A bad mood day

today just fight with roommate...dunno lah..currently mood not so good.keep on finding job...still remember..last time when i was back from working..i like to share the working things with my roommate...then after a few time..my roommate scolding me..said i m very fan..always talk about work..then...now..he go to work jor..always talk to me about walk...then i just diam diam ...let him talk...although i no interest to hear about it...but i just try my self hear it and give respond...aih....i feel so bad..dunno how to tell him...please stop talking about work in front of me any more since u dun like i talk..u also dun talk...aih...but..i can't...

i m hate ppl smoking...smoking is a not good behaviour..realy...smelly...i dun like it..talk to u jor..but ?wat to do ?u not hear wat i m tallking about..i also not choice...starting to change....aih..

next week i m going to resign...feel so bad..can't enter public bank any more jor...aih...never might lah..i will try my effort in new company...i will push my self to up grade my self...learn more things every day...keep up grade my self...i will go to study ACCA part time...to get the qualify professional paper..up grade myself..so i have more marketable...gambateh jacky...u can do it...

i was planning teaching part time tuition in pj area...to earn some pocket money..but still thinking lah..dunno can success or not.

I am coming Dragon-i Restaurant

went for 2 or 3 week interview, keep on fill up the interview form...interview and interview, answer and answer the same things..very bored...

Today went for interview in Dragon-i restaurant...i think i m the lucky person...they just open for one post, which is account assistant and i able to get the job...i like the working place and also the people at there...they look quite friendly lah...but..the reality i dunno lah..haha..but i think overall still ok..i like it..

After interview at 11am, then get a call around 5pm..i m success to get the job, which is at Taman Tun...i like it..thanks ...is quite popular company..i hope i can stay longer at here...and if every things is stable..then i intend to take ACCA paper...this is professional paper..secure for my future and wan to upgrade myself as well...

1st of september is my first day to attend this company..i still hv't resign for the public bank..but is ok..is 24 hours notice...every things still ok..but i intend to work until next friday because i got some case hv't settle it..so i wan to handle all the things..then only leave..at least give a good impression for other people...

salary is not too high or too low..is average..between the fresh graduate salary lah..haha...actually they provide the hostel also..RM80 only...is quite cheap...but i al'd stay with my friend...mm..maybe after tat just consider lah..c how first lah..now the most important things is to continue and perform well in the company..this is wat i hope on me..haha..gambateh Jacky..gogogo....

Interview & Graduation

i think i got 3 months no update my blog.lazy go to update.haha...but today realy very sien at home, so cincai write some things, so tat i won't forget wat i did before.

I change working condition from event company to finance line. Currently working in Public Bank Berhad as senior sales n marketing executives. Incharge housing and commercial loan. very pressure for this job. going to change work again.now still looking, hope can get a job that "gam" me and the salary also reasonable. Sales job very hard to do it..realy.i dunno wat if i continue do this job, dunno wat is my future in 4 or 5 years from now...think n think..prefer find a office job, more stable...yup..i know..office job nd some time to get more pay compare to sales job..no choice..this is wat i decide.

Going to grad on this coming thursday. finally after 4 years..i grad...finally...feel happy..tat day took pic together with friend in UM and also my faculty.haha...very enjou..meet back my 128 friend...haha...graduation..of course can't 4get my lovely family...i took studio photo together with my family member in PJ ss2..haha...my house got 3 person grad from university. i borrow my friend jubah and give my 2 sister to wear it..it look nice v 3 people and also all my family member in the photo...i very appreciate it..the most i want to thanks is my MUM...she give lot supportive for me to continue my study..2nd is my eldest sister..still remember on 1st year...i wan to stop my study..but my eldest sister pressure me dun stop..continue to study...if tat time i stop..i think i will be regret...nasib baik..luckly...i no stop..thanks to those people encourage me to study for this 4 years...thanks alot.

thursday...thursday...the memorable moment when i receive the skol from TNC UM.thursday..i m coming..but before thursday..i need to work on tuesday and wednesday first...aih..work work work...ok lah..go to oi oi liao lah..bye bye...

Singapore and Morib

15-22 of May 2009

I m leaving soon to this company and my boss keep on ask me go Singapore to supervise the whole event project...my god..damn tired...i was no stop after my MIHAS event at Matrade..realy tired...my colleague will very jealous i can go Singapore...but..who know...i was very bad luck in singapore there...

we went to singapore 7 person...my boss like to smoke...n he bring 6 pack into singapore and kena fine by the Kastam $200 per pack, total $1200..my god...then the next day we go n set up the booth...the lorry hit the paip...waliao..the management said we need to paid $5000 to repair the paip...waliao..scare all of us...

then after tat...few day keep on working n working...work till 11pm....my god...tired...when during the event day..i can go back on 6.30pm...then got time i go find my friend..Li Juan and her friend...haha..go jalan jalan cari makan..go china town...then c "chicken"....

this is one of the KOI cafe...famous in sg...my friend treat me drink it...

jacky Zai, Li Juan and friend

very sien...at sg..no friend..just together with the contractor..nothings to do...drink beer...pitty...miss malaysia roti canai..miss malaysia many many food..miss malaysia people...at the end..22/5/09 i back to selangor..my pj house..then bring my things...cabut back to Jenjarom have a big rest...

Saturday i went to Morib with my friend...go there jalan jalan..buy some keropok back makan..haha...then Sunday morning go tong chan shi take picture..then back to pj working again...sien...today is my last day in Visual Earth..next week going to new company PUBLIC BANK..work as sales and marketing executive..izzit this job realy is wat m i like ?i dunno..hope this is lah...

special photo taking by me in MORIB beach..haha...sunset in morib beach...but can't c the sunset...go next time n take other picture lah

双子座

有很多的朋友，可是“看起来朋友很多，可是知心的没有几个”这句话很深刻的形容了双子。双子很能说话，他跟别人可以天南地北的聊，可以聊得很八卦，也会聊一些很严肃的话题。双子可以跟你聊很多东西，可是注意了，他都只是跟你聊一些不关自己的事。随便他跟你说些什么，可是跟自己有关的都只是些皮毛而已。比如，今天又有某个明星怎样怎样了；隔壁班有多少美女帅哥的。关于自己的事，他几乎是不说的，就算是说，也是说一些关于自己无关痛痒的事。当你想更进一步的了解双子，他会很自然的把话题给扯开。

对于自信的双子来说，他又同时很没有安全感，这是双子特有的矛盾。他喜欢把自己重重包围住，不让自己暴露。对于双子来说，如果在一个还不了解的人面前把自己暴露了，就等于让别人抓住了自己的把柄。这样就失去了一定的优势。当双子感到独孤悲伤时，只会一个人躲在房间里哭，或者一个人郁闷着。

双子也很怕被伤害，很多时候宁愿自己承受一切，也不愿别人抓住自己的把柄。所以久而久之也就养成了习惯。 双子基本上也是个很痛苦的人。表面上总是很有活力，很快乐的样子，可是没人的时候他又总是很忧伤。双子总会被一种莫名的悲伤笼罩。但他不会让别人发现的，他怕被伤害，也怕被别人抛弃，只能自己硬挺着一切。所以双子很神经质，精神脆弱，容易人格分裂，因为承受了太多的东西. 一般来说双子的孩子都很早熟。双子对很多的东西都在乎得要命，可是表面上就是看起来什么都不在乎。双子并不是故意要掩饰自己，上面说了，这只是一种习惯了，可是在外人看来他就成了虚伪的人。

双子是被公认的最花心、最冷酷无情的星座。其实对于双子的花心，真的不想再说些什么了。解释得太多，累了，也没耐心了。可是说起双子，就不得不提感情，双子这一生，似乎必须被感情牵伴，跟爱情纠缠一世。很多人说双子并不花心，只是博爱，所以才会有那么好的人缘。忘了在哪里看见了这样的一句话：双子最大的悲哀在于有两个人的思想，却只有一个人的身体，双子有爱自己所爱的人的权利，也有保护彼此所爱的人的义务，双子只剩下一个时，爱也就只剩下义务了。 我想用如来若去说的一句话给双子的花心做个总结：花心的极端就是痴心的可怕。该懂的人应该会懂的。至于冷酷无情真的不知道该从何说起。其实双子是最平和的星座，如果可以不发生冲突，都会尽量避免。双子也很少跟别人吵架，他讨厌吵架，如果是因为一些生活琐碎小事吵架，那么双子就在吵完的那一刻就把这件事给忘了；

要双子真的跟你翻脸，除非是你的所作所为或所说的话实在让双子不能忍受，这时他会很鄙视得看你一眼，然后头也不回地走掉，甚至会不给你留面子地离开。这时你一辈子也别想再和他和好了，就算有的双子碍于面子和你再成为朋友，但是他们已经对你鄙视到了极点，只不过维持着这一层不得不维持的“朋友”关系其实，很大一部分双子，对待感情是非常专一的，之所以给人留下花心的美名，是因为很少有人能够让略带童心的双子动真感情，不是双子铁石心肠，而是双子个性里面天生有一些忧郁，一些潜在的不自信，只是双子隐藏的深入，可是一旦让双子动了真感情，那么恭喜你了，双子的天真，率直，外加表达能力丰富，一定能让你获得很多快乐。

每个双子都有一个故事隐藏在心里，多数是不堪回首的往事，双子是个念旧或者说是喜欢沉浸在回忆中的星座，他（她）的这个故事通常都是因情所困，动了感情而被伤害了的双子是脆弱的，也是坚强的，他（她）可以很快的振作起来，可以当什么事都没有发生，这些都是双子演给世人看的罢了，等到夜深人静的时候，双子内心的伤痛随着血液渗透到全身，他（她）可以一整夜的去回忆之前的点点滴滴，可以一整夜的沉浸在痛苦之中，可以一整夜坐在那里发呆，但是，一旦天亮了，要出去见人了，双子马上就从痛苦中抽身而走，你看到的肯定是一个神采奕奕的双子，这就是双子，拥有双重性格的双子，一个在世人面前乐天，快乐，在孤独夜晚独自伤悲的双子。

双子的爱是最永恒的，可以付出一切，有人说我们花心，那时我们没有真正的爱，当双子爱上一个人的时候是痛苦的，因为我们太敏感。假如双子爱上了一个不爱自己的人，那莫我相信他永远都不会再爱了，当爱给过了一个人，他再也没有能力再付出了，其实太多的人都不懂我们，其实连我们自己都不懂自己，我们很会伪装，很会说谎，但我们最细腻，对感情最敏感，双子的爱与悲伤，谁又真的了解！

Worry

Finally i resign for my current job, as a business development executive in event management company. Happy and Sad for this 6 months. Happy is because i get know more people especially the giant company marketing people, likes yeo's, munchy's Jack Daniel's, Eon bank....deal business with giant company is not a easy way..realy...i learn a lot from the process...

6 months past jor, think back i incharge many event, like Smart Kids, MIHAS, UOX concert, A-Mei concert, Yeo's, Finlandia launching, Jack Daniel's DJ night and lot...haha...know many small brother and know more small sister...haha...i know..the event job is not an easy job, realy..wake up early, work till late night and some more saturday and sunday also need to work..waliao..this kind of job i realy can't tahan...i know...it is tiring..realy..but al was over...this week i m going to singapore for my last event job...15-20 of May 2009...hope can give me a nice nice memory lah...

Today get call from friend...he wan change school from UCSI to local university..it is wasting the time..but i know...this is no choice because UCSI fees is damn much expensive compare to local university..suddenly change the university, need to wait 1/2 years...then nd to study 2 1/2 years again..my god..this is too old jor...but i know...he is sad...i know the feeling..but i m a bit useless,can't help him to finish his study...1 semester almost 10k...waliao..die meh...hope he can get UM lah..haha...dunno...who know.

Public bank job is going to start soon, a bit worry..i plan to continue stay in Kelana Jaya or Taman Bahagia or Taman Paramount...which is near to LRT station.i not biasa stay in my hometown..i know may people said me i m stupid, working in Klang but stay in PJ. A bit far...but i got my excuse...I hope the public bank job is not going to be so hard and useless...

Until now i still hv't get a room to move..i dunno...dunno where can i live and when can  i find the house..hope every things automatic can sattle by it self..but i know this is mission impossible..haha...

ok lah..gtg..this few ay realy very tired...work for MIHAS 6-10/5..until now still hv't get the leave..aih.ths company...

ok lah..gtg..post again next time...zzz

Resign + new life

finally i get an offer from public bank with the sales and marketing executive position in klang. sound like very good, public bank, good benefit some more...aih, but oh...Klang oh..where should i stay leh ? n some more i stay alone, very expensive for the living cost....n dunno where should i stay...actually i can stay at my hometown Jenjarom de..but..i got somethings miss at here (KL)..so i no1 go back...i know...i m so stupid..can save the cost...but i rather stay here...dunno..maybe i m siao kua

I m going to resign 2morow...actually plan resign today de...but boss not here...so ...i think i will resign 2morow lah.safety...sure boss will ask many many question...dunno how to answer him...aih..shit liao...scare scare scare..

I m going to move liao...aih...PJ life...all gone liao..mm..will start my new life..hv't find the new room...i hope my new job can suit me lah...thanks for some one support me to do this decision J.

双子座

> > 双子座> > 　　
双子孤傲是因为他们自信，双子善变是因为世界在改变，双子没有耐性是因为他们发现了不值得，双子冷漠是因为他们害怕被伤害，双子花心是因为他们没有找到真爱，双子不在乎是因为你没有看到他们的敏感。
笑> >> > 　　　　
双子们的笑永远都是最单纯的，无论什么时候你都会看到一直都在笑的双子，因为他们一直都只想把自己的快乐带给别人，却只把悲伤留给自己，你没有看到过双子的眼泪是因为他从来不会在被人面前哭，当你看到双子的眼泪的时候，那么说明你是真的把他们的真心夺走了，因为双子真的很需要一份值得的依靠，他会每时每刻的在乎你的一切，他们很敏感的，会跟着你的快乐而快乐，跟着你的忧愁而忧愁，跟着你的改变而改变，但在你面前他们从来都是快乐的。
爱> >> > 　　　　
一提到双子的爱，一般人肯定都会说：双子座的人最花心。可是是真的是这样吗？双子和异性的关系好只是因为他们非同一般的亲和力，而双子的真心只有一个，当他找到的时候，他就会付出自己的一切让对方得到幸福，他要的不是他自己能和对方在一起，他要的是对方的幸福，和双子在一起会感到很随和，因为他会包容你的一切，你的一切优点和缺点，和双子在一起绝对不会觉得被锁住，你只要做自己就好，因为双子喜欢的就是真实的你，做作的人根本不会得到双子的心。
坚强> >> > 　　　　
有人说双子很坚强，什么都不在乎，是阿，表面的双子确实很坚强，但是内心他们比任何人都脆弱，也许这也是风向。　星座的人的一个特性，决不会让别人看到自己脆弱的一面，因为他们都是一个有一双别人看不见翅膀的天使，天生就会给别人带来快乐，双子们的眼泪是透明的，别人看不见，可是自己却能看得很清楚这样的透明的泪给自己开来双倍的痛。
人际> >> > 　　　　
双子们的人缘很好，因为他们懂得你什么时候需要什么样的帮助，而且双子们会根据不同的人有不同的交往方式，双子很容易相信别人，所以经常会被欺骗，可是在欺骗后他们仍然会轻轻的笑笑然后说：没关系的，他骗我肯定会有原因。双子从来不会知道后悔是什么，因为他们时时刻刻都在为别人想，总会设身处地，可是这样别人根本就不知道，就是因为他帮助别人太多了，所以在他需要帮助的时候却总是孤立无援，然后继续的笑着，笑着找到一个角落，留下那颗透明的泪。
朋友> >> > 　　　　
当双子的朋友真的很幸福哦！因为当你遇到什么困难时，他会比你更着急，甚至会失去自己宝贵的东西也会帮助你，他会带给你快乐帮你分担忧愁，可是你却看不到他的孤独和无助，当双子看到你不高兴的时候，无论这时他有多么的郁闷，他也会立刻露出最真实的笑容来帮助你。
执着> >> > 　　　　
说双子善变，那只是片面之词，对于双子真正喜欢的东西，它是会执着的让人害怕的，就是因为内心太像小孩子太单纯，所以对于他们真正喜欢的东西，他们是根本就不知道放弃是什么的，除非是他们自己发现这个东西不值得，否则他们是绝对不会放弃的，只要是他们肯定的，他们就会有超出别人很多的坚持和执著。
自尊> >> > 　　　　
双子的自尊很重要，对于他们最重要的恐怕就是这个了，他们懂得原谅，无数次的去试着原谅，就算别人让自己千疮百孔，他们也会无条件的有自己的宽容，有自己的原则和原谅，就是因为他们的自尊，他们的自尊心让他们相信这个世界永远都是最美的，因为他们的自尊不允许自己放弃这个世界。
分享> >> > 　　　　
在双子的世界里没有分享，只有是你的或者是我的，他们不会把一样东西去和别人分享，因为他们认为这样对那样东西是不公平的，因为他在乎每一个人每一样东西的感觉，只要他认为这件东西是自己可以割舍的，他绝对会无条件的退出，去成全别人，对于欺骗过他们的恋人，他会选择原谅，但绝对不会再和他们在一起，因为他懂得这样不值得。
> >> > 　　　　双子座的人真的很可爱，真的很需要人的保护和安慰，他们不会放弃世界，却会放弃自己，去成全别人，他们懂得原谅和理解，无论这一秒他有多讨厌一个人，下一秒看到那个人脆弱的一面，他还是会去无条件地帮助他，真的很傻吧？但是傻的好可爱，好让人心疼，痛过以后，他们依然会笑着面对以后未知的路，继续原谅，继续理解，继续快乐，继续的傻着，改变双子真的很难吧？因为他们的心都是金刚石作的，但不是说他们无情，他们的执着只是针对自己的，那么孤傲的一个人，也只是针对自己，因为他们不知道怎么表达自己的内心，所以他们选择了沉默。

Busy

so...long time i didn't post blog...very bz this few week ....yesterday just back from penang...go there meeting...coming friday got event...aiyo..damn tired de...ok lah..wan go sleep...post again when i m free....gd9

MOVIE

Love matter..this movie..realy very funny..that day go to c movie with friend..oh my god...laught until my die..haha..all people in the cinema laught like a shit...haha..too funny...all ppl just laught..mm..i think got some touching part also lah..not bad lah..all so real in the word..it discuss about 3 different ppl have 3 different kind of love...that is young,mature, and old ppl love.haha..very nice...but...i go in cinema late..haha..coz missing in some where in KL there..haha..then rush rush rush to the cinema...haha..nasib baik my friend phone got GPS...if not...i think i will miss the movie...haha

today 7.00 am i wake up...go to SIN CHEW RI BAO redeem the premium show in this coming tuesday...7.40am when there..wah..lot ppl start to change the ticket at there...i just bring my ear phone n sit there n waiting..wait n wait..then finally my turn...change 2 ticket....actually wan go c with my friend..after get the ticket...then walk back to car...then c the ticket..my god..it got seat..n it is different seat....one is B26 n one is C1..different row.my god..that time realy blur...then fetch my colleagues go back there..c whether can change or not..kanasai the staff no1 change for me...then 2 ticket at my hand...then ...i dunno..feel very sorry to my friend..coz promise jor wan bring my friend to c the premium show..but wat i did..can't achieve wat my friend want...aih...a bit angry on myself...realy..y this small small things can't make it..aih..

after tat think n think...decide no1 go the premium show...then buy the ticket and go another day...aih..dissapointed loh...can't get the same row...aih...the stupid staff lah..got seat..but still no1 change for me...kanasai...hate it...sorry to my friend..break ur promise..aih....feel bad on it...SORRY....

DELETE

last few days, 我鼓起很大的勇气delete wat ever i have with my friend..because got things happen between me n my friend...i decide to delete all...i know..wat i m do now sure my friend will angry..i do all of this just because i no1 my friend partner think wat of me...when i wan delete all of this...keep on think n think...y all this will happen ?maybe it is good for my friend also.dunno...i hope so..just hope my friend will happy about it...i promise my self..i won't disturd them any more..more n more...DUN WORRY...I KNOW I CAN DO IT...wish u happy forever...feel sorry hurt my friend.

练习忘记你
放晴的假期 谁带我出去
还你的CD 却好想要再听
怎么我这忘东忘西的坏毛病
没有帮我忘记你的事情
丢掉的玩具 我不再想起
丢掉的毛衣 也从来不在意
怎么丢掉你我难过到不行
难过你怎么不为我担心
我不想再犹豫练习慢慢的忘记你
回到过去的过去装作没遇见你
我决定把你的好丢进垃圾桶里
太过珍惜 我会舍不得你丢
有天时间会让你变得透明
不知不觉 慢慢的忘记你

后来
后来，我总算学会了如何去爱。
可惜你早已远去，消失在人海。
后来，终于在眼泪中明白，
有些人一旦错过就不再。
栀子花，白花瓣，落在我蓝色百褶裙上。
“爱你！”你轻声说。
我低下头闻见一阵芬芳。
那个永恒的夜晚，
十七岁仲夏，你吻我的那个夜晚，
让我往后的时光，每当有感叹，
总想起当天的星光。
那时候的爱情，为什么就能那样简单。
而又是为什么人年少时，一定要让深爱的人受伤。
在这相似的深夜里，你是否一样，也在静静追悔感伤。
如果当时我们能不那么倔强，现在也不那么遗憾。
你都如何回忆我，带着笑或是很沉默。
这些年来有没有人能让你不寂寞。
永远不会再重来，有一个男孩爱着那个女孩。

Busy

currently a bit bz..no much time to post my blog..mm..this few day realy lot things to do..aih...next week going to PD with my 5 Smith classmate..haha..they all siao siao wan ...suddenly wan go oh..then ok loh..long time alson o join together to play..so...i decide to go...mm..currently got mood wan to learn guitar..dunno..haha..wan play some song..haha...i will learn it

this few day a bit fan on my job,dunno wan to change job or not..coz feel very tired on this job..who can help me leh ?currently i plan all my weekday n also weekend activity..monday i will go swimming..if possible..then thursday will go play badminton with my housemate...then sat n sunday do event..if i change job..then maybe different loh..then sat n sunday maybe have other things to do...haha...

will post again the blog once i m free lah..tired...wan sleep liao

Slap my Self

currently realy lot things happen on me...today i wake up at 6am...then lying on bed...keep on thinking some things..luan luan think some things...think until wan cry...hear the song...keep on hear the song...wan to relax my mind..but it can't...then lying on bed until my alarm wake me up...then go in toilet...open the shower...then slap my self...kuat kuat slap my self 4 time on my face...pain..it is realy pain...slap on my self n asking myself...wat i m doing now...slap n slap n slap....when i was driving to office...soul is not here..dunno...back to office...n change my MSN title for today <要学会拿得起放得下，这才算是男人>...then think n think..yup...i wan be a gentleman..so..i should know how to take n put down a things...GAMBATEH JACKY...go go go....u can do it ...time will prove all those things....give me some time...ok ?

a nice song
表达爱-林俊杰/廖君

男） 我们擦身而过
风卷起了沉睡的什么
情绪在怂恿 撑开了懵懂
有一种冲动 yeah

女） 决定不沉默
毕竟有感觉的人不多
我不想就此错过

男）眼睁睁看爱
女）就这样过吗
男）至少我和你
女）可以说说话
合）证明刚刚发生过什么

用表白 换一份期待能
不能就少一点忐忑 无奈
心还 绕着你徘徊难道 真是爱
泪水流过 才明白
爱不爱 原来心里早已 存在
幸福 不在千里外
让我勇敢 表达爱

KFC and Hai Luo

23.2.2009 Monday

damn shit...monday i damn bad mood...because lot things happen...keep on thinking whether wan to move out from this house or not...coz got lot things happen...v my heart very pain..dunno...keep on think wan move or not....when i was working..very fan...working al'd fan...then now nd to fan find room some more..my god...tak boleh tahan leh...

friend birthday on tuesday...so monday when out celebrate with her...go eat KFC...

eat also no mood to eat...keep on thinking...very fan...fan until tak boleh tahan...call find to share my problem...then my friend come to Hai Lou...then just go to meet him...have a chat...n hear the song...haha...long time no go hai lou jor...thanks....for dedicate song for me...n the singer also sing the song..haha...feel very happy leh..n suddenly after chat..all my problem gone...fell happy....n the sadness no more jor..mm...Hai Lou is the best place to enjoy..relax...haha..maybe c who u accompany also lah...haha...Thanks Jensen asking me go to Hai Lou...although i no eat or drink..just go there sit n hear song nia..haha...any way..thanks...fan nao realy gone at tat night....thanks

Feel better after tat...then back home...rush my stupid Munchy presentation..shit..do it until 2.00am..my god..no more energy ...tak boleh tahan..go n sleep...n wake up late on second day morning.....

Sunway Pyramid

21.2.2009

whole night i can't sleep...dunno y..keep on thinking wan go out for today...keep on wake up at the mid night...sleep at 1.30am..then wake up at 4++am,5++am,then 6++am...then can't sleep liao..lying on bed....too tired jor..coz 20.2.2009 just finish one event at sungei wang-munchy..then wake up at 6++am..lying on bed hear radio, hear song...then finally can't tahan liao...wake up at 8.00am..wake up n wash my "wife"...take almost 2 hours to wake my "wife"...haha..then wash my clothes...then bath...n keep my things prepare go out for today activities....

finally Jensen reach LRT station...go to fetch him n go tropicana A-LOOK take my sunglass...haha..after wear..feel i m so yeng leh...haha...shock sendiri

after that, move to Sunway Pyramid..take lunch at ming tian, c movie Kong Fu Chief..haha...waliao..the people in the cinema...kanasai...laugh so loud..shit lah...especially the girl..my god..when c the vannes wu..scream like a shit...wan to slap them...

after that..come out window shopping n chat n go bowling...haha..but no play bowling...just went there sit a while...take photo..c ppl play..chatting...haha...waiting for dinner time...but time past so fast....shop shop shop.then 6.30pm liao..my god..so fast..then move to "Yuan" steamboat...eat steamboat...waliao..when reach..rain like a shit...so heavy for the rain.....the people waiting outside...so many ppl...then just wait at there loh...n help my colleague book place also...waiting n waiting..feel bore...lucky got his mp3 to hear...haha...play his ipod..then suddenly get call...haha....is me....yeah...can go in makan jor...

haha...so funny oh...2 person eat steamboat..mm..but i think is ok ....quite fun n nice 2 people eat steamboat also..haha...eat lot...honey chicken, prawn,la la,vegetable,ice cream,kuih...haha..1st time i clean all the food on the table..my god...nice...full...we spend 2.5 hours to eat the steamboat...waliao..ful ful ful

honey chicken...so lucky Jensen can take 3 time for it..haha...eat lot..nice nice nice

Special ice-cream for Jensen...haha...4 flavors ice-cream- corn,blerry,coffee and another one dunno wat name jor..haha...nice leh...

haha..me and Jensen in "Yuan" Steamboat...shock sendiri..haha..

thanks...few day i was very bad mood....finally can enjoy my saturday....very well...haha..thanks...

this is the view for taman connought CHERAS...good skill ?the weather is going to rain...

No Mood for today 19.2.2009

mm...today i m realy bad mood now...dunno why...work tension,stress...then after working..i just go to swim...swim at UM swimming pool...i m keep on swim n swim....just want to forget all those things past in 2 week agos...swim n keep on swim...then back home....feel very tired...slepy...2morow nd do event again..do until very late...tired....izzit this job realy suit for me?i dunno...planning to change work n planning to move to other place...mm..maybe near to LRT station.easy for me to work or go out..haha...dunno..all still in planning...

come back this house, feel guai guai de feel...come in room...feel like dunno wat i want to say..i no say any things...just sit here n open my computer..c  我猜我猜我猜猜猜...hope can make me happy...but...it can't....dunno...just feel wan to go out n walk walk...but i dunno where i wan to go...realy dunno..suddenly feel tat i lose every things...mm...i know Jacky,is a independent people...can stand up after fall down...i know...i know i can do it..realy...just wan my heart become stronger n stronger.....open the music so loud n loud...no1 give my brain think of any things.....

i think today i can't sleep jor....mm...sure i will think lot....mm..wo can help me?i dunno...i think no body...nvm...i m independent since i come out for work....i will gambateh for my future...and wo i want to do...n get i wan to get....dunno wat kind of the way....at the end...i hope i can get wat i want.....buddha bless me....

jacky is sad now....zzz....sleep...

Tired

this few days realy damn tired..coz full of activities...work, entertainment..i m tired on working life...realy..i rather go for study..aih..no choice..wat to do..no money..so i nd to working to feed myself loh...c movie..do event..aih..2morow nd go sg wang do event..then at night nd go another place do event again after 10pm....wat the fuck..shit..damn hate it...

saturday wan have a big rest n enjoy my saturday....haha..hope saturday faster come..i realy tired jor...god..help me..

some time i m thinking wat i want in my life?realy...does this job suit for me?what kind of job tat suit for me?i dunno..realy dunno...who can tell me?

你那么爱她- 李圣杰vs林隆璇

直到爱消失你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个每好风景
只是他早已离去
直到你相逢
他早已经不在对你留恋
最后的你
开始了一段挣扎
你那么爱他
为什么不把他留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱他
为什么不把他留下
是不是你有深爱的两个他
所以你不想再让自己无法自拔

a meaningful song...i like to hear meaningful song...have a meaningful lyrics...

yesterday a bit sad...my original ear phone cotton lose jor..can't find...n dunno where i can get it...cost me RM80 for the original ear phone leh...sad sad sad leh...aih..y i so careless so stupid leh ?aih..hate it...hope got ppl can donate for me the sony ericson walkman ear phone cotton lah...aih...

A-Look

today weather damn hot..hot like a shit...then decide go to tropicana...near my house only...haha...so decide go to shop a while....got aircon..haha..then jalan jalan at there....i wan do my spec for long long time ago de..i think got one year liao..but still not yet do...haha....then finally...today i go to do my spec...power increase 25...then i m working...normlly will go out ...so...i decide to buy a sunglass which have the power....then total spec for both are RM387...oh..my god...i spend lot on this 2 days..then i decide go n buy the maggie mee n cook..haha..got tong yum some more..nice nice nice..nice to eat...today very hot..weather damn hot..dunno y...aih...plan sleep early today..n plan 2morow wake up want wash my 老婆(car)...haha...dunno can wake up or not lah..hope can lah...hihi..go lah...nd go to rest liao...bye bye

14 February 2009

this is a real person...he spray hisself silver color.my god.lot ppl take picture with him.then i also take a picture on him before go to meet promoter.

today is Valantine day.i went out with my roommate.to his teaching wedding...his teacher register at kl central there..dunno the place name.is a temple..i think is thailand temple.dunno lah...i dunno his teacher.so ...i just go there..hear my MP3 n fall in sleep..although the weather is hot..but i able to sleep..haha..so..can imagine how tired m i...aih..reach there around 12.++pm..then sit at there...sleep til 2pm...haha...

this is the temple tat i mention just now....look like church..haha...but it is a temple

after that,go sungai wang...on my god...damn lot ppl waitng monorail,buy ticket...alamak...lucky i got the touch n go..haha....go to time square 1st..then wan c movie de...omg...damn damn damn lot ppl waiting..then i give up...go makan sushi king..haha..2 people eat...Rm81.55...wah...eat lot..then share share ....then after tat go guardian buy my hair spray...Gatby...haha..i think is nice kua...dunno....haha..never try it...then go low yat..jalan jalan..nothings to buy also..then go sungai wang...walk a while ..then balik kampung jor...

reach at pasar seni..wan back bus 12 de....but my frien say wan go back by rapid KL..cheaper oh...then okloh...wait together with him..then wait around 45 minute..my god....if i go back bus 12..i think i reach home jor while i waiting the kanasai rapid kl...aih..back home al'd 8.00pm liao.bath..8.30pm...go to sentosa makan...then makan makan..get my friend call..ask me go yum cha...at Murni SS2...haha..she back from singapore..haha..long time no meet her..realy miss her...so funny de ....laught laught laught..talk talk talk...then take a pic with her..but in her camera..can't post here...haha...she went to many country..then she give me a surviner when she went to Thailand...haha...nice nice nice..thanks my friend...founder of University of Luan Shui...Li Juan..haha..thanks...very tired de valantine day....back home chat with friend a while..then sleep...tired....

this is wat Li Juan give me..haha..very cute..look like me leh..haha....thanks Li Juan

东禅寺

this all took from me...i use my hp K800i to take al this photo..dunno nice or not...i very like it..haha....

美警出差 AEC

haha..so funny leh...this team people..what they are doing leh ?haha...they are doing the recording at m PJ house..haha...they come for 美警出差 AEC this program...come help me to change my look..my fashion..oh my god..i m so lucky..im the 20 perso out of the 1000++ people..haha..god...so happy on it...cut my hair..help me change my clothes...make up...haha...but the only thins funny is...my house damn messy...they record all the messy things..haha...but is ok lah..student house is like tat de lah...mm...they nd 3 friend to interview...they interview them regarding my look..my fashion....haha...they come around 4pm until 8.30pm...my god..so late....but i m very happy lah..i can be in the astro on maybe is 14 or 21 march...haha.saturday 6.30pm...haha..hope tat time i can c the show lah...i get the survenir from them also..happy..realy happy...Thanks to AEC give me a chance to change...

Today i go working..my colleagues said i no much change oh...haha..maybe they didn't c wat i m wear n look for yesterday lah..haha...is ok lah...thanks to astro..realy....if got money..i will always keep on follow the fashion..thanks...hihi

A special song for a special friend

陈慧恬 - 对不起你

你总习惯听我发脾气

你总习惯原谅我的任性

我想

这爱情是哪里出错

我最常对你说对不起

你嘴上说没关系

不是我不爱你 别瞎猜

不是我想放弃 只是很怕会辜负了你

我没有你眼中那么完美

不是我不相信 有未来

不是我想逃避 只是会担心

有一天你会生气我的个性

因为越爱越想要呼吸

只怕对不起你 会变成伤害

你最爱聆听我的声音

可以回避那传来的耳语

你身上有我紧紧地看着你

你说你不容易会灰心

我其实没有信心

如果真的伤害了

你对不起

mm....currently a lot things happen on me...mm..i dunno what i m doing now...hope the decision tat i make..is correct...A SPECIAL SONG FOR A SPEICAL FRIEND...mm..actualy...i m feel very sorry to my friend...i dunno wat i can do for him..so tat can cover all the things...mm...heart will pain..sure will pain...mm..sorry can't mean any things..7 february things happen around me....i go back hometown..think n think..then monday back to pj....do the final decision...monday..i m crying...1 time is for myself...i cry because i hate myself so stupid...2nd time i cry is because of my friend...3rd time i cry is because of my another friend...mm...dunno..pain when i do this decision...on tat night..i dunno wat i can do..i just no1 stay at home...just wan go out find my friend n talk...

i went to cheras...stay at my friend house...when i look at him...1st things...is...i wan to cry out...realy...tears wan come out...but Jensen ask me dun cry...cry then no man jor...haha...then i stop it...but cry in heart...haha...mm...tat day...i m sad n i m happy..because got Jensen accompany when i m sad...haha...bring me go 7-eleven buy drink...go mc'd..da bao nugget things go back eat...haha..cry until hungry jor..hah..then at his room..chat n chat...chat too many things...chat until wan cry...but...hold the tears...n he let me 4get many things...coz keep on say some funny funny things...haha...Thanks...chat until 6am...is AM...my god..then only sleep...haha...2 guys....lot things to chat..haha...then next day i feel very happy..realy damn happy....coz for my friend..no body make a breakfast for me before...my god....i eat the tuna bread...haha..n a cup of coffee...wah..full full full...realy full....get back happy....

11.30am i m going to back to pj again..on the way i back...my brain all blank...nothings inside my brain..i dunno wat i m thinking...n no eneryg to talk..n some more wan accident when back...aih...nvm lah..all over..go da bao for my friend....come back n chat...i promise Jensen..i won't cry...realy won't cry...mm..i think i do it....haha...control myself...CONTROL...haha...yes..i can make it...after tell al the things....feel comfortable...maybe i lose some things in this case..but i hope between us...can be the best best friend..m...dunno..nd time for us to change....

this special song...the lyrics damn meaningful....i hope my special friend can get it...wat i wan to tell....all in the lyrics....realy match all the things tat i wan to tell...final things....is TRUST....trust gone....realy gone...mm..nvm lah..i m stil recovering..trying to change my life style....haha...i know..i m alwys the best ....wo m i...I M JACKY....best for my own n best for my lover.... TRUST

What i want ?

yesterday went to mid valey c this movie " red cliff 2"..damn nice nice nice..haha...the way their use the strategic..very geng leh, use 攻心计...this is the most hard to use..need to know what is the people think...before know the people think, then the person ma know well of him..waliao..damn nice...i go to c at 11.30pm..when back home al'd around 2.40am liao..my god.then wake up at 8.20am...go to work...n feel slepy at office...

today got somethings to do, but i finish do all those things liao...so, can relax now loh..haha...actualy go things to do de lah,but i lazy to do, so just on9 and post the blog...mm...currently i m keep on thinking what i want in my life? if u give love,family,career,friendship,moral...how u going to arrange this 5 things...mm..for me..i think i will arrange career 1st,then family,love,friendship and the last is moral.....haha...i forget al'd...i play a game before this...it is somethings similar with wat i said just now.career of course is important for guy...n i m working in event company now, but i was study accounting...i dunno whether i choose the job is correct or not...coz some time the job quite easy...nothings to do...maybe is because no much business,so very relax,can on9..chit chat,post blog,hear music...but when have event...do like a shit...aih...izzit this job realy suit me ah ?aih..i also dunno...scare i choose the wrong career.

family, i love my family very much...but i seldom go back..haha..coz a bit tired to drive back alone,then back pj alone ...total time nd 2 hours...my god...some more some time nd trafic jam...aih...m..some time 2 week or 3 week only back once...go back c mum...coz at home, mum n 1 sister nia...aih..some time a bit worry them de....mum this year 53yrs old liao,still working in factory. told her no nd to work, then she said no work then nothings to do at home also..aih..dunno lah...just hope my family all always healthy lah..

love, aih...this things is very burden me,every time when i back...my mum sure will ask me when i wan bring the gf back home...aih..shit lah..how i wan to explain to mum my condition...aih...mum...actually i .........i .........aih..dunno how say lah..better dun say lah..keep quiet lah...just leave it lah...let it naturally..,..hope the person i want can well know on me,understand wat i want n wat i need lah....

friendship...currently working jor, friend become small n small nia, after back home only sit at home, on9,play game,chat with friend..like tat nia,,if ask me go out...mm..some time a bit lazy..coz very tired working leh....wake up so early,..then come office nd to c boss mood,every sien loh...then become less n less go out jor..friend become lesser n lesser jor...aih...dunno how...just maybe in msn nia loh...

moral...aih..this world no moral one...你做初一我做十五...all same same nia lah...especially in the office...wat also can do...this is call real world..so far..i m good with the colleagues lah...coz i just enter 3 month nia..dunno lah...hihi...

day pasting 1 day n 1day....i still lost my goal,hope..wo can help me achieve it..i wan to become a rich man...because become a rich man..then u can get wat u want....aih....god god god..help me...财神你在哪？

two meaningful song for me....regarding love

坏人　方炯镔　
那一扇车门
关出我们的裂痕
一声就震断了回头的路程
爱无法均分
以后就留给你们
也许用伤害结束爱才更动人
容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人
你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人
三个人从不对等
总有个人必须牺牲
那永恒就等他带你完成
你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

黄威尔 - 友谊万岁
一开始从未开始
这刻已相偎相依
有福同享 有难同当
安全的距离
头可破 血可留
可是你怎么追求
促膝长谈 把酒当歌
暧昧的探戈
爱情有结束时候
会让你伤心泪流
我和你不会分手
是情人是朋友 谁左右
让我陪你到最后友谊万岁
只好安慰自己
我很高兴 可以认识你
我和你 男和女多么微妙的关系
演一出戏 唱一首歌
友谊万岁
我欺骗我自己想要更多 不敢告诉你

Long time i didn't post blog

i think got one month i no post any blog at there..haha...currently wat i m doing leh ?still the same.working n working n working...here are some of the picture tat i took or this few week ..this is the picture tat i took together with my lovely 128 housemate, beside that, my coursemate- ling ling and bit pui..all is my best friend..long time didn't c them...miss them..aih...
we took pizza hut at TTDI branch..chat for almost 2 hour at there.haha..maybe long time no chat..coz all move to other place jor...hihi..so happy together with them..when i have this kind of change a again leh ?





This is where i took during CNY at 东禅寺...my hometown...haha..actually the temple just beside my house..i go there with my 5 smith classmate..haha..every year we sure will went there take picture..haha..this year very special design..coz have a big cow at there..sponsor by Dutch Lady...hihi...waliao...can't tahan lot...every people say will trafic jam..yup...correct..trafic jam because of people....then car is not jam..only the people jam like a shit...waliao...this year not much special..i think the special things is just the cow.

Happy birthday to me...haha..so special leh..haha..actually not lah...during 初七，人日..my family said wan bought a cake to celebrated birthday oh..then went to banting buy a fruit cake...i like eat cake..hihi..but not this kind cake lah..waliao...x nice at all...i like eat chocolate, blurberry...hihi...but this cake..alamak...x nice lah..wan vomit leh...but any where...long time i dun have celebrate birthday jor..haha...happy birthday to me....

yesterday i went to Tropicana City Mall...go jalan jalan cari makan...haha..go cari makan at Phoa Hua...i think is indonesian restaurant..eat the chicken rice..got pokai..then drink a special drink..but not nice lah...got bean,jagung,cincai...all mix together..not nice de...very sweet...the environment is quite ok..beautiful..nice..hihi...at there around 30 minute to take my dinner...

Jalan jalan at tropicana city mall...then looking for HOJB shop..coz got 50% promotion..this crystall call 虎眼石...it got 2 color...one is blue and another normal one is brown color...brown color i had al'd..last time during form3 my sister gave me...then now..i buy my own...a special blue color 虎眼石...haha..look nice..i like it...before discount is RM98...after tat is RM 49..mm...i not have so much cash on hand..so ..just use my debit card to pay of it..hihi...look nice..then today 3/2, i bring my HOD went there to buy...n i tell my colleague got promotion..haha..they all also say want go there have a look..haha...i m like the director of HOJB..keep on introduce to people..haha...

today sit at office..nothings to do..so ..just post a blog..CNY have many activities..went to my secondary classmate house,..gamble. win a bit RM10 only...haha..then went to cousin house, dong chan temple...sien....no special things...lot of movie i hv't watch yet..hihi..wan go to watch...2morow go with Jensen...n thursday go with Chye Li, Ling Ling and Steve...haha..hope they won't put me aeroplane lah...2morow watch 家有喜事，then thursday watch 赤壁2...haha..waliao..pokai liao..mm..this month must save save use liao loh...ok lah..gambateh in insurance exam lah..n all the best for all things..health,carrer, love,friend,family..hihi..ok lah..gtg...bye bye

就算是believe,中间也藏了一个lie

这几天都没有什么心情，不知道为什么。可能是我自己想很多东西吗。你能相信一个朋友吗？你相信的程度去到哪里？我发现我有朋友有隐瞒我东西，但我知道，没有说，就是不想然别人知道，所以我也没有问。我无所谓。是真的吗？每天想起这些东西就让我没有心情。想要找东西麻醉我自己。想要找个人谈天，又不懂要找谁。想找个了解我的人谈谈我的心事，又不知道找谁。因为都没有人了解我，我就要跟写部落格。每个人都希望有人会对自己好。我也希望。很想有个朋友可以对我好，可以天天给我欢乐，给我开心。可能是日子一天一天的过，期望也越来越高。也来也贪心。但最近都没有感到开心了，都是我在给别人开心。我想我不会去相信我身边的每一个人，相信自己才是最重要。大家这边说，我就从那边出。就算是believe,中间也藏了一个lie。这句好现实，好真。不知道有谁有去相信过身边的人呢？什么人呢？

Bad mood again

currenlt no much mood...dunno y...maybe got lot 心事,不知道要跟谁说.从小就习惯了,不习惯把心事告诉人家,不知道为什么,可能是因为没有可以倾诉的对象吧,有什么问题都东想西想,想到白头发都出来了....可能我把人家看得太重了吧!!!但人家都平平淡淡看我吧了,算了,伤心也要过日子,快乐也要过日子,为什么不开心过日子呢??

希望往后的日子里,有人可以了解我多一点....Jacky加油....

Happy New Year 2009

happy new year...2008 over jor...this is a new year for me..y i say so leh..coz i no nd attend the class any more..n i al'd step out from school n start my working life in UM also ( university of masyarakat)..haha...

Yesterday i went to shopping at one utama....go around 2pm with ah ooi..then v go there jalan jalan n bought new year shirt...i press rm400 out...n also at the same day i use all the money..my god...but i m happy lah..coz i bought the 1st NIKE shoes in my life...from form 5 i start plan to buy the nike shoes..every wan buy it..but think tat i not effort to purchase it..too expensive for me...but yesterday....i get the 1st paid from my boss...n also it is quite memories for me...the 1st time i really step out working..i buy some things for my own...memories for me...
NIKE shoes...i very like it..very nice leh..very pretty..haha...mm..i think the useful life for the shoes is around 2 years...so...the price for the shoes is RM 199..after divide..one day around RM0.27...i think ok kua..haha...i like it so much..my colleagues also said not bad...haha

the shoes got 5 color....blue, red, silver, gold and white color...haha..nice leh..i like it.. especially the design...haha..

new year of coz got new hope lah...mm..this year ah..i hope my career can be better and better loh...n hope can get wat ever i like ...