Monday, October 27, 2008

不见了心爱钱包,IC,驾照,钱,水晶...

yesterday go fetch steve at taman paramount..then go to eat at sentosa...after tat go back home...today when i wan go out...i just notice that my wallet is not on my table...my god...i lost my wallet....really malang this day...when at sentosa..i remember tat i still have the wallet...i was take out the wallet n want pay the money...but ppl treat me eat...then i keep balik my wallet..then after tat i dun remember where is my wallet liao...aih..my wallet...i like the wallet much..because ppl give me as my birthday present....my crystal inside..RM130 it bring luck for me...but i lose it...then cash around RM130...then my IC licenses, touch n go, atm card..nd to redo all this things...i think i lost around RM400++ aih...so suai...

i m very fan where i wan to stay liao de...coz no place for...as first steve say his house penuh..then jack how say his house also penuh..so tat i very fan...then today suddenly steve say ok move his house, then 2day go ppl come c out house, ask me stay..pay the same amount..aih..i really dunno how..i m very fan...my wallet n also my room...aih....hope "破财挡灾"....aih...

buddha help me lah...

你看见我的悲伤,就代表我不懂得掩饰我的情感

mm..i not good in hire my feeling...as i think lah..duno..some time when get ppl hurt..i will just smile in front of ppl...but actually i m really 在意...but just show tat i m nothings...i always think ppl benefit...then baru think my own benefit..izzit m stupid...every time i will consider wat ppl think tat....izzit convinent for them then only think from my point...always think ppl...aih..until get hurt...

yesterday i not good in sleep, just thinking where i wan to stay in this coming december...no place for me today..at first i put lot of hope in 2 friend house, one is steve n one is jack how, but finally 2 also no place for me to stay, one say room can't put things,one say his roommate only will move out 1.1.2009..then where i wan to stay oh..fan...i found the place in pj section 17 i got my reason...find friend more easy...i m sure if i move far a bit, sure no more chance to meet my friend...then slow slow will be far for each other then ........aih..dunno lah...fan...yesterday night can't slee...just keep on thinking of it...move place also nd to c ppl feeling...aih..how they wan to find me...how i go to find them...aih..lot question...always put ppl in front...y i m so stupid...live in KL...i think nd to take consideration on my own 1st..nd to learn selfish...then baru think ppl...if not..sure die in KL n sure no place for me to stay...rite?

fan ah....although i m hire my feeling...but some time ppl ask me..how r u..u look like got some things happen, i just will answer them i m ok..nothings happen,actually got things happen...i m k of it...aih..just no1 say out..aih..if i m good in hire my feel, sure no ppl will know i m happy or sad...exam in near..make my own no mood to study...aih.fan lah..ok lah..wan go study a bit....

Monday, October 20, 2008

Room

these few days really fan...fan about the room..where i m going o stay in this coming december..coz i will working on december at kelana square...but i dunno where i wan to stay.which one is benefit for me..which one is easy for me...each also have the advantage and disadvantage..dunno..my housemate ask me stay..but it really expensive if i stay here...coz one roommate left liao...aih..dunno lah..fan lah...dunno how also...final is coming leh...hope it won't disturd my mood lah....hope i can find a best n cheap room or stay back here and find a person to replace it lah..hopefully lah....fan ah...

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Home

today i was wake up very early,around 6.45am...yesterday i was very bad mood n not happy....because some body 误会me...aih..make me very down..just because my network got problem,can't get any msg n call..dunno y the network..aih...waiting ppl msg..then i fall in sleep,yesterday very tired...then suddenly wake up...c my hp, y still no msg..then shack shack my hp...wah...suddenly all the msg come in, all the mc come int...9 mc from a friend,3 mc from housemate,3 mc from other friend, then lot of msg...aih..then my friend think tat i m angry with him,no 1 choi me,say some angry word...then i call ...waliao..scold me balik pula...make me very bad mood....wan cry some more leh..aih...then actually wan go out lim teh de...rain.finally no nd go out...sleep at home....aih...

then 2day early morning my friend go back his hometown, yesterday no go out with my friend, so today accompany my friend go bus station waiting the bus....the feel very 酸 c my friend go back...dunno y..maybe i also long time no go back..or mabye i will start alone...dunno....aih....酸酸的味道

reach home liao..then fast fast do my things to 4get all about it...hope i will happen it again lah..n also feel sorry on my friend make angry on me...sorry...is my false..is my hp false....aih....go back hometown liao..i m at pj...when i can go back my home????

Monday, October 13, 2008

放飞机

今晚我又被放飞机了,朋友说晚上要找我,带我去走走,可是呢?十一点了,人影都没见到,又被放飞机了。最讨厌就是被放飞机了。说一套做一套。

Bad mood

Long time i didn't post the blog.Every time i post the blog sure i m not happy or bad mood. Can't find a suitable person to voice out my things.Maybe because i m gemini.Gemini people dun like to tell people what they are thinking.Maybe this is because their biasa on it keep in heart and because they dunno how to express it.I m this kind of people.Every time i no mood, i won't should in my face, i just will keep it in my heart then come back n post it in my blog.I dare to post any things i wan to say because no much people will read my blog.Haha.

Study for 3 and half year, finally i want come out for work.I m faster then other people one semester.This semester give me a chance to look what i m interest.Currently go for few interview,some success some didn't success.Interview for few job.I m confuse on what i m study and also what i m looking for.I dunno i want to enter audit line,account line,sale and marketing line or wat.I m realy confuse it.Yup, i agree that i m quite socialable people.I like to talk with people.For audit job, i think it need to keep on update the knowledge on accounting.I dun like i.But, i m study accounting in UM for 3 and half year leh, now say wan join other job, waliao, izzit waste my time?i d=really confuse, i dunno what is my future.i really blur,god, can u help me!!!

My friend will going back this on wednesday.No people can accompany me go supper, eat lunch, eat dinner,swimming...aih.Normally will do this all things together with him, but he wan goes back for 2 week, feel suddenly my life missing somethings...sure very bore liao,no ppl can chat, no ppl can fun, no ppl can eat together.aih.never mind lah,just concentrate study loh.he always buli me also, always make me bad mood de..aih...never mind lah, go back then go back lah

final exam is comig soon.2 more week to go. that mean i still have 2 week, then i will leave the study life, enter the working life?my god,i scare leh.i scare outside the world.after work,my friend will be less?i dunno,my entertainment will be less?i dunno...i m scare..really scare...who can help me?