No Mood for today 19.2.2009

mm...today i m realy bad mood now...dunno why...work tension,stress...then after working..i just go to swim...swim at UM swimming pool...i m keep on swim n swim....just want to forget all those things past in 2 week agos...swim n keep on swim...then back home....feel very tired...slepy...2morow nd do event again..do until very late...tired....izzit this job realy suit for me?i dunno...planning to change work n planning to move to other place...mm..maybe near to LRT station.easy for me to work or go out..haha...dunno..all still in planning...

come back this house, feel guai guai de feel...come in room...feel like dunno wat i want to say..i no say any things...just sit here n open my computer..c  我猜我猜我猜猜猜...hope can make me happy...but...it can't....dunno...just feel wan to go out n walk walk...but i dunno where i wan to go...realy dunno..suddenly feel tat i lose every things...mm...i know Jacky,is a independent people...can stand up after fall down...i know...i know i can do it..realy...just wan my heart become stronger n stronger.....open the music so loud n loud...no1 give my brain think of any things.....

i think today i can't sleep jor....mm...sure i will think lot....mm..wo can help me?i dunno...i think no body...nvm...i m independent since i come out for work....i will gambateh for my future...and wo i want to do...n get i wan to get....dunno wat kind of the way....at the end...i hope i can get wat i want.....buddha bless me....

jacky is sad now....zzz....sleep...