3 months

for the past 3 months...with u quite closely..most of the day together...lunch and dinner..sat n sunday..know u change job...kepong or nilai..dunno how to choose...

if i m selfish..i will ask u to choose kepong...but i know u r more like nilai job..so just let u go..

the life after tat..dunno how to handle it...from most of the time together..until alone..and back to my previous life...hope i able to 习惯 it...maybe this will take some time..but i believe that..i able to handle it...by wat ? by work....用工做麻醉自己...then won't let myself think so much..

heart pain pain de..dunno y...the feel so weird...from every day become 1 @ 2 week meet once..or maybe 3 week or maybe 1 month...but will appreciate it...

miss the time...miss the moment...is ok...take it as a challenge...distance and time...challenge for us经得起考验的人就是就中的胜利者，但有时决得自己不能胜任这一点 (distance and time)....GAMBATEH....jia you...let time prove every things...JACKY go go go

Pass ACCA = what mood ?

today acca was annouced the result..i m so kan jiong...waiting n waiting..then get to know my ex housemate...a very keng girl get 44 marks...i m damn worry..and keep on waiting till 6pm...then suddenly my phone come in an e-mail.....i not dare to c the mail from my phone..too small...i scare i c wrong..

then i decide to log in using laptop..my colleague was around me..make me more gan jiong...after get it...50 marks...pass...waliao!!!!!i m damn happy..i think happy then those who pass with good marks..i think i m lucky loh..maybe..haha...hope so...lucky got buddha bo bi bo bi..i not wish i can get high mark..just wish to pass..i m happy for few minutes..

then after that...think back today whole day de mood...feel moody...
1. waiting ppl de msg for so long..but just get nothings..maybe i should get patient for waiting (leaning...)..i not so patient..because i m worry about tat..i hope YOU know tat who i mention...
2.currently working performance not so good..keep on get scold by manager...aih..too bad...damn bad mood...

these two case make me so moody..no matter wat result i get...these two case spoil for whole the happiness that i should have...

now is 11.30pm...i m still moody...but wat i can do..just wait...n wait...

hopefully this won't be happen on next time...JUST GAMBATEH and do all the best of it..

jia you...

Jacky go go go...

New Start..

yesterday i was full of activity..1st time i m having fully pack of my sunday and saturday...haha...feel like wat i m before..

Morning..i was go Tian Hou Gong for my friend engaged event..haha..lucky..i can be their photographer..haha..actually..i just play play..and want practice my skill de...n thanks to my friend giving me this chance...I meet lot of my Uni friend..really long long time no meet de..

Penny Moh Wedding....

Penny Moh Wedding Dinner....at Banting...

Happy CNY...first day of CNY

Dong Chen Temple

Mid Valley CNY decoration

today is saturday and almost near to CNY..i was hang out together v my friend go Mid Valley for photo shooting...below are those picture tat i take...still have to improve...gambateh..hope photography can be one of my part time job...GAMBATEH and happy chinese new year...

Happy Chinese New Year

yahooo...today is last day working..work from 9-11am...said is 大扫除...but i think v need to close account also lah..aih..so properly will work till 1pm..then i plan go to gym before attend annual dinner..haha...so fast 1 yr pass jor...still remember last yr our HQ department still keep on pratice for our performance..haha...happy :)

tonight will attend Dragon-i Restaurant Sdn Bhd annual dinner for 2010...all ppl will wear 70's clothes..haha...still wondering how every ppl will wear it..haha..i m d judge for the night..haha..will choose a leng lui and leng zai or our Dragon-i night..haha..

new year new wish..wish this yr able to buy my own house..HUAT AH!!!!

What I did on last year

long time i didn't post any blog jor...i think got 1 yr jor...year pass so fast...1 yr al'd..what i did? i also dunno..haha...just write down wat ever i had done on last year lah..

1.i still work in Dragon-i Restaurant Sdn Bhd
2.my family member add another 2 person jor..Hong Jie and Jia Ming
3.i get my iphone.
4.i join gym to make myself more strong from fizakal..
5.i had been bornd by company coz i study ACCA -2 1/2 yrs
6.i change my job scope
7.i had buy my flash, tamron f2.8 17-50mm VC
8.i had know some new friend
9.i had car accident for 3 times ...
10. dunno wat i can write any more jor..

Still alone in office now...suddenly feel tat i m getting old and feel like i was get nothings by now...feel a bit dissapointed...some ppl al'd rich, be Papa jor..i m still getting nothings.

this year my target is...i WAN BUY OWN HOUSE....dunno can make it or not...i hope i able to success lah...just iwish me...

Will start to post blogspot starting from today...try to make myself more story in my life...

Just Gambateh ....go go go...

after few months..my life is changing...

really long long time i didn't post blog jor...i also 4get how many months jor..mm..just to update the blog here...c wat currently tat i m doing..

i was in dragon-i restaurant around 7 months ++...the longest job tat i work for...1st job..business development in event company..6 months...then 2nd job...sales and marketing in public bank...3 months...salary very good...but work work work..feel tat i can't c my future...then resign and go interview account job...interview many many job...at the end...i scarify the high salary and work in medium salary job..tat is account job in dragon-i...i was study account..off course nd to work back related field..

7 months job i work there...mm..probation is 6 months..and very lucky..i was been confirmed in the 3rd months..mm..feel happy about tat...but because of the HR ppl 4get to bring back my profile from director house...few months jor...so they can't increase my salary now...so...after confirm...got 4 months job..i dunno my increment...aih..sad...and i think i got 2 time increment...tat is another one for new year de..mm...gan jiong..dunno total increase how much...in this company..i had a gang of colleagues...ok lah..not bad..always lunch together..and some time will have go out together to eat and walk around...

haha..at 1st go in ..feel very unhappy..coz always kena bully by my senior...but after tat..every things is ok..maybe is because i was very fresh in account...dunno the real world things..study ok lah ..haha..but work..nd to take some time loh...then last time i damn hate my senior de..coz always use tat suck word to "fuck" me....but ...lucky..i tahan..n tahan..until now..become ok jor...feel my senior actually still ok de...not so bad...haha...and starting to have lot chat of it jor..

mm...working n working...job scope become more n more job...mm...manager said ...the chances is giving to u jor...c u whether u know how to take it or not...i was try my best to get the post tat i wan...mm..n starting plan for my future jor...hope within 2 yrs i can complete my ACCA paper...and with my ACCA qualification..hope can get more pay of it...and gain more experience on it...some time closing time work till very late...mm..8 or 9 or even 10 tim..no choice..work can't complete..dunno is i stupid or wat lah....so nd to OT...can't finish my job..so no time back to eat with my roommate...and feel guilty of it...dunno y...

currently i was join gym...hope i can build up body and gain some muscler...mm...but my roommate look like dun like i join gym...i know is my false to doing it lah...coz last time i promise he tat wan to ask the gym things together...but at the end i go to ask 1st and sign the contract....mm....coz my time n his time realy can't match...i work morning..he work at night...totally very hard to adjust it...mm..i know he complain me many things...but ...wat i m doing he dunno only...

gym issues make me and he fight each other...realy feel so sad of this...maybe wat i m doing he feel is wrong...and not so much meaning for him...and some more start scolding me tim...said those kind : fuck, jibai..those kind of word on me...mm...although i no said out...actually i m damn care about it...i m treat him very well jor....last time every day rush work...also try to back early and eat v him...but i think he dunno jerk....just scare i told him i m rush of work..can't back .....aih...i know when i told him...sure have those kind of black face...but...wat i do ?just telan all the things in my heart....

currently i m incharge for closing account for some outlet..realy no much time to back eat dinner...then i told him eat dinner himself..then he said wait me...ok lah..then just wait lah..i m not so sure wat time i will back...i know i will back late...just ask him to eat himself...he no1...then wait tat time i back is around 8 or 9 liao..then only said very hungry lah...then black face lah...aih..wat respond should i give to he leh?i dunno...just pretend happy to try to talk and try to push back...aih...dunno lah...i m feel so tired...realy...every day just keep on rush n rush...rush back....feel very peik chiek jor...dunno i can tahan until when...mm...i think my 忍耐度still ok de...haha..if the water realy full in the tong...then finally it will come out de...just depend on how fast the water go in in the tong...

maybe some ppl they will think wat they r doing is right...n dun think other ppl doing de is right...keep on complaining...i very very very very less black face...just some time will have tired face...for those ppl tat know me...u all know...i m always happy face de...but...y y y y?y this will make me more trouble....aih..rush rush rush...for wat ?dunno...feel tired about it...bahasa melayu also got isu tersirat and tersurat...maybe ppl just looking at tersurat..and dunno wat is tersirat for the action doing...aih...suan liao..past mean past jor...

some time..i realy confuse on my self also..realy...dunno wat i wan in the future...stressful thinking of it...long time i no go beach n scream out...and long time no go swim..maybe swim will make me release my stress....haha.,...n kei kei scream in the water..haha...no ppl will watch it...

no matter how..life still nd to going on...working + gym...make my time table full of everytime...gym can make myself healthy..and look for presentable...haha...one of the issue tat i was thinking in my mind...wat is the purpose of we all go to gym...haha..some ppl wan gain muscler..keep fit...kap lui...kap zai......haha...for me...off course gain muscler lah...other part is not in my category as well..haha...

eat a lot..drink alot water..just hope can gain more muscler on it...tat is my purpose of gym nia..no other purpose...

ok lah..time is al'd 12.50am..2morow still got lot work to do...just gambateh lah...jacky..u can do it...gambateh!!!jia you...dun think so much ...have a very very gd nice dream...jia you....

Case 39 become case 40

realy damn long time i no post blog at here...coz every time i come here is when i m quite bad mood..no place to express it..so i will write it down...mm..think back...got 5 months i was in dragon-i jor...feel so fast...mm...from now start until CNY will be back late..because we nd to practice at office for our annual dinner performance...so no time back and accompany my roommate to eat dinner...so sorry to him...aih...coz some time colleague not allow us go back..coz hv't train well...aih..beside tat...when closing period..nd back late..coz realy no much time no do account..damn lot things to do..sienz....rush rush rush...

last 2 day when for One Utama c new movie...case 39 with my roommate..mm...at 1st..we consider for 3 movie...1st : woohoo 8.30pm, 2nd: the spy next door, 3rd: case 39...actually i m more prefer to c woohoo de...but all fully book...still remind the 4th row seat after the reservation had been open...mm..4th row still ok for me..coz i m excited wan c tat movie...but...mm...then v wait for case 39....mm..the seat damn well..is gam gam ho at the middle and also v get the seat gam gam hoh..middle..haha..sure very nice the movie...then c c c ...is a horror movie...mm...still ok...but quite scary a bit...for me still ok..coz after i c..i will forget..n my roommate very scare....

the next day i had training in office....but my roommate said wan go lim teh...at 1st i said no1...then he direct change face..so.. scare him loh..said ok lah..v go loh...but he look like boh song after i said wan go...aih...go or not go also boh song..i also dunno how...tat time i m damn slepy..some more driving..but scare he will angry..so ok loh...go ss2 minum teh....let him cool down...i know he scare...can c...drink teh until 1.30am..mm...after back direct sleep liao..coz i m realy tired for the whole day training plus next day nd training again...aih..then ok loh..i fast fast sleep...

aih...bad things come again...the next day i back home...he look totally change treating me...aih...i know he will said i not understand he...aih..actually i know him de lah...like eat kfc...he dun like eat 鸡胸和鸡腿but i dunno how to tell the waiter..so cincai order...aih...then aih..kena marah again...有口难言。realy dunno how to tell him....look so quiet for this few day...in room also...ask he things...he also like a cool man answer me...aih...then 干脆i no ask him...let the room quiet...i dunno this will tahan till how long...this is the case 40 after the movie "case 39"....hope will be ok for the next day...aih....sorry if make things wrong...

A bad mood day

today just fight with roommate...dunno lah..currently mood not so good.keep on finding job...still remember..last time when i was back from working..i like to share the working things with my roommate...then after a few time..my roommate scolding me..said i m very fan..always talk about work..then...now..he go to work jor..always talk to me about walk...then i just diam diam ...let him talk...although i no interest to hear about it...but i just try my self hear it and give respond...aih....i feel so bad..dunno how to tell him...please stop talking about work in front of me any more since u dun like i talk..u also dun talk...aih...but..i can't...

i m hate ppl smoking...smoking is a not good behaviour..realy...smelly...i dun like it..talk to u jor..but ?wat to do ?u not hear wat i m tallking about..i also not choice...starting to change....aih..

next week i m going to resign...feel so bad..can't enter public bank any more jor...aih...never might lah..i will try my effort in new company...i will push my self to up grade my self...learn more things every day...keep up grade my self...i will go to study ACCA part time...to get the qualify professional paper..up grade myself..so i have more marketable...gambateh jacky...u can do it...

i was planning teaching part time tuition in pj area...to earn some pocket money..but still thinking lah..dunno can success or not.

I am coming Dragon-i Restaurant

went for 2 or 3 week interview, keep on fill up the interview form...interview and interview, answer and answer the same things..very bored...

Today went for interview in Dragon-i restaurant...i think i m the lucky person...they just open for one post, which is account assistant and i able to get the job...i like the working place and also the people at there...they look quite friendly lah...but..the reality i dunno lah..haha..but i think overall still ok..i like it..

After interview at 11am, then get a call around 5pm..i m success to get the job, which is at Taman Tun...i like it..thanks ...is quite popular company..i hope i can stay longer at here...and if every things is stable..then i intend to take ACCA paper...this is professional paper..secure for my future and wan to upgrade myself as well...

1st of september is my first day to attend this company..i still hv't resign for the public bank..but is ok..is 24 hours notice...every things still ok..but i intend to work until next friday because i got some case hv't settle it..so i wan to handle all the things..then only leave..at least give a good impression for other people...

salary is not too high or too low..is average..between the fresh graduate salary lah..haha...actually they provide the hostel also..RM80 only...is quite cheap...but i al'd stay with my friend...mm..maybe after tat just consider lah..c how first lah..now the most important things is to continue and perform well in the company..this is wat i hope on me..haha..gambateh Jacky..gogogo....

Interview & Graduation

i think i got 3 months no update my blog.lazy go to update.haha...but today realy very sien at home, so cincai write some things, so tat i won't forget wat i did before.

I change working condition from event company to finance line. Currently working in Public Bank Berhad as senior sales n marketing executives. Incharge housing and commercial loan. very pressure for this job. going to change work again.now still looking, hope can get a job that "gam" me and the salary also reasonable. Sales job very hard to do it..realy.i dunno wat if i continue do this job, dunno wat is my future in 4 or 5 years from now...think n think..prefer find a office job, more stable...yup..i know..office job nd some time to get more pay compare to sales job..no choice..this is wat i decide.

Going to grad on this coming thursday. finally after 4 years..i grad...finally...feel happy..tat day took pic together with friend in UM and also my faculty.haha...very enjou..meet back my 128 friend...haha...graduation..of course can't 4get my lovely family...i took studio photo together with my family member in PJ ss2..haha...my house got 3 person grad from university. i borrow my friend jubah and give my 2 sister to wear it..it look nice v 3 people and also all my family member in the photo...i very appreciate it..the most i want to thanks is my MUM...she give lot supportive for me to continue my study..2nd is my eldest sister..still remember on 1st year...i wan to stop my study..but my eldest sister pressure me dun stop..continue to study...if tat time i stop..i think i will be regret...nasib baik..luckly...i no stop..thanks to those people encourage me to study for this 4 years...thanks alot.

thursday...thursday...the memorable moment when i receive the skol from TNC UM.thursday..i m coming..but before thursday..i need to work on tuesday and wednesday first...aih..work work work...ok lah..go to oi oi liao lah..bye bye...

Singapore and Morib

15-22 of May 2009

I m leaving soon to this company and my boss keep on ask me go Singapore to supervise the whole event project...my god..damn tired...i was no stop after my MIHAS event at Matrade..realy tired...my colleague will very jealous i can go Singapore...but..who know...i was very bad luck in singapore there...

we went to singapore 7 person...my boss like to smoke...n he bring 6 pack into singapore and kena fine by the Kastam $200 per pack, total $1200..my god...then the next day we go n set up the booth...the lorry hit the paip...waliao..the management said we need to paid $5000 to repair the paip...waliao..scare all of us...

then after tat...few day keep on working n working...work till 11pm....my god...tired...when during the event day..i can go back on 6.30pm...then got time i go find my friend..Li Juan and her friend...haha..go jalan jalan cari makan..go china town...then c "chicken"....

this is one of the KOI cafe...famous in sg...my friend treat me drink it...

jacky Zai, Li Juan and friend

very sien...at sg..no friend..just together with the contractor..nothings to do...drink beer...pitty...miss malaysia roti canai..miss malaysia many many food..miss malaysia people...at the end..22/5/09 i back to selangor..my pj house..then bring my things...cabut back to Jenjarom have a big rest...

Saturday i went to Morib with my friend...go there jalan jalan..buy some keropok back makan..haha...then Sunday morning go tong chan shi take picture..then back to pj working again...sien...today is my last day in Visual Earth..next week going to new company PUBLIC BANK..work as sales and marketing executive..izzit this job realy is wat m i like ?i dunno..hope this is lah...

special photo taking by me in MORIB beach..haha...sunset in morib beach...but can't c the sunset...go next time n take other picture lah

双子座

有很多的朋友，可是“看起来朋友很多，可是知心的没有几个”这句话很深刻的形容了双子。双子很能说话，他跟别人可以天南地北的聊，可以聊得很八卦，也会聊一些很严肃的话题。双子可以跟你聊很多东西，可是注意了，他都只是跟你聊一些不关自己的事。随便他跟你说些什么，可是跟自己有关的都只是些皮毛而已。比如，今天又有某个明星怎样怎样了；隔壁班有多少美女帅哥的。关于自己的事，他几乎是不说的，就算是说，也是说一些关于自己无关痛痒的事。当你想更进一步的了解双子，他会很自然的把话题给扯开。

对于自信的双子来说，他又同时很没有安全感，这是双子特有的矛盾。他喜欢把自己重重包围住，不让自己暴露。对于双子来说，如果在一个还不了解的人面前把自己暴露了，就等于让别人抓住了自己的把柄。这样就失去了一定的优势。当双子感到独孤悲伤时，只会一个人躲在房间里哭，或者一个人郁闷着。

双子也很怕被伤害，很多时候宁愿自己承受一切，也不愿别人抓住自己的把柄。所以久而久之也就养成了习惯。 双子基本上也是个很痛苦的人。表面上总是很有活力，很快乐的样子，可是没人的时候他又总是很忧伤。双子总会被一种莫名的悲伤笼罩。但他不会让别人发现的，他怕被伤害，也怕被别人抛弃，只能自己硬挺着一切。所以双子很神经质，精神脆弱，容易人格分裂，因为承受了太多的东西. 一般来说双子的孩子都很早熟。双子对很多的东西都在乎得要命，可是表面上就是看起来什么都不在乎。双子并不是故意要掩饰自己，上面说了，这只是一种习惯了，可是在外人看来他就成了虚伪的人。

双子是被公认的最花心、最冷酷无情的星座。其实对于双子的花心，真的不想再说些什么了。解释得太多，累了，也没耐心了。可是说起双子，就不得不提感情，双子这一生，似乎必须被感情牵伴，跟爱情纠缠一世。很多人说双子并不花心，只是博爱，所以才会有那么好的人缘。忘了在哪里看见了这样的一句话：双子最大的悲哀在于有两个人的思想，却只有一个人的身体，双子有爱自己所爱的人的权利，也有保护彼此所爱的人的义务，双子只剩下一个时，爱也就只剩下义务了。 我想用如来若去说的一句话给双子的花心做个总结：花心的极端就是痴心的可怕。该懂的人应该会懂的。至于冷酷无情真的不知道该从何说起。其实双子是最平和的星座，如果可以不发生冲突，都会尽量避免。双子也很少跟别人吵架，他讨厌吵架，如果是因为一些生活琐碎小事吵架，那么双子就在吵完的那一刻就把这件事给忘了；

要双子真的跟你翻脸，除非是你的所作所为或所说的话实在让双子不能忍受，这时他会很鄙视得看你一眼，然后头也不回地走掉，甚至会不给你留面子地离开。这时你一辈子也别想再和他和好了，就算有的双子碍于面子和你再成为朋友，但是他们已经对你鄙视到了极点，只不过维持着这一层不得不维持的“朋友”关系其实，很大一部分双子，对待感情是非常专一的，之所以给人留下花心的美名，是因为很少有人能够让略带童心的双子动真感情，不是双子铁石心肠，而是双子个性里面天生有一些忧郁，一些潜在的不自信，只是双子隐藏的深入，可是一旦让双子动了真感情，那么恭喜你了，双子的天真，率直，外加表达能力丰富，一定能让你获得很多快乐。

每个双子都有一个故事隐藏在心里，多数是不堪回首的往事，双子是个念旧或者说是喜欢沉浸在回忆中的星座，他（她）的这个故事通常都是因情所困，动了感情而被伤害了的双子是脆弱的，也是坚强的，他（她）可以很快的振作起来，可以当什么事都没有发生，这些都是双子演给世人看的罢了，等到夜深人静的时候，双子内心的伤痛随着血液渗透到全身，他（她）可以一整夜的去回忆之前的点点滴滴，可以一整夜的沉浸在痛苦之中，可以一整夜坐在那里发呆，但是，一旦天亮了，要出去见人了，双子马上就从痛苦中抽身而走，你看到的肯定是一个神采奕奕的双子，这就是双子，拥有双重性格的双子，一个在世人面前乐天，快乐，在孤独夜晚独自伤悲的双子。

双子的爱是最永恒的，可以付出一切，有人说我们花心，那时我们没有真正的爱，当双子爱上一个人的时候是痛苦的，因为我们太敏感。假如双子爱上了一个不爱自己的人，那莫我相信他永远都不会再爱了，当爱给过了一个人，他再也没有能力再付出了，其实太多的人都不懂我们，其实连我们自己都不懂自己，我们很会伪装，很会说谎，但我们最细腻，对感情最敏感，双子的爱与悲伤，谁又真的了解！

Worry

Finally i resign for my current job, as a business development executive in event management company. Happy and Sad for this 6 months. Happy is because i get know more people especially the giant company marketing people, likes yeo's, munchy's Jack Daniel's, Eon bank....deal business with giant company is not a easy way..realy...i learn a lot from the process...

6 months past jor, think back i incharge many event, like Smart Kids, MIHAS, UOX concert, A-Mei concert, Yeo's, Finlandia launching, Jack Daniel's DJ night and lot...haha...know many small brother and know more small sister...haha...i know..the event job is not an easy job, realy..wake up early, work till late night and some more saturday and sunday also need to work..waliao..this kind of job i realy can't tahan...i know...it is tiring..realy..but al was over...this week i m going to singapore for my last event job...15-20 of May 2009...hope can give me a nice nice memory lah...

Today get call from friend...he wan change school from UCSI to local university..it is wasting the time..but i know...this is no choice because UCSI fees is damn much expensive compare to local university..suddenly change the university, need to wait 1/2 years...then nd to study 2 1/2 years again..my god..this is too old jor...but i know...he is sad...i know the feeling..but i m a bit useless,can't help him to finish his study...1 semester almost 10k...waliao..die meh...hope he can get UM lah..haha...dunno...who know.

Public bank job is going to start soon, a bit worry..i plan to continue stay in Kelana Jaya or Taman Bahagia or Taman Paramount...which is near to LRT station.i not biasa stay in my hometown..i know may people said me i m stupid, working in Klang but stay in PJ. A bit far...but i got my excuse...I hope the public bank job is not going to be so hard and useless...

Until now i still hv't get a room to move..i dunno...dunno where can i live and when can  i find the house..hope every things automatic can sattle by it self..but i know this is mission impossible..haha...

ok lah..gtg..this few ay realy very tired...work for MIHAS 6-10/5..until now still hv't get the leave..aih.ths company...

ok lah..gtg..post again next time...zzz

Resign + new life

finally i get an offer from public bank with the sales and marketing executive position in klang. sound like very good, public bank, good benefit some more...aih, but oh...Klang oh..where should i stay leh ? n some more i stay alone, very expensive for the living cost....n dunno where should i stay...actually i can stay at my hometown Jenjarom de..but..i got somethings miss at here (KL)..so i no1 go back...i know...i m so stupid..can save the cost...but i rather stay here...dunno..maybe i m siao kua

I m going to resign 2morow...actually plan resign today de...but boss not here...so ...i think i will resign 2morow lah.safety...sure boss will ask many many question...dunno how to answer him...aih..shit liao...scare scare scare..

I m going to move liao...aih...PJ life...all gone liao..mm..will start my new life..hv't find the new room...i hope my new job can suit me lah...thanks for some one support me to do this decision J.

双子座

> > 双子座> > 　　
双子孤傲是因为他们自信，双子善变是因为世界在改变，双子没有耐性是因为他们发现了不值得，双子冷漠是因为他们害怕被伤害，双子花心是因为他们没有找到真爱，双子不在乎是因为你没有看到他们的敏感。
笑> >> > 　　　　
双子们的笑永远都是最单纯的，无论什么时候你都会看到一直都在笑的双子，因为他们一直都只想把自己的快乐带给别人，却只把悲伤留给自己，你没有看到过双子的眼泪是因为他从来不会在被人面前哭，当你看到双子的眼泪的时候，那么说明你是真的把他们的真心夺走了，因为双子真的很需要一份值得的依靠，他会每时每刻的在乎你的一切，他们很敏感的，会跟着你的快乐而快乐，跟着你的忧愁而忧愁，跟着你的改变而改变，但在你面前他们从来都是快乐的。
爱> >> > 　　　　
一提到双子的爱，一般人肯定都会说：双子座的人最花心。可是是真的是这样吗？双子和异性的关系好只是因为他们非同一般的亲和力，而双子的真心只有一个，当他找到的时候，他就会付出自己的一切让对方得到幸福，他要的不是他自己能和对方在一起，他要的是对方的幸福，和双子在一起会感到很随和，因为他会包容你的一切，你的一切优点和缺点，和双子在一起绝对不会觉得被锁住，你只要做自己就好，因为双子喜欢的就是真实的你，做作的人根本不会得到双子的心。
坚强> >> > 　　　　
有人说双子很坚强，什么都不在乎，是阿，表面的双子确实很坚强，但是内心他们比任何人都脆弱，也许这也是风向。　星座的人的一个特性，决不会让别人看到自己脆弱的一面，因为他们都是一个有一双别人看不见翅膀的天使，天生就会给别人带来快乐，双子们的眼泪是透明的，别人看不见，可是自己却能看得很清楚这样的透明的泪给自己开来双倍的痛。
人际> >> > 　　　　
双子们的人缘很好，因为他们懂得你什么时候需要什么样的帮助，而且双子们会根据不同的人有不同的交往方式，双子很容易相信别人，所以经常会被欺骗，可是在欺骗后他们仍然会轻轻的笑笑然后说：没关系的，他骗我肯定会有原因。双子从来不会知道后悔是什么，因为他们时时刻刻都在为别人想，总会设身处地，可是这样别人根本就不知道，就是因为他帮助别人太多了，所以在他需要帮助的时候却总是孤立无援，然后继续的笑着，笑着找到一个角落，留下那颗透明的泪。
朋友> >> > 　　　　
当双子的朋友真的很幸福哦！因为当你遇到什么困难时，他会比你更着急，甚至会失去自己宝贵的东西也会帮助你，他会带给你快乐帮你分担忧愁，可是你却看不到他的孤独和无助，当双子看到你不高兴的时候，无论这时他有多么的郁闷，他也会立刻露出最真实的笑容来帮助你。
执着> >> > 　　　　
说双子善变，那只是片面之词，对于双子真正喜欢的东西，它是会执着的让人害怕的，就是因为内心太像小孩子太单纯，所以对于他们真正喜欢的东西，他们是根本就不知道放弃是什么的，除非是他们自己发现这个东西不值得，否则他们是绝对不会放弃的，只要是他们肯定的，他们就会有超出别人很多的坚持和执著。
自尊> >> > 　　　　
双子的自尊很重要，对于他们最重要的恐怕就是这个了，他们懂得原谅，无数次的去试着原谅，就算别人让自己千疮百孔，他们也会无条件的有自己的宽容，有自己的原则和原谅，就是因为他们的自尊，他们的自尊心让他们相信这个世界永远都是最美的，因为他们的自尊不允许自己放弃这个世界。
分享> >> > 　　　　
在双子的世界里没有分享，只有是你的或者是我的，他们不会把一样东西去和别人分享，因为他们认为这样对那样东西是不公平的，因为他在乎每一个人每一样东西的感觉，只要他认为这件东西是自己可以割舍的，他绝对会无条件的退出，去成全别人，对于欺骗过他们的恋人，他会选择原谅，但绝对不会再和他们在一起，因为他懂得这样不值得。
> >> > 　　　　双子座的人真的很可爱，真的很需要人的保护和安慰，他们不会放弃世界，却会放弃自己，去成全别人，他们懂得原谅和理解，无论这一秒他有多讨厌一个人，下一秒看到那个人脆弱的一面，他还是会去无条件地帮助他，真的很傻吧？但是傻的好可爱，好让人心疼，痛过以后，他们依然会笑着面对以后未知的路，继续原谅，继续理解，继续快乐，继续的傻着，改变双子真的很难吧？因为他们的心都是金刚石作的，但不是说他们无情，他们的执着只是针对自己的，那么孤傲的一个人，也只是针对自己，因为他们不知道怎么表达自己的内心，所以他们选择了沉默。

Busy

so...long time i didn't post blog...very bz this few week ....yesterday just back from penang...go there meeting...coming friday got event...aiyo..damn tired de...ok lah..wan go sleep...post again when i m free....gd9

MOVIE

Love matter..this movie..realy very funny..that day go to c movie with friend..oh my god...laught until my die..haha..all people in the cinema laught like a shit...haha..too funny...all ppl just laught..mm..i think got some touching part also lah..not bad lah..all so real in the word..it discuss about 3 different ppl have 3 different kind of love...that is young,mature, and old ppl love.haha..very nice...but...i go in cinema late..haha..coz missing in some where in KL there..haha..then rush rush rush to the cinema...haha..nasib baik my friend phone got GPS...if not...i think i will miss the movie...haha

today 7.00 am i wake up...go to SIN CHEW RI BAO redeem the premium show in this coming tuesday...7.40am when there..wah..lot ppl start to change the ticket at there...i just bring my ear phone n sit there n waiting..wait n wait..then finally my turn...change 2 ticket....actually wan go c with my friend..after get the ticket...then walk back to car...then c the ticket..my god..it got seat..n it is different seat....one is B26 n one is C1..different row.my god..that time realy blur...then fetch my colleagues go back there..c whether can change or not..kanasai the staff no1 change for me...then 2 ticket at my hand...then ...i dunno..feel very sorry to my friend..coz promise jor wan bring my friend to c the premium show..but wat i did..can't achieve wat my friend want...aih...a bit angry on myself...realy..y this small small things can't make it..aih..

after tat think n think...decide no1 go the premium show...then buy the ticket and go another day...aih..dissapointed loh...can't get the same row...aih...the stupid staff lah..got seat..but still no1 change for me...kanasai...hate it...sorry to my friend..break ur promise..aih....feel bad on it...SORRY....