Worry

Finally i resign for my current job, as a business development executive in event management company. Happy and Sad for this 6 months. Happy is because i get know more people especially the giant company marketing people, likes yeo's, munchy's Jack Daniel's, Eon bank....deal business with giant company is not a easy way..realy...i learn a lot from the process...

6 months past jor, think back i incharge many event, like Smart Kids, MIHAS, UOX concert, A-Mei concert, Yeo's, Finlandia launching, Jack Daniel's DJ night and lot...haha...know many small brother and know more small sister...haha...i know..the event job is not an easy job, realy..wake up early, work till late night and some more saturday and sunday also need to work..waliao..this kind of job i realy can't tahan...i know...it is tiring..realy..but al was over...this week i m going to singapore for my last event job...15-20 of May 2009...hope can give me a nice nice memory lah...

Today get call from friend...he wan change school from UCSI to local university..it is wasting the time..but i know...this is no choice because UCSI fees is damn much expensive compare to local university..suddenly change the university, need to wait 1/2 years...then nd to study 2 1/2 years again..my god..this is too old jor...but i know...he is sad...i know the feeling..but i m a bit useless,can't help him to finish his study...1 semester almost 10k...waliao..die meh...hope he can get UM lah..haha...dunno...who know.

Public bank job is going to start soon, a bit worry..i plan to continue stay in Kelana Jaya or Taman Bahagia or Taman Paramount...which is near to LRT station.i not biasa stay in my hometown..i know may people said me i m stupid, working in Klang but stay in PJ. A bit far...but i got my excuse...I hope the public bank job is not going to be so hard and useless...

Until now i still hv't get a room to move..i dunno...dunno where can i live and when can  i find the house..hope every things automatic can sattle by it self..but i know this is mission impossible..haha...

ok lah..gtg..this few ay realy very tired...work for MIHAS 6-10/5..until now still hv't get the leave..aih.ths company...

ok lah..gtg..post again next time...zzz

Resign + new life

finally i get an offer from public bank with the sales and marketing executive position in klang. sound like very good, public bank, good benefit some more...aih, but oh...Klang oh..where should i stay leh ? n some more i stay alone, very expensive for the living cost....n dunno where should i stay...actually i can stay at my hometown Jenjarom de..but..i got somethings miss at here (KL)..so i no1 go back...i know...i m so stupid..can save the cost...but i rather stay here...dunno..maybe i m siao kua

I m going to resign 2morow...actually plan resign today de...but boss not here...so ...i think i will resign 2morow lah.safety...sure boss will ask many many question...dunno how to answer him...aih..shit liao...scare scare scare..

I m going to move liao...aih...PJ life...all gone liao..mm..will start my new life..hv't find the new room...i hope my new job can suit me lah...thanks for some one support me to do this decision J.

双子座

> > 双子座> > 　　
双子孤傲是因为他们自信，双子善变是因为世界在改变，双子没有耐性是因为他们发现了不值得，双子冷漠是因为他们害怕被伤害，双子花心是因为他们没有找到真爱，双子不在乎是因为你没有看到他们的敏感。
笑> >> > 　　　　
双子们的笑永远都是最单纯的，无论什么时候你都会看到一直都在笑的双子，因为他们一直都只想把自己的快乐带给别人，却只把悲伤留给自己，你没有看到过双子的眼泪是因为他从来不会在被人面前哭，当你看到双子的眼泪的时候，那么说明你是真的把他们的真心夺走了，因为双子真的很需要一份值得的依靠，他会每时每刻的在乎你的一切，他们很敏感的，会跟着你的快乐而快乐，跟着你的忧愁而忧愁，跟着你的改变而改变，但在你面前他们从来都是快乐的。
爱> >> > 　　　　
一提到双子的爱，一般人肯定都会说：双子座的人最花心。可是是真的是这样吗？双子和异性的关系好只是因为他们非同一般的亲和力，而双子的真心只有一个，当他找到的时候，他就会付出自己的一切让对方得到幸福，他要的不是他自己能和对方在一起，他要的是对方的幸福，和双子在一起会感到很随和，因为他会包容你的一切，你的一切优点和缺点，和双子在一起绝对不会觉得被锁住，你只要做自己就好，因为双子喜欢的就是真实的你，做作的人根本不会得到双子的心。
坚强> >> > 　　　　
有人说双子很坚强，什么都不在乎，是阿，表面的双子确实很坚强，但是内心他们比任何人都脆弱，也许这也是风向。　星座的人的一个特性，决不会让别人看到自己脆弱的一面，因为他们都是一个有一双别人看不见翅膀的天使，天生就会给别人带来快乐，双子们的眼泪是透明的，别人看不见，可是自己却能看得很清楚这样的透明的泪给自己开来双倍的痛。
人际> >> > 　　　　
双子们的人缘很好，因为他们懂得你什么时候需要什么样的帮助，而且双子们会根据不同的人有不同的交往方式，双子很容易相信别人，所以经常会被欺骗，可是在欺骗后他们仍然会轻轻的笑笑然后说：没关系的，他骗我肯定会有原因。双子从来不会知道后悔是什么，因为他们时时刻刻都在为别人想，总会设身处地，可是这样别人根本就不知道，就是因为他帮助别人太多了，所以在他需要帮助的时候却总是孤立无援，然后继续的笑着，笑着找到一个角落，留下那颗透明的泪。
朋友> >> > 　　　　
当双子的朋友真的很幸福哦！因为当你遇到什么困难时，他会比你更着急，甚至会失去自己宝贵的东西也会帮助你，他会带给你快乐帮你分担忧愁，可是你却看不到他的孤独和无助，当双子看到你不高兴的时候，无论这时他有多么的郁闷，他也会立刻露出最真实的笑容来帮助你。
执着> >> > 　　　　
说双子善变，那只是片面之词，对于双子真正喜欢的东西，它是会执着的让人害怕的，就是因为内心太像小孩子太单纯，所以对于他们真正喜欢的东西，他们是根本就不知道放弃是什么的，除非是他们自己发现这个东西不值得，否则他们是绝对不会放弃的，只要是他们肯定的，他们就会有超出别人很多的坚持和执著。
自尊> >> > 　　　　
双子的自尊很重要，对于他们最重要的恐怕就是这个了，他们懂得原谅，无数次的去试着原谅，就算别人让自己千疮百孔，他们也会无条件的有自己的宽容，有自己的原则和原谅，就是因为他们的自尊，他们的自尊心让他们相信这个世界永远都是最美的，因为他们的自尊不允许自己放弃这个世界。
分享> >> > 　　　　
在双子的世界里没有分享，只有是你的或者是我的，他们不会把一样东西去和别人分享，因为他们认为这样对那样东西是不公平的，因为他在乎每一个人每一样东西的感觉，只要他认为这件东西是自己可以割舍的，他绝对会无条件的退出，去成全别人，对于欺骗过他们的恋人，他会选择原谅，但绝对不会再和他们在一起，因为他懂得这样不值得。
> >> > 　　　　双子座的人真的很可爱，真的很需要人的保护和安慰，他们不会放弃世界，却会放弃自己，去成全别人，他们懂得原谅和理解，无论这一秒他有多讨厌一个人，下一秒看到那个人脆弱的一面，他还是会去无条件地帮助他，真的很傻吧？但是傻的好可爱，好让人心疼，痛过以后，他们依然会笑着面对以后未知的路，继续原谅，继续理解，继续快乐，继续的傻着，改变双子真的很难吧？因为他们的心都是金刚石作的，但不是说他们无情，他们的执着只是针对自己的，那么孤傲的一个人，也只是针对自己，因为他们不知道怎么表达自己的内心，所以他们选择了沉默。

Busy

so...long time i didn't post blog...very bz this few week ....yesterday just back from penang...go there meeting...coming friday got event...aiyo..damn tired de...ok lah..wan go sleep...post again when i m free....gd9

MOVIE

Love matter..this movie..realy very funny..that day go to c movie with friend..oh my god...laught until my die..haha..all people in the cinema laught like a shit...haha..too funny...all ppl just laught..mm..i think got some touching part also lah..not bad lah..all so real in the word..it discuss about 3 different ppl have 3 different kind of love...that is young,mature, and old ppl love.haha..very nice...but...i go in cinema late..haha..coz missing in some where in KL there..haha..then rush rush rush to the cinema...haha..nasib baik my friend phone got GPS...if not...i think i will miss the movie...haha

today 7.00 am i wake up...go to SIN CHEW RI BAO redeem the premium show in this coming tuesday...7.40am when there..wah..lot ppl start to change the ticket at there...i just bring my ear phone n sit there n waiting..wait n wait..then finally my turn...change 2 ticket....actually wan go c with my friend..after get the ticket...then walk back to car...then c the ticket..my god..it got seat..n it is different seat....one is B26 n one is C1..different row.my god..that time realy blur...then fetch my colleagues go back there..c whether can change or not..kanasai the staff no1 change for me...then 2 ticket at my hand...then ...i dunno..feel very sorry to my friend..coz promise jor wan bring my friend to c the premium show..but wat i did..can't achieve wat my friend want...aih...a bit angry on myself...realy..y this small small things can't make it..aih..

after tat think n think...decide no1 go the premium show...then buy the ticket and go another day...aih..dissapointed loh...can't get the same row...aih...the stupid staff lah..got seat..but still no1 change for me...kanasai...hate it...sorry to my friend..break ur promise..aih....feel bad on it...SORRY....

DELETE

last few days, 我鼓起很大的勇气delete wat ever i have with my friend..because got things happen between me n my friend...i decide to delete all...i know..wat i m do now sure my friend will angry..i do all of this just because i no1 my friend partner think wat of me...when i wan delete all of this...keep on think n think...y all this will happen ?maybe it is good for my friend also.dunno...i hope so..just hope my friend will happy about it...i promise my self..i won't disturd them any more..more n more...DUN WORRY...I KNOW I CAN DO IT...wish u happy forever...feel sorry hurt my friend.

练习忘记你
放晴的假期 谁带我出去
还你的CD 却好想要再听
怎么我这忘东忘西的坏毛病
没有帮我忘记你的事情
丢掉的玩具 我不再想起
丢掉的毛衣 也从来不在意
怎么丢掉你我难过到不行
难过你怎么不为我担心
我不想再犹豫练习慢慢的忘记你
回到过去的过去装作没遇见你
我决定把你的好丢进垃圾桶里
太过珍惜 我会舍不得你丢
有天时间会让你变得透明
不知不觉 慢慢的忘记你

后来
后来，我总算学会了如何去爱。
可惜你早已远去，消失在人海。
后来，终于在眼泪中明白，
有些人一旦错过就不再。
栀子花，白花瓣，落在我蓝色百褶裙上。
“爱你！”你轻声说。
我低下头闻见一阵芬芳。
那个永恒的夜晚，
十七岁仲夏，你吻我的那个夜晚，
让我往后的时光，每当有感叹，
总想起当天的星光。
那时候的爱情，为什么就能那样简单。
而又是为什么人年少时，一定要让深爱的人受伤。
在这相似的深夜里，你是否一样，也在静静追悔感伤。
如果当时我们能不那么倔强，现在也不那么遗憾。
你都如何回忆我，带着笑或是很沉默。
这些年来有没有人能让你不寂寞。
永远不会再重来，有一个男孩爱着那个女孩。

Busy

currently a bit bz..no much time to post my blog..mm..this few day realy lot things to do..aih...next week going to PD with my 5 Smith classmate..haha..they all siao siao wan ...suddenly wan go oh..then ok loh..long time alson o join together to play..so...i decide to go...mm..currently got mood wan to learn guitar..dunno..haha..wan play some song..haha...i will learn it

this few day a bit fan on my job,dunno wan to change job or not..coz feel very tired on this job..who can help me leh ?currently i plan all my weekday n also weekend activity..monday i will go swimming..if possible..then thursday will go play badminton with my housemate...then sat n sunday do event..if i change job..then maybe different loh..then sat n sunday maybe have other things to do...haha...

will post again the blog once i m free lah..tired...wan sleep liao