before exam....

1 more week to go for the final exam...this sem i take 6 subject...a bit heavy...crazy???every day stay at library study....but study also dunno..aih....how leh?today my housemate all celebrate Chee How birthday in advance....18/4,but i not join,coz i go swimming, tak sempat balik...sorry oh...i back home, but they all hv't come back yet...on9 a while, do some homework, waiting they all back...haha...they keep a piece of cake for me also..hihi...happy, but a bit full, can't eat...after tat...all of us so shock sendiri...taking the photo, i become the camera man...talking all the photo, posting here posting there..all siao liao..too pressure....haha....wan to c my pic???can go my friendster there lah...lazy to post there...hihi
http://www.friendster.com/viewphotos.php?a=998485333

瞎子=勇人

考试要到了,心情有点紧张.在家不能读书,所以约了健福到图书馆.那里比较没有压力,我比较容易吸收.图书馆四点半就关门了.当时下很大雨,不能出来,所以被关在图书馆前面.在那儿,我看透了很多事情.站在我前面是两位瞎子,一位是华人,一位是马来人.他们有说有笑,似乎没有烦恼.他们拿着他们的拐杖.站在那儿很久,等雨停,我也不例外.看到他们,突然觉得我很幸福,应该说是非常幸福.我有双眼,能看到这世界的美丽,也看到这世界的丑恶.他们呢,却用心去看这个世界.觉得他们很可怜,一出生,就看不到自己的样貌,身材,迷人的笑容,喜怒哀乐等等.过马路有得担心有车路过没有,担心这个那个.或许他们已经习惯了,又或许他们必须克服自己的恐惧来生存下去,谁知道?只有他们知道吧!下着很大很大的雨,有一位瞎子朝着图书馆的方向走着过来,一手拿着拐杖,一手拿着雨傘,不小心撞倒了停在路边的摩托,有人看到了马上冲过出把他牵进来,有人把摩托推起来.看到这种情形,我自己又没有行动,觉得有点惭愧,或许是我迟钝吧!!!每跨出一步,他们需要拿出很多的勇气,换是你,你会吗?如果有一天要你蒙着眼睛过一天,你的感受又是如何呢?不知是白天,不知几时是黑夜,看不到的感觉,一定很难受.或许我不应该称呼他们为瞎子,应该称他们为勇人(勇敢的人)吧!!朋友,看到我的部落格后,请帮助这些勇人.不要在觉得自己不够幸福了,你比他们幸福几百倍.日行一善吧!!!今天是我领悟最大的道理,我想,当我不开心时,看看我着篇部落格,应该会开通很多吧!!希望如此....

知道痛苦了吧,朋友!!!

屋友驾车来上课了,我跟她一样的课,上个星期都是他载我去上课.今天朋友说要去看戏,要她载,one utama有免费的戏,朋友们都想要去看,但她有令外一班人要载,不知道要载谁,但她要去另外一间的戏院.不知道要怎么抉择,跑来跟我说,我就很现实和很直的跟她说,这就是我不驾车的原因.朋友,痛苦吧,让你品尝一下这种痛苦吧,哈哈哈.坐他的车还要被骂.不可以这个,不可以那个,妈妈的!!!我驾车的时候就可以啦,鸡蛋糕!!!!shit....我想我不大会要坐你的车了....保重吧,朋友!!!

我要的是什么?

今年已经是二十二岁了,但是觉得人生好像没什么意义,觉得自己要什么都不知道.我要的生活是什么呢?我要的爱情又是什么呢?我要的未来又是什么?一个又一个的问好,好矛盾.最近觉得生活得很压力,人家给的压力,自己给的压力,一个又一个的接着来,觉得好痛苦.沉重的功课,让我有时喘不过气来.每当压力时,就找朋友出去透透风,喝喝茶,松懈心情.我很讨厌当我在做东西,读书的时候,人家说我很勤劳.有一个朋友常常都一直盯着我的一举一动,我做什么,他一定要跟,妈的呀.这种行为无形中给了我很大的压力,你知道吗!!!讨厌死了.

a bad mood

today feel quite sad, because what i wrote in the essay, most reject from my team member. they have their own reason. i accept it, but dunno lah, so hard to do it, kena reject. aih. learn a lesson loh. but also feel sorry for them, know my english poor lah. they help me correct it until wan to vomit the blood. sorry ah teammate, love u all lah.muacks.hihi. rushing for this saturday presentation. start scare liao, exam is coming soon, all the things come together, assignment, homework, revision. aih. i can handle it well? really scare.

11/4 new roommate will move in, can i communicate well with him? start scare liao.aih..alot of pressure. next week go bk home. hope can relax abit. then after tat come bk nd to study again, coz study week begin. my god, help me.....this sem i take 21 credit hours...let me pass v the png above 3 lah...help help me my buddha

long time no write blog

really long time no write blog....currently i m still good,but become more bz. a lot of homework n also assignment.die.this sem i take 21 credit hours,a bit heavy,but really think tat 1 finish my study as soon as possible, so tat i can go out working. last few days i dream about my sister daughter, i quite scary dream.very scare n tat y i bk home last saturday.just wan go bk n c my family member.really miss they all.y this world people so scare lose, hokkien call "kia shu"...especially my friend.aih.every time when i study,they sure will come n c wat i m study.waliao, so kia shu meh u.kanasai.hate this kind of attitude.make me full of strees.hate it.really hate it.miss my friend.but my friend ask me dun miss,coz will disturd me study.i will try to forget about it.

before 2008 after 2008

long time i no post the blog..this few week i just keep on working n working..tired n tired..every day do the same things...really hate it n bored..can't imagine wat is the condition after i graduate...just keep on do the same things in everyday...wake up..go working..come bk..wash clothes..sleep...and wake up agin..working again....aih...hate it...really hate it...but,nd to accept also..nd to earn money mah..actually plan to use the money in many ways de..but suddenly hear some news..my sis 1 go to MAKTAB...she nd to use her laptop...so..mean tat i no more laptop to use...aih..dunno1 to buy or not..n also dunno i can tahan or not if no have laptop.3000++ leh...is a big amount for me...any body 1 to sponsor me ?haha...

new year liao..n also new sem.just open school.this sem alot of things 1 to do..plan to work again..but no more jobs liao..find some high payment job.n just get a news from my supervisor,the champion for cup stacking this year will go to other country...but dunno is only for the kids or open..if open..sure i1to go de..hihi...maybe this few week is the last few week i can use the laptop liao.this yr got many wish o....but the important is wish all my family member n my fr...all healthy..hihi...n the others wish..just keep in my heart lah..hihi...

ok lah..1 go to sleep liao..write again next time lah...bye bye...miss u all