A bad mood day

today just fight with roommate...dunno lah..currently mood not so good.keep on finding job...still remember..last time when i was back from working..i like to share the working things with my roommate...then after a few time..my roommate scolding me..said i m very fan..always talk about work..then...now..he go to work jor..always talk to me about walk...then i just diam diam ...let him talk...although i no interest to hear about it...but i just try my self hear it and give respond...aih....i feel so bad..dunno how to tell him...please stop talking about work in front of me any more since u dun like i talk..u also dun talk...aih...but..i can't...

i m hate ppl smoking...smoking is a not good behaviour..realy...smelly...i dun like it..talk to u jor..but ?wat to do ?u not hear wat i m tallking about..i also not choice...starting to change....aih..

next week i m going to resign...feel so bad..can't enter public bank any more jor...aih...never might lah..i will try my effort in new company...i will push my self to up grade my self...learn more things every day...keep up grade my self...i will go to study ACCA part time...to get the qualify professional paper..up grade myself..so i have more marketable...gambateh jacky...u can do it...

i was planning teaching part time tuition in pj area...to earn some pocket money..but still thinking lah..dunno can success or not.

I am coming Dragon-i Restaurant

went for 2 or 3 week interview, keep on fill up the interview form...interview and interview, answer and answer the same things..very bored...

Today went for interview in Dragon-i restaurant...i think i m the lucky person...they just open for one post, which is account assistant and i able to get the job...i like the working place and also the people at there...they look quite friendly lah...but..the reality i dunno lah..haha..but i think overall still ok..i like it..

After interview at 11am, then get a call around 5pm..i m success to get the job, which is at Taman Tun...i like it..thanks ...is quite popular company..i hope i can stay longer at here...and if every things is stable..then i intend to take ACCA paper...this is professional paper..secure for my future and wan to upgrade myself as well...

1st of september is my first day to attend this company..i still hv't resign for the public bank..but is ok..is 24 hours notice...every things still ok..but i intend to work until next friday because i got some case hv't settle it..so i wan to handle all the things..then only leave..at least give a good impression for other people...

salary is not too high or too low..is average..between the fresh graduate salary lah..haha...actually they provide the hostel also..RM80 only...is quite cheap...but i al'd stay with my friend...mm..maybe after tat just consider lah..c how first lah..now the most important things is to continue and perform well in the company..this is wat i hope on me..haha..gambateh Jacky..gogogo....

Interview & Graduation

i think i got 3 months no update my blog.lazy go to update.haha...but today realy very sien at home, so cincai write some things, so tat i won't forget wat i did before.

I change working condition from event company to finance line. Currently working in Public Bank Berhad as senior sales n marketing executives. Incharge housing and commercial loan. very pressure for this job. going to change work again.now still looking, hope can get a job that "gam" me and the salary also reasonable. Sales job very hard to do it..realy.i dunno wat if i continue do this job, dunno wat is my future in 4 or 5 years from now...think n think..prefer find a office job, more stable...yup..i know..office job nd some time to get more pay compare to sales job..no choice..this is wat i decide.

Going to grad on this coming thursday. finally after 4 years..i grad...finally...feel happy..tat day took pic together with friend in UM and also my faculty.haha...very enjou..meet back my 128 friend...haha...graduation..of course can't 4get my lovely family...i took studio photo together with my family member in PJ ss2..haha...my house got 3 person grad from university. i borrow my friend jubah and give my 2 sister to wear it..it look nice v 3 people and also all my family member in the photo...i very appreciate it..the most i want to thanks is my MUM...she give lot supportive for me to continue my study..2nd is my eldest sister..still remember on 1st year...i wan to stop my study..but my eldest sister pressure me dun stop..continue to study...if tat time i stop..i think i will be regret...nasib baik..luckly...i no stop..thanks to those people encourage me to study for this 4 years...thanks alot.

thursday...thursday...the memorable moment when i receive the skol from TNC UM.thursday..i m coming..but before thursday..i need to work on tuesday and wednesday first...aih..work work work...ok lah..go to oi oi liao lah..bye bye...

Singapore and Morib

15-22 of May 2009

I m leaving soon to this company and my boss keep on ask me go Singapore to supervise the whole event project...my god..damn tired...i was no stop after my MIHAS event at Matrade..realy tired...my colleague will very jealous i can go Singapore...but..who know...i was very bad luck in singapore there...

we went to singapore 7 person...my boss like to smoke...n he bring 6 pack into singapore and kena fine by the Kastam $200 per pack, total $1200..my god...then the next day we go n set up the booth...the lorry hit the paip...waliao..the management said we need to paid $5000 to repair the paip...waliao..scare all of us...

then after tat...few day keep on working n working...work till 11pm....my god...tired...when during the event day..i can go back on 6.30pm...then got time i go find my friend..Li Juan and her friend...haha..go jalan jalan cari makan..go china town...then c "chicken"....

this is one of the KOI cafe...famous in sg...my friend treat me drink it...

jacky Zai, Li Juan and friend

very sien...at sg..no friend..just together with the contractor..nothings to do...drink beer...pitty...miss malaysia roti canai..miss malaysia many many food..miss malaysia people...at the end..22/5/09 i back to selangor..my pj house..then bring my things...cabut back to Jenjarom have a big rest...

Saturday i went to Morib with my friend...go there jalan jalan..buy some keropok back makan..haha...then Sunday morning go tong chan shi take picture..then back to pj working again...sien...today is my last day in Visual Earth..next week going to new company PUBLIC BANK..work as sales and marketing executive..izzit this job realy is wat m i like ?i dunno..hope this is lah...

special photo taking by me in MORIB beach..haha...sunset in morib beach...but can't c the sunset...go next time n take other picture lah

双子座

有很多的朋友，可是“看起来朋友很多，可是知心的没有几个”这句话很深刻的形容了双子。双子很能说话，他跟别人可以天南地北的聊，可以聊得很八卦，也会聊一些很严肃的话题。双子可以跟你聊很多东西，可是注意了，他都只是跟你聊一些不关自己的事。随便他跟你说些什么，可是跟自己有关的都只是些皮毛而已。比如，今天又有某个明星怎样怎样了；隔壁班有多少美女帅哥的。关于自己的事，他几乎是不说的，就算是说，也是说一些关于自己无关痛痒的事。当你想更进一步的了解双子，他会很自然的把话题给扯开。

对于自信的双子来说，他又同时很没有安全感，这是双子特有的矛盾。他喜欢把自己重重包围住，不让自己暴露。对于双子来说，如果在一个还不了解的人面前把自己暴露了，就等于让别人抓住了自己的把柄。这样就失去了一定的优势。当双子感到独孤悲伤时，只会一个人躲在房间里哭，或者一个人郁闷着。

双子也很怕被伤害，很多时候宁愿自己承受一切，也不愿别人抓住自己的把柄。所以久而久之也就养成了习惯。 双子基本上也是个很痛苦的人。表面上总是很有活力，很快乐的样子，可是没人的时候他又总是很忧伤。双子总会被一种莫名的悲伤笼罩。但他不会让别人发现的，他怕被伤害，也怕被别人抛弃，只能自己硬挺着一切。所以双子很神经质，精神脆弱，容易人格分裂，因为承受了太多的东西. 一般来说双子的孩子都很早熟。双子对很多的东西都在乎得要命，可是表面上就是看起来什么都不在乎。双子并不是故意要掩饰自己，上面说了，这只是一种习惯了，可是在外人看来他就成了虚伪的人。

双子是被公认的最花心、最冷酷无情的星座。其实对于双子的花心，真的不想再说些什么了。解释得太多，累了，也没耐心了。可是说起双子，就不得不提感情，双子这一生，似乎必须被感情牵伴，跟爱情纠缠一世。很多人说双子并不花心，只是博爱，所以才会有那么好的人缘。忘了在哪里看见了这样的一句话：双子最大的悲哀在于有两个人的思想，却只有一个人的身体，双子有爱自己所爱的人的权利，也有保护彼此所爱的人的义务，双子只剩下一个时，爱也就只剩下义务了。 我想用如来若去说的一句话给双子的花心做个总结：花心的极端就是痴心的可怕。该懂的人应该会懂的。至于冷酷无情真的不知道该从何说起。其实双子是最平和的星座，如果可以不发生冲突，都会尽量避免。双子也很少跟别人吵架，他讨厌吵架，如果是因为一些生活琐碎小事吵架，那么双子就在吵完的那一刻就把这件事给忘了；

要双子真的跟你翻脸，除非是你的所作所为或所说的话实在让双子不能忍受，这时他会很鄙视得看你一眼，然后头也不回地走掉，甚至会不给你留面子地离开。这时你一辈子也别想再和他和好了，就算有的双子碍于面子和你再成为朋友，但是他们已经对你鄙视到了极点，只不过维持着这一层不得不维持的“朋友”关系其实，很大一部分双子，对待感情是非常专一的，之所以给人留下花心的美名，是因为很少有人能够让略带童心的双子动真感情，不是双子铁石心肠，而是双子个性里面天生有一些忧郁，一些潜在的不自信，只是双子隐藏的深入，可是一旦让双子动了真感情，那么恭喜你了，双子的天真，率直，外加表达能力丰富，一定能让你获得很多快乐。

每个双子都有一个故事隐藏在心里，多数是不堪回首的往事，双子是个念旧或者说是喜欢沉浸在回忆中的星座，他（她）的这个故事通常都是因情所困，动了感情而被伤害了的双子是脆弱的，也是坚强的，他（她）可以很快的振作起来，可以当什么事都没有发生，这些都是双子演给世人看的罢了，等到夜深人静的时候，双子内心的伤痛随着血液渗透到全身，他（她）可以一整夜的去回忆之前的点点滴滴，可以一整夜的沉浸在痛苦之中，可以一整夜坐在那里发呆，但是，一旦天亮了，要出去见人了，双子马上就从痛苦中抽身而走，你看到的肯定是一个神采奕奕的双子，这就是双子，拥有双重性格的双子，一个在世人面前乐天，快乐，在孤独夜晚独自伤悲的双子。

双子的爱是最永恒的，可以付出一切，有人说我们花心，那时我们没有真正的爱，当双子爱上一个人的时候是痛苦的，因为我们太敏感。假如双子爱上了一个不爱自己的人，那莫我相信他永远都不会再爱了，当爱给过了一个人，他再也没有能力再付出了，其实太多的人都不懂我们，其实连我们自己都不懂自己，我们很会伪装，很会说谎，但我们最细腻，对感情最敏感，双子的爱与悲伤，谁又真的了解！

Worry

Finally i resign for my current job, as a business development executive in event management company. Happy and Sad for this 6 months. Happy is because i get know more people especially the giant company marketing people, likes yeo's, munchy's Jack Daniel's, Eon bank....deal business with giant company is not a easy way..realy...i learn a lot from the process...

6 months past jor, think back i incharge many event, like Smart Kids, MIHAS, UOX concert, A-Mei concert, Yeo's, Finlandia launching, Jack Daniel's DJ night and lot...haha...know many small brother and know more small sister...haha...i know..the event job is not an easy job, realy..wake up early, work till late night and some more saturday and sunday also need to work..waliao..this kind of job i realy can't tahan...i know...it is tiring..realy..but al was over...this week i m going to singapore for my last event job...15-20 of May 2009...hope can give me a nice nice memory lah...

Today get call from friend...he wan change school from UCSI to local university..it is wasting the time..but i know...this is no choice because UCSI fees is damn much expensive compare to local university..suddenly change the university, need to wait 1/2 years...then nd to study 2 1/2 years again..my god..this is too old jor...but i know...he is sad...i know the feeling..but i m a bit useless,can't help him to finish his study...1 semester almost 10k...waliao..die meh...hope he can get UM lah..haha...dunno...who know.

Public bank job is going to start soon, a bit worry..i plan to continue stay in Kelana Jaya or Taman Bahagia or Taman Paramount...which is near to LRT station.i not biasa stay in my hometown..i know may people said me i m stupid, working in Klang but stay in PJ. A bit far...but i got my excuse...I hope the public bank job is not going to be so hard and useless...

Until now i still hv't get a room to move..i dunno...dunno where can i live and when can  i find the house..hope every things automatic can sattle by it self..but i know this is mission impossible..haha...

ok lah..gtg..this few ay realy very tired...work for MIHAS 6-10/5..until now still hv't get the leave..aih.ths company...

ok lah..gtg..post again next time...zzz

Resign + new life

finally i get an offer from public bank with the sales and marketing executive position in klang. sound like very good, public bank, good benefit some more...aih, but oh...Klang oh..where should i stay leh ? n some more i stay alone, very expensive for the living cost....n dunno where should i stay...actually i can stay at my hometown Jenjarom de..but..i got somethings miss at here (KL)..so i no1 go back...i know...i m so stupid..can save the cost...but i rather stay here...dunno..maybe i m siao kua

I m going to resign 2morow...actually plan resign today de...but boss not here...so ...i think i will resign 2morow lah.safety...sure boss will ask many many question...dunno how to answer him...aih..shit liao...scare scare scare..

I m going to move liao...aih...PJ life...all gone liao..mm..will start my new life..hv't find the new room...i hope my new job can suit me lah...thanks for some one support me to do this decision J.