知道痛苦了吧,朋友!!!

屋友驾车来上课了,我跟她一样的课,上个星期都是他载我去上课.今天朋友说要去看戏,要她载,one utama有免费的戏,朋友们都想要去看,但她有令外一班人要载,不知道要载谁,但她要去另外一间的戏院.不知道要怎么抉择,跑来跟我说,我就很现实和很直的跟她说,这就是我不驾车的原因.朋友,痛苦吧,让你品尝一下这种痛苦吧,哈哈哈.坐他的车还要被骂.不可以这个,不可以那个,妈妈的!!!我驾车的时候就可以啦,鸡蛋糕!!!!shit....我想我不大会要坐你的车了....保重吧,朋友!!!

我要的是什么?

今年已经是二十二岁了,但是觉得人生好像没什么意义,觉得自己要什么都不知道.我要的生活是什么呢?我要的爱情又是什么呢?我要的未来又是什么?一个又一个的问好,好矛盾.最近觉得生活得很压力,人家给的压力,自己给的压力,一个又一个的接着来,觉得好痛苦.沉重的功课,让我有时喘不过气来.每当压力时,就找朋友出去透透风,喝喝茶,松懈心情.我很讨厌当我在做东西,读书的时候,人家说我很勤劳.有一个朋友常常都一直盯着我的一举一动,我做什么,他一定要跟,妈的呀.这种行为无形中给了我很大的压力,你知道吗!!!讨厌死了.

a bad mood

today feel quite sad, because what i wrote in the essay, most reject from my team member. they have their own reason. i accept it, but dunno lah, so hard to do it, kena reject. aih. learn a lesson loh. but also feel sorry for them, know my english poor lah. they help me correct it until wan to vomit the blood. sorry ah teammate, love u all lah.muacks.hihi. rushing for this saturday presentation. start scare liao, exam is coming soon, all the things come together, assignment, homework, revision. aih. i can handle it well? really scare.

11/4 new roommate will move in, can i communicate well with him? start scare liao.aih..alot of pressure. next week go bk home. hope can relax abit. then after tat come bk nd to study again, coz study week begin. my god, help me.....this sem i take 21 credit hours...let me pass v the png above 3 lah...help help me my buddha

long time no write blog

really long time no write blog....currently i m still good,but become more bz. a lot of homework n also assignment.die.this sem i take 21 credit hours,a bit heavy,but really think tat 1 finish my study as soon as possible, so tat i can go out working. last few days i dream about my sister daughter, i quite scary dream.very scare n tat y i bk home last saturday.just wan go bk n c my family member.really miss they all.y this world people so scare lose, hokkien call "kia shu"...especially my friend.aih.every time when i study,they sure will come n c wat i m study.waliao, so kia shu meh u.kanasai.hate this kind of attitude.make me full of strees.hate it.really hate it.miss my friend.but my friend ask me dun miss,coz will disturd me study.i will try to forget about it.