Tuesday, March 23, 2010

after few months..my life is changing...

really long long time i didn't post blog jor...i also 4get how many months jor..mm..just to update the blog here...c wat currently tat i m doing..

i was in dragon-i restaurant around 7 months ++...the longest job tat i work for...1st job..business development in event company..6 months...then 2nd job...sales and marketing in public bank...3 months...salary very good...but work work work..feel tat i can't c my future...then resign and go interview account job...interview many many job...at the end...i scarify the high salary and work in medium salary job..tat is account job in dragon-i...i was study account..off course nd to work back related field..

7 months job i work there...mm..probation is 6 months..and very lucky..i was been confirmed in the 3rd months..mm..feel happy about tat...but because of the HR ppl 4get to bring back my profile from director house...few months jor...so they can't increase my salary now...so...after confirm...got 4 months job..i dunno my increment...aih..sad...and i think i got 2 time increment...tat is another one for new year de..mm...gan jiong..dunno total increase how much...in this company..i had a gang of colleagues...ok lah..not bad..always lunch together..and some time will have go out together to eat and walk around...

haha..at 1st go in ..feel very unhappy..coz always kena bully by my senior...but after tat..every things is ok..maybe is because i was very fresh in account...dunno the real world things..study ok lah ..haha..but work..nd to take some time loh...then last time i damn hate my senior de..coz always use tat suck word to "fuck" me....but ...lucky..i tahan..n tahan..until now..become ok jor...feel my senior actually still ok de...not so bad...haha...and starting to have lot chat of it jor..

mm...working n working...job scope become more n more job...mm...manager said ...the chances is giving to u jor...c u whether u know how to take it or not...i was try my best to get the post tat i wan...mm..n starting plan for my future jor...hope within 2 yrs i can complete my ACCA paper...and with my ACCA qualification..hope can get more pay of it...and gain more experience on it...some time closing time work till very late...mm..8 or 9 or even 10 tim..no choice..work can't complete..dunno is i stupid or wat lah....so nd to OT...can't finish my job..so no time back to eat with my roommate...and feel guilty of it...dunno y...

currently i was join gym...hope i can build up body and gain some muscler...mm...but my roommate look like dun like i join gym...i know is my false to doing it lah...coz last time i promise he tat wan to ask the gym things together...but at the end i go to ask 1st and sign the contract....mm....coz my time n his time realy can't match...i work morning..he work at night...totally very hard to adjust it...mm..i know he complain me many things...but ...wat i m doing he dunno only...

gym issues make me and he fight each other...realy feel so sad of this...maybe wat i m doing he feel is wrong...and not so much meaning for him...and some more start scolding me tim...said those kind : fuck, jibai..those kind of word on me...mm...although i no said out...actually i m damn care about it...i m treat him very well jor....last time every day rush work...also try to back early and eat v him...but i think he dunno jerk....just scare i told him i m rush of work..can't back .....aih...i know when i told him...sure have those kind of black face...but...wat i do ?just telan all the things in my heart....

currently i m incharge for closing account for some outlet..realy no much time to back eat dinner...then i told him eat dinner himself..then he said wait me...ok lah..then just wait lah..i m not so sure wat time i will back...i know i will back late...just ask him to eat himself...he no1...then wait tat time i back is around 8 or 9 liao..then only said very hungry lah...then black face lah...aih..wat respond should i give to he leh?i dunno...just pretend happy to try to talk and try to push back...aih...dunno lah...i m feel so tired...realy...every day just keep on rush n rush...rush back....feel very peik chiek jor...dunno i can tahan until when...mm...i think my 忍耐度still ok de...haha..if the water realy full in the tong...then finally it will come out de...just depend on how fast the water go in in the tong...

maybe some ppl they will think wat they r doing is right...n dun think other ppl doing de is right...keep on complaining...i very very very very less black face...just some time will have tired face...for those ppl tat know me...u all know...i m always happy face de...but...y y y y?y this will make me more trouble....aih..rush rush rush...for wat ?dunno...feel tired about it...bahasa melayu also got isu tersirat and tersurat...maybe ppl just looking at tersurat..and dunno wat is tersirat for the action doing...aih...suan liao..past mean past jor...

some time..i realy confuse on my self also..realy...dunno wat i wan in the future...stressful thinking of it...long time i no go beach n scream out...and long time no go swim..maybe swim will make me release my stress....haha.,...n kei kei scream in the water..haha...no ppl will watch it...

no matter how..life still nd to going on...working + gym...make my time table full of everytime...gym can make myself healthy..and look for presentable...haha...one of the issue tat i was thinking in my mind...wat is the purpose of we all go to gym...haha..some ppl wan gain muscler..keep fit...kap lui...kap zai......haha...for me...off course gain muscler lah...other part is not in my category as well..haha...

eat a lot..drink alot water..just hope can gain more muscler on it...tat is my purpose of gym nia..no other purpose...

ok lah..time is al'd 12.50am..2morow still got lot work to do...just gambateh lah...jacky..u can do it...gambateh!!!jia you...dun think so much ...have a very very gd nice dream...jia you....

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

y your roomate will black face with you? you go gym is your matter he have no right to control you....if cant tahan just move loo...

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