day go out with senior..mm...she belanja me makan sushi king..haha..nice nice nice..then go meet client..mm...go know ppl loh...know much ppl maybe is good for my future also...dunno..hope so lah..then back to company..keep on rush this rush there....aih..hv't finish job then keep on got ppl asking me to do this do tat...waliao...aih..geram betul ni...

2morow nd go yeo's loh..lot project...on my hand got 3 project nd to handle...aih..hope can handle it lah..hope lah...lazy liao..tired liao..mind sleep soon liao...2morow night nd go out again...aih..ok lah..bye bye

Work Life

3rd days i in Visual Earth...mm...the job is still ok..not so pressure..maybe is just because i just in nia kua..dunno..maybe after tat will more job..mm..basically today i go out with my supervisor ..go to YEO'S company have a short meeting..meet with them n discuss some matter about this coming saturday event...then go to bank in cheque...then go one utama ...go to buy roller skate shoes...then go back office....

hear from my collegue...mm..they all keep on say ppl bad things from behind..mm...i think i know how to differentiate a ppl ..whether the person is good or bad..aih...me n my friend(ah ooi) just enter the company..then all ppl keep on tell us the bad things from each person...aih...dunno lah..different ppl got view of each other..i just hope i can setter all my things in a short time..then no1 peduli wat ppl say...aih..god bless me bah...

normally they ask me to do..i will setter in the early morning..then afternoon nothings to do.n also dunno wat to do also...aih...then just on9 loh...seaching internet...then download google earth..easy for me next time go out station....then just waiting go back..

during back.....my car block other person car...all people waiting me...wait me to move the car...waliao...not my false lah..i go to take the key..the person say i no block any person car..so i ma take the key at 6pm..mana tau i go there...all ppl waiting me to move the car...waliao..like gengster...scare me..aih....then after back to 952 again..

haha..i m very lucky oh..go back home..got ppl cook for me...haha..then bath..then directly can eat...but a bit weird....the vege put in refrigerator..haha..eat all the cold cold things...tak biasa lah...but is ok lah...happy...hihi...a bit tired liao..ready go to sleep liao...hihi..

My life so bore

today is 2nd day i in Visual Earth...life a bit bore..maybe is the 1st few day kua....mm...coz i like to finish all the things in the short period of time..i dun like keep all the things on my table n make 2morow only setter of it...aih...early in the morning i think i was setter all the problem liao...aih..then afternoon...wat m i doing leh ???m..chatting...on9 loh...aih..nothings to do..

then back 29 ...go pasar malam v ah ooi..buy dinner..miss the feel last time stay at 128...when finish the class...then go to pasar malam buy food then back..then c the movie sambil makan...aih...now..no more the feel..car park at 128...mm..look back the house..mm..all the memories come out...aih..

after tat back to 952 here...all..again...c all the unfamous face...then stay in the room..suddenly my friend (eyrique) wan come find me...mm...gam gam ho..i m bore...n some body to chat..then he come find me...chat till 11 somethings..then he back jor...then my new roommate back also..then continue chat until now..aih..tired whole days liao..ok lah..wan go sleep liao...

thanks friend come accompany with me....

2morow nd working loh...

aih..sien...just now just back from jenjarom..then go 128 take my sliper...then saw chye li over there keep her things..then help her to bring her bed to her new house..then back to 952 this house..when back...aih..all is unfamous face...then direct go in the room...saw the roommate...surprise..because suppose he will go to lion dance competition..then chat to him a while...today is the 1st day i chat with him...mm...at least ok lah...i know 2 friend at this house...then suddendly get ah ooi call me help her to move house...then go back 128 again..when back to 128..saw choe kean, zhi yen n ah ooi...mm..feel like i m staying in 128...really miss the feeling over there...dunno...2 1/2 yrs liao...aih...separate each other...then chat with them awhile..chat n chat..miss the feeling...aih..miss when play dota together...miss when bbq together..miss when steamboat at home..

when all get ready..then ready send ah ooi back to her new house...when step in the car...look back 128..this is realy the last time i been in 128...bye bye 128...bye bye my 128 housemate..128 roommate...i will miss u all de..miss this 2 1/2 yrs....all "dian dian di di"...aih...suddenly wan cry leh...aih...the feel different in this house...although got one new friend n steve here lah...aih...but the feel not like last time at 128 liao..the feel like v all r one family...128...never forget...

2morow is the 1st day i working...a bit worry..a bit scare..dunno wat i wan to do when 1st day....aih...lazy go to work...this is my work life???really is my work life?i m scare...my eldest sis past some insurance book for me...i will attend the exam in this december..possible lah..then mind do part time loh...earn extra money...next year the economic will drop n because the worst compore to year 1998...aih..dunno how...nd to earn extra money to cover 1st lah...

ok lah..wan go sleep liao loh...all the best..wish all the best for me lah...guan lim ma " bo bi " lah...sakit perut again..aih.......bye bye...gd9

Goodbye 128

128...is a good name..nice name..in cantonese...we call "hou yi fa" 好意发...so popular to 7 of us...7 of us ???tat me chee how, zhi yen, choe kean, yun yin, yueh yng, chye li n me...v all housemate for 128...128...give me lot happiness...sadness...lot n lot memories...

last few day move house...keep on look at 128 each coner...each n each coner...each coner have our memories...feel 不舍得...from front of the house till end of the house....

front of the house..still remember each of us cut the grass...move the cupboard in front of the house..wash the clothes outside the house....still remember...we play the water..bbq..celebrate mooncake festival in front house...lot n lot....

in the house...mm...this is the lot of memories in there...still remember we do the steamboat...we fight each other...play dota...shock sendiri before final exam...chatting..c movie everyday before exam...celebrate birthday...

up stair of house...still remember we c superstar up stair there..v vote together...n some more cry when c out idol lose in the game..haha...tat is the stupid things v do..then v move all the rubish up side there.our note...haha...

end on the house..still remember our kitchen...v cook together...wash the plate..prepare the food...cook maggie...make up..brush teeth...pang sai n all n all....wah..lot memories...

the most famous things is our alarm...our house kena masuk thief..then the owner set up the alarm for us..when the alarm ring..sure v will shock n wake up...aih..all this things..past in 2 1/2 yrs liao...

now i move to 952...still at section 17...a new house for me...very new for me...just know one ppl in side there..aih...feel guai guai in the house....no much friend...aih...just know steve...then just can chat with steve....

goodbye my 128 housemate...i will remember u all de..

finish working...tired...

finally...3 day over liao...my god..damn tired..long time no work as promoter..keep on explain the product to the customer..aih..serve customer...then today is last day...we start clean the booth around 7pm..then keep n keep...until 7.45pm..then chat with the nurse a while..aih..tired to be promoter...next time i m the person going to incharge all this event n all this program..aih...dunno how is the life...

after back from working..then start move house from 128,jalan 17/2 to 952, jalan 17/49...then wan wash my clothes...c the toilet like very dirty..then wash it...wash n wash..waliao..really dirty leh...1st time i wash the clothes in toilet..feel guai guai...aih....no choice lah...next time will have more n more chance for me to wash the toilet liao before i wash clothes...aih...my friend say the housemate dun like to do the housework..dunno lah......n i just move in..dunno how to open mouth say to them..if i feel like n song..sure their will think...if no song..just move to other place lah..aih..dunno how...

2morow go to bali liao..but..i langsung no have the mood go to bali..dunno..maybe too tired kua...the feel same like last time i work in sunway piramid during christmas time...after work..then back n bath..then go singapore by train liao...aih..the feel same like tat....no much enjoy..maybe nd reach there baru got the feel to enjoy kua...hope so lah..put lot money on this trip..hope i really can enjoy for it lah...n hope i have a nice n good memorize in BALI lah..hihi

move to new house..like no much friend with the housemate here.dunno..maybe just c them 1st time kua...aih...long time to go again...hope i will friend with them in next few time lah..haha..sure they feel guai guai on me...move in then stay one day..then dunno where i go liao...then after 3 days back here sleep one day again..then dunno where i go again liao....haha....think i m bz...mm..i think yes..i m bz on this 2 week....my time table all full...no choice..coz work on 1/12 ...aih..

a bit slepy liao..but still sit on bed to on9...hihi..today very happy..my friend cook for me...wah..holiao oh...haha...1st time i eat what he cook...haha...actually i m hungry..but i no wei ko to eat..but he got heart cook for me...sure i eat lah..if not..sure sad de...i know the feel..but any where..nice soup mee...haha...but now start hungry again..haha...use all the energy wash toilet..haha...thanks steve...

ok lah ...wan go rest liao...bye bye...i go bali loh...hihi

Yeo's soga bean

this is the second day i work for yeo's soga bean in PWTC...actually the working time is from 10-8pm...but my supervisor wan us reach there around 9.15am..so tumpang her car..so early go there..aih...tired...my hand very "suan"...coz keep on whole the plan..n give ppl test the sampling...aih..very bad..the time pass very very slow...keep on watch the time...aih..5 minit n 5minit ...my god...the time...hard to over...i go to work with my 2 friend...1 friend sick jor...n 1 friedn blood pressure become very low...so..u can imagine..how tired..my god..keep on explaining..giving out the sampling...aih..lot ppl..but just few ppl working..aih..god...

after back from house...feel tat no much mood to eat..but housemate say wan go out eat..then just follow loh..no mood to eat n also no wei ko to eat after work..dunno y...aih..maybe very very very tired jor kua...aih...some time think tat y i so hard..aih...i m so hard for wat ?ppl so relax..can enjoy...then i nd to work so hard..for wat ?for wat i so "pia"???y ? y???aih...dunno lah..i also dunno what i m thinking..

monday will go to bali liao...but langsung no have the mood to go bali leh...working..tired jor..maybe sleep at aeroplane..haha..too tired...my muscler all very pain...aih...long time no be the promoter...no choice..i m grad....nd to earn money for my life also...nd to think about my future also..nd to learn how to control my cash flow....2morow is last day to work...aih...think n think..so hard..n so xing ku for event jor...kanasai....

ok lah..wan go to sleep jor liao..tired...write again 2morow night lah..bye bye

i dunno what i m doing

monday morning back to jenjarom..go back n bz whole day...ppl say go back hometown is to relax, but i think i m a bit too rush n very bz on my things...go back go banting do my license, then go back home...on the way go back home notice that have a maxis center at banting...when reach home, my brother in law hv't go back sungai buloh, so ask him accompany me to open the line under his account, so ..from now,i m using fix line = postpaid...m...it got good n no good for me loh..last time i like to sms ...coz cheaper n also i stay at section 17, got campus zone..saver...then now i open line...sms become expensive n call person become cheaper..aih..make me every day keep on calling ppl..aih..like kaya ppl pula..then back home keep on wash all my shirt. mum also ger surprise i have lot of shirt hv't wash..haha..coz after exam then i go back jor ma..of course no wash lah..hihi..go back also nd to wash my self lah..haha..then monday night on9 a awhile..then sleep jor

tuesday morning i sleep till 11am..waliao..long time i no have this kind of sleep ...damn nice ..i like it leh..haha..but..i know tat..this won't happen at me for my future...coz i m going to more bz after this..aih...then afternoon sit at home watch tv.. then night keep all my room things before go back to PJ...then chat whole night with my mum...aih..so miss my mum...i wan go BALI...haha...i was surprise that my mum,brother,sister in law will give me money..haha...but all this money i use to pay all the debt n also buy wain..hihi...so..is still the same lah

wednesday i back to pj in the early morning..then go to move new house n stay in new house..oh my god. when i was enter the new house..the toilet is the 1st impression for me..waliao..like dunno how many years didn't wash it...god..dunno how they stay at there for so long period..then keep my room over there...then going out the have briefing at YEO's company...then evening back..then go to new house again to stay..i use the wireless to on9..oh my god..the internet slow as dial up..oh my god..coz they keep on download the movie...so can't access the internet easy..my god..i hate it..ppl nd to use it ...not only you pay the money..all ppl pay the same amount of money lah...kanasai betul....then lazy to on9...so slow..just hear the music over there...then c my book...then fall in sleep jor..haha...

thursday morning go to zoo negare..c animal...haha..more then 10's yr i didn't go there..then go there with chye li,yun yin, ivan, zhi yen..go there jalan jalan..reach there al'd 12pm...then walk n walk..n god..damn tired..so just walk around 2 hours..then we rest over there liao..haha..c the show ..then go back...it was rain..so heavy...rain like dog n cat..my god.plan go to swim with friend...but rain to heavy jor,,,then go back have a nap..then night go to chee how puchong house..haha..so sam pat...go his new house lepak..chatting..7 people go in a single room to chat..my god..haha..then back around 1am...then go my new house take the shirt for working..then come back..sleep...

friday..tat is 2day...go to PWTC work...waliao..go there no ice..my god,..walk with my supervisor to 7-eleven...waliao..far..n bring 10package ice come back..waliao..tangan pun mau bengkak lah..aih..then start work at 10am..the time was very slow n slow...aih..finally 8pm...then come back....wash clothes...hv't take my dinner pun...tired like a shit...dunno wat to eat..no ppl accompany to eat..so just no eat...drink a cup of milo...then sit in front of computer...i think will sleep early..coz too tired al'd...

aih..my time table for this 2 week so peak..i also dunno y so peak..for wat i plan it so peak..aih...then work till sunday..sunday night mind go to new house sleep..then keep my things go to BALI on the next day,...monday 12.30pm aeroplane..go until friday 1.30am reach KLIA...i think it will have a very bz n tired day..then back to pj have a sleep 1st..then morning or afternoon just go back home...waliao..peak like a shit..then rest at home until sunday..then back on sunday night...then next day monday...start working liao..aih...ma ma...like no rest..then i start work jor loh..aih..so tired...for wat leh ?

sometime i was think tat my friend can enjoy thier life...go sing k...always go c movie at cinema..always go play bowling..always go out with friend..always go to clubbing..then all these n these i also can't enjoy..y ?working n working....for wat ?money? wan to make myself more independent...wan to earn money for my mu..so tat she no nd to work any more...y ?y?y ppl can enjoy all this..no nd working..then can get money from family...from other way...y i can't??aih..maybe is nasib..maybe my nasib is like tat....dunno..but i no regret i born in my family...i got a mum very sayang me..i know tat...although always score me..i now tat...i no take any sens from them..every time no money..then will find my way to earn money...aih..like other ppl..so bahagia..no nd work..then can spend a lot money..every time wan spend money..then nd to think a while...y???coz i not kaya..n all is my "xue han qian"...aih..dunno lah..fan...jealous on other ppl..aih..hope got one day i also can be like tat...god bless me..guan lim ma bless me..allah bless me...tolong..ok lah..a bit slepy liao..ready go to sleep now liao..haha...

2morow nd to working..not like other ppl so xing fu no nd working..aih..ok lah...gd9

one more paper to go - Internal Audit

mm....still have one more paper to go..but i like no exam..go here go there..relax...aih..but i no prepare for this paper yet...this afternoon go UM swim,but after go there,kanasai the stass say technical problem..no 1 give us masuk..aih...then go kelana jaya swimming pool log...go there,,kanasai,, rain..then go giant shopping a while, then go back swimming pool again...so cool...the swimming pool very depth...i just swim around 8 round then naik liao...hihi..so cold..then back home and play dota again..like no prepare for exam..my god...

yesterday go tian hou gong (temple)...n i go "qiu qian"...the qian say i must do alot "good things"...aih...then it say the good things will help me in the future..aih..dunno lah..no mood to study leh..going to move house soon..going to bali soon...aih...all the things come together...my time table almost full after my exam...god...haha..nd enjoy kao kao 1st...haha

tired make me no mood

today i go UM with steve. I go swimming, he go to discuss his work with lecturer, then i drive his motor go swimming. Reach swimming pool, just i m alone, wahaha, no ppl kacau me n also ppl play the water over there. i swim around 1/2 hour then no energy, then go to bath. Go to science fac fetch Steve at 4pm.mana tau when i reach, i think that it is quite fast for he n his lecturer discuss, mana tau ,i wait until 5.30pm, got mood wait until no mood. Maybe is my false also lah, who ask me follow he go to UM oh..haha..then just wait 1 1/2 hour at outside, jalan here jalan there, jalan until no place jalan...aih...then 5.30pm he come out..then go back loh....

Go lapsoon print the passport photo, wan do my license and also keep it for next time...then 1st print can't use, coz some color not "sui"...so print again....waste money...then go makan loh..aih..now reach home, alone, make me very tired..no mood to study liao...aih...dunno wat going to do now....next tuesday start exam liao..i still leng gang leng gang...ma ma...help...keep on thinking play nia...Jacky, u can't like tat....gambateh...u must fast fast find back ur mood....last sem for me..i must gambateh sikit...can't "duo luo"...any more...go go go.......

不见了心爱钱包,IC,驾照,钱,水晶...

yesterday go fetch steve at taman paramount..then go to eat at sentosa...after tat go back home...today when i wan go out...i just notice that my wallet is not on my table...my god...i lost my wallet....really malang this day...when at sentosa..i remember tat i still have the wallet...i was take out the wallet n want pay the money...but ppl treat me eat...then i keep balik my wallet..then after tat i dun remember where is my wallet liao...aih..my wallet...i like the wallet much..because ppl give me as my birthday present....my crystal inside..RM130 it bring luck for me...but i lose it...then cash around RM130...then my IC licenses, touch n go, atm card..nd to redo all this things...i think i lost around RM400++ aih...so suai...

i m very fan where i wan to stay liao de...coz no place for...as first steve say his house penuh..then jack how say his house also penuh..so tat i very fan...then today suddenly steve say ok move his house, then 2day go ppl come c out house, ask me stay..pay the same amount..aih..i really dunno how..i m very fan...my wallet n also my room...aih....hope "破财挡灾"....aih...

buddha help me lah...

你看见我的悲伤,就代表我不懂得掩饰我的情感

mm..i not good in hire my feeling...as i think lah..duno..some time when get ppl hurt..i will just smile in front of ppl...but actually i m really 在意...but just show tat i m nothings...i always think ppl benefit...then baru think my own benefit..izzit m stupid...every time i will consider wat ppl think tat....izzit convinent for them then only think from my point...always think ppl...aih..until get hurt...

yesterday i not good in sleep, just thinking where i wan to stay in this coming december...no place for me today..at first i put lot of hope in 2 friend house, one is steve n one is jack how, but finally 2 also no place for me to stay, one say room can't put things,one say his roommate only will move out 1.1.2009..then where i wan to stay oh..fan...i found the place in pj section 17 i got my reason...find friend more easy...i m sure if i move far a bit, sure no more chance to meet my friend...then slow slow will be far for each other then ........aih..dunno lah...fan...yesterday night can't slee...just keep on thinking of it...move place also nd to c ppl feeling...aih..how they wan to find me...how i go to find them...aih..lot question...always put ppl in front...y i m so stupid...live in KL...i think nd to take consideration on my own 1st..nd to learn selfish...then baru think ppl...if not..sure die in KL n sure no place for me to stay...rite?

fan ah....although i m hire my feeling...but some time ppl ask me..how r u..u look like got some things happen, i just will answer them i m ok..nothings happen,actually got things happen...i m k of it...aih..just no1 say out..aih..if i m good in hire my feel, sure no ppl will know i m happy or sad...exam in near..make my own no mood to study...aih.fan lah..ok lah..wan go study a bit....

Room

these few days really fan...fan about the room..where i m going o stay in this coming december..coz i will working on december at kelana square...but i dunno where i wan to stay.which one is benefit for me..which one is easy for me...each also have the advantage and disadvantage..dunno..my housemate ask me stay..but it really expensive if i stay here...coz one roommate left liao...aih..dunno lah..fan lah...dunno how also...final is coming leh...hope it won't disturd my mood lah....hope i can find a best n cheap room or stay back here and find a person to replace it lah..hopefully lah....fan ah...

Home

today i was wake up very early,around 6.45am...yesterday i was very bad mood n not happy....because some body 误会me...aih..make me very down..just because my network got problem,can't get any msg n call..dunno y the network..aih...waiting ppl msg..then i fall in sleep,yesterday very tired...then suddenly wake up...c my hp, y still no msg..then shack shack my hp...wah...suddenly all the msg come in, all the mc come int...9 mc from a friend,3 mc from housemate,3 mc from other friend, then lot of msg...aih..then my friend think tat i m angry with him,no 1 choi me,say some angry word...then i call ...waliao..scold me balik pula...make me very bad mood....wan cry some more leh..aih...then actually wan go out lim teh de...rain.finally no nd go out...sleep at home....aih...

then 2day early morning my friend go back his hometown, yesterday no go out with my friend, so today accompany my friend go bus station waiting the bus....the feel very 酸 c my friend go back...dunno y..maybe i also long time no go back..or mabye i will start alone...dunno....aih....酸酸的味道

reach home liao..then fast fast do my things to 4get all about it...hope i will happen it again lah..n also feel sorry on my friend make angry on me...sorry...is my false..is my hp false....aih....go back hometown liao..i m at pj...when i can go back my home????

放飞机

今晚我又被放飞机了，朋友说晚上要找我，带我去走走，可是呢？十一点了，人影都没见到，又被放飞机了。最讨厌就是被放飞机了。说一套做一套。

Bad mood

Long time i didn't post the blog.Every time i post the blog sure i m not happy or bad mood. Can't find a suitable person to voice out my things.Maybe because i m gemini.Gemini people dun like to tell people what they are thinking.Maybe this is because their biasa on it keep in heart and because they dunno how to express it.I m this kind of people.Every time i no mood, i won't should in my face, i just will keep it in my heart then come back n post it in my blog.I dare to post any things i wan to say because no much people will read my blog.Haha.

Study for 3 and half year, finally i want come out for work.I m faster then other people one semester.This semester give me a chance to look what i m interest.Currently go for few interview,some success some didn't success.Interview for few job.I m confuse on what i m study and also what i m looking for.I dunno i want to enter audit line,account line,sale and marketing line or wat.I m realy confuse it.Yup, i agree that i m quite socialable people.I like to talk with people.For audit job, i think it need to keep on update the knowledge on accounting.I dun like i.But, i m study accounting in UM for 3 and half year leh, now say wan join other job, waliao, izzit waste my time?i d=really confuse, i dunno what is my future.i really blur,god, can u help me!!!

My friend will going back this on wednesday.No people can accompany me go supper, eat lunch, eat dinner,swimming...aih.Normally will do this all things together with him, but he wan goes back for 2 week, feel suddenly my life missing somethings...sure very bore liao,no ppl can chat, no ppl can fun, no ppl can eat together.aih.never mind lah,just concentrate study loh.he always buli me also, always make me bad mood de..aih...never mind lah, go back then go back lah

final exam is comig soon.2 more week to go. that mean i still have 2 week, then i will leave the study life, enter the working life?my god,i scare leh.i scare outside the world.after work,my friend will be less?i dunno,my entertainment will be less?i dunno...i m scare..really scare...who can help me?

无聊

today feel so bored, n so wu liao, do nothings at pj house..just finish one movie..haha...nice...somethings like wan cry..wat i did for today again leh?...download song loh, sleep loh...actually plan a lot of things nd to do de.but, lazy, so lot of things hv't complete yet. next week is mooncake festival loh, i no go back, miss my family much n much oh..aih...lot of homework nd to do..every day also keep on say lot of homework nd to do, but like no action. hope i can find back my energy and spirit like when i study at KMPP...

aih..this few day feel like more pening liao..dunno will be more serious or not...aih..hope i won't get any sick lah..ti kong bo bi lah

ok lah..wan start my work liao...gambateh..gogogo

Cancel My RM499 Trip

today my heart keep on very luan, thinking also, aih..dunno y, maybe keep on thinking the trip kua...my friend call me get the clearance, help me ask here ask there, really wan thanks my friend, then my mother also call me, ask me dun go tat trip. for the bali trip still acceptable, so, finally ask my friend, wo want go to the trip, the my friend suititude me,haha,,,really thanks to my friend.haha...happy now balik liao..but a bit pening kepala..dunno y

Bali, Bangkok, and Shu Zhou

today go out shopping, my friend go to Matta Fair. I m goint Sogo shopping center shopping. Today got big member sales, so, just go there buy some my formal shirt for my future work. It look really cheap, many discount, some until 70%. Many people go there, i also buy 2 formal shirt, 1 formal pants, shock, one polo-t. Haha, all is under renoma brand, because renoma brand is the cheaper compare to other brands. The formal shirt look nice.

My friend was called my n ask me whether wan go bali on this coming novemeber or not. After consider one minute, then i just give her answer said i want go. I think i do the decision too fast liao. The trip cost me Rm1320. It include all the things, like entrance fees, hotel, food....n so n so. Actually i can no wan bring any money go there, just go there relaxing. Haha, the time is after my exam, coz after exam, i mind go to find job, hope can get the job n start working on december, because go this trip really pokai liao. Aih, get more surprise is the currency over there is in US dollar. My god, sure pokai liao.

After shopping, then go to majlis jamek having my dinner v them. Meet them at mc'd. Talk Talk Talk, then they say they got book another more dai trip, tat is RM499 only, really cheap.It also included all the things, like hotel, food so n so, but it without air ticket. RM499 can go 3 country leh, Bali, Bangkok and Shu Zhou in China, really good leh. The problem is we need to book the ticket ourself. Nd to select the time to book ticket loh, like RM0 ticket. If like tat, sure cheaper, aih, but for this 2 trip, only i one guy.Aih, the rest is gal, dunno sleep with who, aih, too bad, no body wan to teman me, pity...ask my friend, my friend say no1, ask another one, another one also say no1.Aih, so pity, in this world, guy all die liao ?except me lah...aih...too bad, maybe i no good relationship with guy kua, only v gal.So that no guy wan go v me, pity...

Total for these two trip are RM1819!!!!wah, so expensive, waliao, where to find so much of money, really nd go to earn money liao.I think from now, i can't go c movie in cinema, can't have supper, can't go shopping n many many can't ....nd save money go trip liao..expect for this 4 trip, i need to spend around RM7000 included all the shopping money..where to find leh ?nd to think liao..no ban fa...

Aih, now a bit bad mood, dunno y, should be happy wat, go can travel, go the country i never go..dunno, maybe ask my friend, my friend say no1 go, then ask another friend, another friend also say no1 go, aih...no jodoh lah..suan lah...next time won't ask any more liao..go alone..haha..go other country know other people..haha..sure more nice wat..haha..compare knowing ppl in m'sia..m'sia ppl sien liao..haha

Today delloite come to UM having so talk, is regarinf tax game. Our tax lecturer, Dr. Chong Kwai Fatt has ask us all join, n he make sure v will win the competition.haha, interest in this game, but my tax no so good leh.how ah ?i also dunno, hope i can catch up lah...hope won't get his scolding lah.next tuesday night n wednesday night nd go to discussion with him. a bit rush.

Next week got lot things to do oh, aih.2morow start, i nd hardworking liao..can't do the stupid things n wasting my time ...nd be more hardworking, n finish all my assignment...start 2morow..i must concentrate on my study liao...JACKY...u can DO it..go go go..ok lah..wan go to sleep liao...

BAD MOOD..hope after i wake up, all can start from 0 , then i start my new life again, 重新出发...

谣言满天飞

最近和我一位朋友都很好，很多人都说我和他又不寻常的关系。这不是一个人知道，我想谣言快传到我每个coursemate口中，然后整个UM....我的妈呀!!!你都知道的，谣言一到人的口中，谣言就会变成更恐怖的谣言了，你加盐，我加醋，加来加去，最终会变什么呢？唉！！我也不知道，我想这就是要出去社会的其中一种考验吧！！或许，housemate看到我比他们快一个学期毕业，不爽我，在后面叉我几刀。我想这样他们比较爽吧!哈哈.谣言本来不恐怖,是到了女人的嘴上,就会变得很恐怖,他们可以把死人讲到边活人,你们相信吗?最毒女人心,听过吧!哈哈，我很开放，任他们讲吧,说够了,嘴巴酸了,就会住口了.哈哈,希望如此吧,我想我对不起我朋友,把他给拖下水了,对不起...希望大家不要破坏我的市场吧, 虽然不是长的很帅...但还见的人...哈哈...Pai Seh Pai Seh

这四天里

这四天里,我到底做了什么呢?觉得好像很颓废

29-8 - 我染了头发，头发都变白了，自己染上了mocha color 的颜色，还不错吧！！！哈哈

30/8 - 早上七早八早就爬起来了,去见老师,讨论assignment,然后呢?走整个马大拍照,要做功课的,又热,又累...傍晚,steve来找我,要跟我一起去倒数,去看我的潘玮伯, 好开心,很多人..在那儿,我还当了香港的fans...哈哈..好开心有白痴,回到家已经是两点多了,肚子又饿,回来泡了milo. 喝了就睡觉了..steve睡在我的家.... 在pavilion看到了真人model,好特别的advertisement..哈哈，我也相当，应该没机会吧，不是很英俊。。。哈哈

31/8 - 今天是假期,星期日,没有出去,呆在家,睡了整天, 好累....

1/9 - 今天也是假期,可是我还得回去上课,老师也很勤劳...如果是我的话,我想踩他都傻...在家睡好过...

很多功课还没做,星期五又要考试了...好担心, 神呀, 救救我吧....谢谢steve...陪我这么多天,辛苦你了...hihi....

晕和累有关系吗?

连续四天做工,早上七早八早就的怕起来,有一天更恐怖,4.45am就起床了,妈呀!!!连续四天,不累才怪,不累的人,我想应该是神吧!!!哈哈哈

最近发现到我一直头很晕,不知道为什么?怕自己患上地中还贫血,我怕啦,希望不是...晕不是一两天的事情了,已经有一段日子了,开始有点担心...不知道是累过头才会晕还是什么...

Sale Target

today, i was very happy because me n housemate hit the target set by the company..haha.actually v have play differet kind of strategic to make sure our commision is higher compare to others..haha..so, earn alot,very happy.

today came a lot news people, nd to briefing them a few time...they r getting scold from the management, because too " kan jiong" wan hit the target..aih,so pity..today wake up at 4am somethings. then supervisor came to fetch me on 5.30am,damn,reach there abour 6.00am,so just lying on the sofa n have a nap,can't sleep,nyamuk banyak,teruk,so until now only have a few minute to rest...really tired n slepy

i dun like some guy in our sale team, some very "yong sui"..some ppl c i do a lot of sale, bo song me...n the management c my potential n ask me whether wan to join them for future or not..haha..becauser got potential in sale or marketing..maybe can consider, she give me the contact number n also ask me to contact her after my convo. i think sure very challenger if i join in the company, because all very geng, all ther staff must be know how to take photo, doing sale, print, doing photoshop, all the things,wah!!very geng lah..aih..RM5k each month is i set the target. the management ppl (Jasmine) say i set too low liao for my potential...haha..a bit happy, but dunno getting cheap or not lah..buy maybe i will try in marketing,c how 1st lah..hihi

today go back at 6.30pm,so reach home around 7.30 de, but because missing in some way KL, v reach home at 8.30pm again..damn lah, tired, after eat,discuss the strategy again v my housemate together tomorow..haha..hope v can achieve the total sale for RM15K..hope can lah..good luck lah.wan sleep liao,chat next time lah,bye bye

物质的诱惑吗?

曾经答应过老妈,我不去做工了,可是,我又瞒着老妈跑去做工了..哈哈哈,这一次的工作有点难,跟了一般很会抢生意的人,真的有够他妈的,明天,我想,我不会放过他们,要跟我拼!!!!!受死吧!!!没听过双子座的人很残忍吗?????去死吧,等着瞧!!!!我明天不会这么容易罢休的....

很累了,今天五点就起床了,六点supervisor就来载我和我的housamate...七点多才到家...累到没话可说,Housemate累到已经睡着了...哈哈哈...不懂为什么我要做工呢???可能是因为物质的诱惑吧!!!想买很多自己喜欢的东西,没钱,就的去想办法...去赚$$$...aih...有时真羡慕不用做工的人,家里大把钱等着他花,真的有够他妈的....鸡蛋糕!!!!

好了,很累了,要睡了....bye bye,希望明天我可以破到我的target吧!!!拿到commission...哈哈哈....

雨过就应该天晴了

回来PJ了,今天没什么做到功课,早上去还水电费,过后就去图书馆做功课..真惨,功课不会做,上课已经很专心了,可是还是不会,不懂是太笨还是什么...哈哈,在图书馆遇到一位朋友,但是没上前打招呼,坐在我对面,发个短讯给他..很无聊哦,这么近都不上前打招呼,反而SMS.钱过多了..哈哈哈

好久没去游泳了,今天和STEVE下午三点多去游泳,游几圈就累到想粪了...没力,可能太久没运动,晒黑了,要变黑马王子了,哈哈哈...过后去IPS借书,回家...好累,上了一下的网,就跑去睡了..可是都睡不着,不知道为什么,烦恼吧,想这个,想那个,所以白头发这么多,哈哈...

感觉好就没去PASAR MALAM 了,逛了一下...现在的我呢?好费哦,写blog,CHAT跟朋友....没有做到功课....最近好蛮去www.meetoto.com,唱歌...哈哈,声音很难听,唱了,给人家丢粪....骗人说我生日,他们都唱生日歌给我听.哈哈哈....Ok lah,等下可能要出去了....改天再写了,bye bye

原谅=接受[原]本的事实,于是[谅]解

原谅=接受[原]本的事实,于是[谅]解

好有意思的一句话
前几天心情不是很好,睡不着啊,但是今天心情就比较好点了...
昨天跟朋友在skype里谈了大约两个小时的话,觉得好很多...或许我是那种的跟朋友谈天来抒发心理的不满,但谈天里并没有谈到伤心事,只是随便谈天,就忘记了...还好还有这么好的朋友...谢谢你Tony....

今天回来pj了,想念这里,但也想念家里,可是要做功课,没办法,要回来...等下要去游泳了,抒发压力...重新开始..加油...Jacky

忘记

忘记 Forget
作词:刘添山 Jacky

Song 1
Verse 1
雨 刚下过
心 刚痛过
泪 刚流过
看着你我的照片
眼泪闪闪的掉落

verse 2
你 还好吗
你 想我吗
你 变了吗
日记簿里的标题
一页一页的散落

chorus 1
我要把你忘记
你给我的一切
时间带走你给我的回忆
伤心流泪我一个人看见

chorus 2
我要把你忘记
你给我的承诺
假装带上我开心的面具
不让你看见难过不开心

忘记你 我能做到吗???

song 2
verse 1
杯中里你的倒影 消失了
房间里的呼吸声 留下我一人
日子变的好寂寞 好孤单

verse 2
仿佛昨天的事情 刚发生
繁忙街头的空气 少了你气息
未来的我要坚强 要勇敢

chorus 1
忘记所有的伤害
你学会了掩饰自己的错误
因为你
生活的困扰
加重了我的负担

chorus 2
忘记一切的誓言
骗人的谎言一再被我揭穿
真与假
放弃还是保留
我已经不懂抉择

忘记你 我能做到

又被骗了..

时间已经快早上五点了,我还没谁,第一次我失眠,一个人坐在电脑前面,不知道要做什么?睡不着...想着很多东西...我又被骗了,最近我又一位很好的朋友骗了...不知道我是很随和还是什么?为什么我着么容易被骗呢?我是否应该继续相信我的朋友还是什么呢???说这个,做那个,而且还瞒着我...我不知道什么事情该相信我的朋友还是什么...我该原谅我的朋友吗?是真心还是什么?你把我当作什么!!!!
或许时间,时间可以让有忘记这件事情,或许我得考虑这过个朋友

朋友是一辈子的...我想我有点做不到...不知道,或许我会心软
骗我的这两个朋友,我不会给你们好过的....你们做初一,我做十五...等着瞧吧....

谢谢eyrique陪有谈心事...好想你,但是你在UK读书...你是我的朋友,希望你不会骗我...我不想再被骗....谢谢johnhan,在我伤心难过的时候,你找了娱乐给我,虽然你不知道我性情不好...谢谢你们两为...配有渡过了伤心时间....5.20am...我想我该去睡了...

被骗了...我要变自私点

最近被一个朋友骗了...骗了我很多的东西,觉得有点难过,是一个以前很好的朋友(jack)...骗了我以后,不用紧,希望他不要骗其他人...觉得有点后悔认识他,我想以后我应该不会找他了...也希望他不要来烦我...

发现到身边的朋友有点自私...我想以后出去社会也是一样的东西...我想,是时候让我学会更自私点..这样一来才不会被人欺负.那天去马六甲,一为风水师说我很容易被人占便宜,说我很喜欢摇(摇脚,把钱都要光了,可能里面还有其它意思...不知道)...说我要硬一点....过后回家想了又想,的确是真的,讲中了我的弱点...aih..希望我可以改改把.....Hihi..

moodly

long time i didn't post the blog...every time i post the blog.sure got things not happy...dunno how to express my feeling...some time my friend will ask me y u no mood..i dunno how to explain..the best way for me to release it is post a blog or chat with internet friend...coz i think tat only internet friend will give a real comment for me...

currently easy to become no mood because get influence on one friend...dunno..hard to say..hope i can be more independent...tat day go become cameraman..help my friend take photo...take almost 2 hours...around 11-1pm..damn..really hot...tat time i wan pengsan...but..still tahan...tahan until my friend satisfy...i hope i can be more independent..really...not only depend on other ppl every time...hope so lah...every time i no mood,sure find friend to release it...i have one friend very nice....every time i said i wan hear his voice, sure he would call me immediately...n sure he known i m no mood...n he will find a way to make me happy..hihi..maybe this kind of friend is a good friend..can share things..haha

my house 128 happen so things no happy...aih...is about Handphone..my housemate lost her hp in genting highland when MY FM anniversary on 9.8...n on the same day....another housemate hp drop on the floor...the handphone "calah"....aih...n she so sad...my other housemate say wan ganti her a new handphone for her...but she not dare to tell her..aih..i become the middle person..i also dunno how..aih..just assume nothings happen lah...open one eye n close one eye..hihi

My friend conovo liao..so happy lah..i m still study at here.i m takig 4th yrs course..so many ppl on tat time...i think when the time i convo..sure no ppl come loh...aih..maybe tat time i convo..morning go to meet client...then afternnon go convo...then after convo go back office working again..aih...dunno...hope won't happen this situation lah..haha..really hope many many ppl can come to my convo...mm...almost one year to go...so..wo c my blog..is time for u to keep money..haha..n buy follow or bear bear for me..haha..ok ?mmm...bear bear better..because can keep...haha...

start bz...lot assignment coming in...hope i can hand in on the time lah..gambateh...Jacky...ur last sem...go go go...

开心与伤心,好与坏

好久没写部落格了,我想写了也没人看吧..哈哈...只是给自己留下回忆,怕我会有失忆的一天...

这两只ultraman是我的housemate送我的,是我的生日礼物…好开心.从我大一的时候就一直吵着要买ultraman,但都没有买,housemate看到我很喜欢,就公司买给我,写写你们…

刚刚开学,好多功课,忙到有点透不过气来.过了这个学期,我就步入社会大学了,开始有点担心了…怕我自己应付不来…

今天上课被两位老师认得我的名字,有人说是件好事,但我想是件坏事,被老师认得名字,不用想要逃课了,哈哈哈…

在大学有一个要好的朋友…特别的朋友…对我都很好…开心不开心都回跟他分享…有时他也也很坏…弄我生气..就好比昨天…aih…希望雨过天晴….

currently.....

quite a long time i no write blog, because currently a bit bz...just wan to write some things before exam and after exam..

3/5- this is the last paper i having...public sector accounting..all theory, nd to memorize..c the table..full of notes..wah..some more got chocolate..haha...coz nd relax mah..take it before 3 hour of exam...tat time quite stress,coz dunno what the exam will come out..so a bit stress. alot of things nd to memorize...my memorize power very teruk...for calcualation, still ok lah..but for the memory...plz....i scare...
before going exam...concentrate study..because wan get a good result..but dunno lah.result haven't out yet...haha...last paper...

haha...at the same day..after exam..then go c movie v my friend...at cineleisure damansara...c the nice nice movie...IRON MAN...waliao..damn nice lah...some things like transformer..for guy..sure like it. actually v plan go to c early show at 9pm..but when go there..all the ticket finish al'd..so v no going to buy..just waiting..then asking the staff whether got on9 booking or not..haha..nasib baik got on9 booking, but the people hv't come to collect,so v "pok ya pok"...before 1/2 hour to 10pm..v go n buy the ticket...haha...nasib very good...good luck..finally v get the ticket...haha...going to c the show..very nice..if v can't buy the .then v nd to c at 1am liao..tak boleh tahan lah..haha...

this pic actually is i take when i go to work on 30/4....very geng oh...2/5 and 3/5 nd exam..but i go to work again..haha..very geng leh...go to work from 5pm to 10pm...short period...help the agent..because they can't find ppl liao..so go together v my friend...haha...working in the JW Marriott Hotel ...haha..damn nice..the toilet more big then my room leh..damn..some more so nice the toilet..i think can sleep inside there..haha...after change the cloth..then shock sendiri in the toilet..haha..then design of the toilet also nice leh...the hotel is 4 star hotel..i think lah...nice...the event is about germany product event..dunno lah..just go there n play the stacking cup..teach the people wo 1 to play the whiz stack...haha....senang job lah..but after i go back..my hand quite pain leh..dunno y...maybe keep on play the stacking cup kua..haha

me n ruoh qing in the JW Marriott Hotel ..after working...then v shock sendiri...haha..miss her..long time no c.

if got chance..then work together v her again lah..haha..she is very hardworking gal...hihi

mother's day...celebrate together v my mummy..haha..she forget the mother's day lah...haha...gv her a surprice..haha...nice cake ????

long time no taking photo c my mummy liao...hihi...nice ?

haha..this is my sister's daughter..Xiao Hong...very naughty...haha..c the pic ???haha...dunno where she looking..aih...currently she is 4 yrs old..study in kinder garden....

start working loh..currently work in audit firm..can't say is working lah..mm...is internship..10week...now is 2nd week liao..still got 8 week..aih..working life is too boring...wake up, eat, work, lunch,work,back,eat,play computer,sleep,,,then 2morow work the same things...aih...dunno can't tahan or not..study is more happy lah.hihi...this pic take when i back to home...nothings to do..so...shock sendiri..can c tired face ah ?haha...

my senior all very nice lah...when dunno..just ask them..then they teach me loh...learn a lot of things...hihi...

mm...plan to take all the credit hour next sem...dunno can or not..wan to finish early...then go out n work..because i think tat working is more important..the experience v can't get in the study...v can't c the real life example.. when working..only can c the real things...mm..dunno lah..dunno can finish all the credit hour next sem or not.if can..then good loh..then plan to work in singapore..dunno can or not..this all only plan..but hope can get a job in singapore...then can meet my friend there..haha..stay together..earn a lot money....then buy the things i like n also give money for my mum..so tat my mum no nd to work..dunno can or not...buy nd go singapore o..maybe back only chinese new year...haha..dunno lah..aih...wan graduate liao..so fan a lot of things...

ok lah..write in next time again...boring life.

before exam....

1 more week to go for the final exam...this sem i take 6 subject...a bit heavy...crazy???every day stay at library study....but study also dunno..aih....how leh?today my housemate all celebrate Chee How birthday in advance....18/4,but i not join,coz i go swimming, tak sempat balik...sorry oh...i back home, but they all hv't come back yet...on9 a while, do some homework, waiting they all back...haha...they keep a piece of cake for me also..hihi...happy, but a bit full, can't eat...after tat...all of us so shock sendiri...taking the photo, i become the camera man...talking all the photo, posting here posting there..all siao liao..too pressure....haha....wan to c my pic???can go my friendster there lah...lazy to post there...hihi
http://www.friendster.com/viewphotos.php?a=998485333

瞎子=勇人

考试要到了,心情有点紧张.在家不能读书,所以约了健福到图书馆.那里比较没有压力,我比较容易吸收.图书馆四点半就关门了.当时下很大雨,不能出来,所以被关在图书馆前面.在那儿,我看透了很多事情.站在我前面是两位瞎子,一位是华人,一位是马来人.他们有说有笑,似乎没有烦恼.他们拿着他们的拐杖.站在那儿很久,等雨停,我也不例外.看到他们,突然觉得我很幸福,应该说是非常幸福.我有双眼,能看到这世界的美丽,也看到这世界的丑恶.他们呢,却用心去看这个世界.觉得他们很可怜,一出生,就看不到自己的样貌,身材,迷人的笑容,喜怒哀乐等等.过马路有得担心有车路过没有,担心这个那个.或许他们已经习惯了,又或许他们必须克服自己的恐惧来生存下去,谁知道?只有他们知道吧!下着很大很大的雨,有一位瞎子朝着图书馆的方向走着过来,一手拿着拐杖,一手拿着雨傘,不小心撞倒了停在路边的摩托,有人看到了马上冲过出把他牵进来,有人把摩托推起来.看到这种情形,我自己又没有行动,觉得有点惭愧,或许是我迟钝吧!!!每跨出一步,他们需要拿出很多的勇气,换是你,你会吗?如果有一天要你蒙着眼睛过一天,你的感受又是如何呢?不知是白天,不知几时是黑夜,看不到的感觉,一定很难受.或许我不应该称呼他们为瞎子,应该称他们为勇人(勇敢的人)吧!!朋友,看到我的部落格后,请帮助这些勇人.不要在觉得自己不够幸福了,你比他们幸福几百倍.日行一善吧!!!今天是我领悟最大的道理,我想,当我不开心时,看看我着篇部落格,应该会开通很多吧!!希望如此....

知道痛苦了吧,朋友!!!

屋友驾车来上课了,我跟她一样的课,上个星期都是他载我去上课.今天朋友说要去看戏,要她载,one utama有免费的戏,朋友们都想要去看,但她有令外一班人要载,不知道要载谁,但她要去另外一间的戏院.不知道要怎么抉择,跑来跟我说,我就很现实和很直的跟她说,这就是我不驾车的原因.朋友,痛苦吧,让你品尝一下这种痛苦吧,哈哈哈.坐他的车还要被骂.不可以这个,不可以那个,妈妈的!!!我驾车的时候就可以啦,鸡蛋糕!!!!shit....我想我不大会要坐你的车了....保重吧,朋友!!!

我要的是什么?

今年已经是二十二岁了,但是觉得人生好像没什么意义,觉得自己要什么都不知道.我要的生活是什么呢?我要的爱情又是什么呢?我要的未来又是什么?一个又一个的问好,好矛盾.最近觉得生活得很压力,人家给的压力,自己给的压力,一个又一个的接着来,觉得好痛苦.沉重的功课,让我有时喘不过气来.每当压力时,就找朋友出去透透风,喝喝茶,松懈心情.我很讨厌当我在做东西,读书的时候,人家说我很勤劳.有一个朋友常常都一直盯着我的一举一动,我做什么,他一定要跟,妈的呀.这种行为无形中给了我很大的压力,你知道吗!!!讨厌死了.

a bad mood

today feel quite sad, because what i wrote in the essay, most reject from my team member. they have their own reason. i accept it, but dunno lah, so hard to do it, kena reject. aih. learn a lesson loh. but also feel sorry for them, know my english poor lah. they help me correct it until wan to vomit the blood. sorry ah teammate, love u all lah.muacks.hihi. rushing for this saturday presentation. start scare liao, exam is coming soon, all the things come together, assignment, homework, revision. aih. i can handle it well? really scare.

11/4 new roommate will move in, can i communicate well with him? start scare liao.aih..alot of pressure. next week go bk home. hope can relax abit. then after tat come bk nd to study again, coz study week begin. my god, help me.....this sem i take 21 credit hours...let me pass v the png above 3 lah...help help me my buddha

long time no write blog

really long time no write blog....currently i m still good,but become more bz. a lot of homework n also assignment.die.this sem i take 21 credit hours,a bit heavy,but really think tat 1 finish my study as soon as possible, so tat i can go out working. last few days i dream about my sister daughter, i quite scary dream.very scare n tat y i bk home last saturday.just wan go bk n c my family member.really miss they all.y this world people so scare lose, hokkien call "kia shu"...especially my friend.aih.every time when i study,they sure will come n c wat i m study.waliao, so kia shu meh u.kanasai.hate this kind of attitude.make me full of strees.hate it.really hate it.miss my friend.but my friend ask me dun miss,coz will disturd me study.i will try to forget about it.

before 2008 after 2008

long time i no post the blog..this few week i just keep on working n working..tired n tired..every day do the same things...really hate it n bored..can't imagine wat is the condition after i graduate...just keep on do the same things in everyday...wake up..go working..come bk..wash clothes..sleep...and wake up agin..working again....aih...hate it...really hate it...but,nd to accept also..nd to earn money mah..actually plan to use the money in many ways de..but suddenly hear some news..my sis 1 go to MAKTAB...she nd to use her laptop...so..mean tat i no more laptop to use...aih..dunno1 to buy or not..n also dunno i can tahan or not if no have laptop.3000++ leh...is a big amount for me...any body 1 to sponsor me ?haha...

new year liao..n also new sem.just open school.this sem alot of things 1 to do..plan to work again..but no more jobs liao..find some high payment job.n just get a news from my supervisor,the champion for cup stacking this year will go to other country...but dunno is only for the kids or open..if open..sure i1to go de..hihi...maybe this few week is the last few week i can use the laptop liao.this yr got many wish o....but the important is wish all my family member n my fr...all healthy..hihi...n the others wish..just keep in my heart lah..hihi...

ok lah..1 go to sleep liao..write again next time lah...bye bye...miss u all