What i want ?

yesterday went to mid valey c this movie " red cliff 2"..damn nice nice nice..haha...the way their use the strategic..very geng leh, use 攻心计...this is the most hard to use..need to know what is the people think...before know the people think, then the person ma know well of him..waliao..damn nice...i go to c at 11.30pm..when back home al'd around 2.40am liao..my god.then wake up at 8.20am...go to work...n feel slepy at office...

today got somethings to do, but i finish do all those things liao...so, can relax now loh..haha...actualy go things to do de lah,but i lazy to do, so just on9 and post the blog...mm...currently i m keep on thinking what i want in my life? if u give love,family,career,friendship,moral...how u going to arrange this 5 things...mm..for me..i think i will arrange career 1st,then family,love,friendship and the last is moral.....haha...i forget al'd...i play a game before this...it is somethings similar with wat i said just now.career of course is important for guy...n i m working in event company now, but i was study accounting...i dunno whether i choose the job is correct or not...coz some time the job quite easy...nothings to do...maybe is because no much business,so very relax,can on9..chit chat,post blog,hear music...but when have event...do like a shit...aih...izzit this job realy suit me ah ?aih..i also dunno...scare i choose the wrong career.

family, i love my family very much...but i seldom go back..haha..coz a bit tired to drive back alone,then back pj alone ...total time nd 2 hours...my god...some more some time nd trafic jam...aih...m..some time 2 week or 3 week only back once...go back c mum...coz at home, mum n 1 sister nia...aih..some time a bit worry them de....mum this year 53yrs old liao,still working in factory. told her no nd to work, then she said no work then nothings to do at home also..aih..dunno lah...just hope my family all always healthy lah..

love, aih...this things is very burden me,every time when i back...my mum sure will ask me when i wan bring the gf back home...aih..shit lah..how i wan to explain to mum my condition...aih...mum...actually i .........i .........aih..dunno how say lah..better dun say lah..keep quiet lah...just leave it lah...let it naturally..,..hope the person i want can well know on me,understand wat i want n wat i need lah....

friendship...currently working jor, friend become small n small nia, after back home only sit at home, on9,play game,chat with friend..like tat nia,,if ask me go out...mm..some time a bit lazy..coz very tired working leh....wake up so early,..then come office nd to c boss mood,every sien loh...then become less n less go out jor..friend become lesser n lesser jor...aih...dunno how...just maybe in msn nia loh...

moral...aih..this world no moral one...你做初一我做十五...all same same nia lah...especially in the office...wat also can do...this is call real world..so far..i m good with the colleagues lah...coz i just enter 3 month nia..dunno lah...hihi...

day pasting 1 day n 1day....i still lost my goal,hope..wo can help me achieve it..i wan to become a rich man...because become a rich man..then u can get wat u want....aih....god god god..help me...财神你在哪？