就算是believe,中间也藏了一个lie

这几天都没有什么心情，不知道为什么。可能是我自己想很多东西吗。你能相信一个朋友吗？你相信的程度去到哪里？我发现我有朋友有隐瞒我东西，但我知道，没有说，就是不想然别人知道，所以我也没有问。我无所谓。是真的吗？每天想起这些东西就让我没有心情。想要找东西麻醉我自己。想要找个人谈天，又不懂要找谁。想找个了解我的人谈谈我的心事，又不知道找谁。因为都没有人了解我，我就要跟写部落格。每个人都希望有人会对自己好。我也希望。很想有个朋友可以对我好，可以天天给我欢乐，给我开心。可能是日子一天一天的过，期望也越来越高。也来也贪心。但最近都没有感到开心了，都是我在给别人开心。我想我不会去相信我身边的每一个人，相信自己才是最重要。大家这边说，我就从那边出。就算是believe,中间也藏了一个lie。这句好现实，好真。不知道有谁有去相信过身边的人呢？什么人呢？

Bad mood again

currenlt no much mood...dunno y...maybe got lot 心事,不知道要跟谁说.从小就习惯了,不习惯把心事告诉人家,不知道为什么,可能是因为没有可以倾诉的对象吧,有什么问题都东想西想,想到白头发都出来了....可能我把人家看得太重了吧!!!但人家都平平淡淡看我吧了,算了,伤心也要过日子,快乐也要过日子,为什么不开心过日子呢??

希望往后的日子里,有人可以了解我多一点....Jacky加油....

Happy New Year 2009

happy new year...2008 over jor...this is a new year for me..y i say so leh..coz i no nd attend the class any more..n i al'd step out from school n start my working life in UM also ( university of masyarakat)..haha...

Yesterday i went to shopping at one utama....go around 2pm with ah ooi..then v go there jalan jalan n bought new year shirt...i press rm400 out...n also at the same day i use all the money..my god...but i m happy lah..coz i bought the 1st NIKE shoes in my life...from form 5 i start plan to buy the nike shoes..every wan buy it..but think tat i not effort to purchase it..too expensive for me...but yesterday....i get the 1st paid from my boss...n also it is quite memories for me...the 1st time i really step out working..i buy some things for my own...memories for me...
NIKE shoes...i very like it..very nice leh..very pretty..haha...mm..i think the useful life for the shoes is around 2 years...so...the price for the shoes is RM 199..after divide..one day around RM0.27...i think ok kua..haha...i like it so much..my colleagues also said not bad...haha

the shoes got 5 color....blue, red, silver, gold and white color...haha..nice leh..i like it.. especially the design...haha..

new year of coz got new hope lah...mm..this year ah..i hope my career can be better and better loh...n hope can get wat ever i like ...