J@cky Low

3 months

2011-05-03T08:32:00.002+08:00

for the past 3 months...with u quite closely..most of the day together...lunch and dinner..sat n sunday..know u change job...kepong or nilai..dunno how to choose...

if i m selfish..i will ask u to choose kepong...but i know u r more like nilai job..so just let u go..

the life after tat..dunno how to handle it...from most of the time together..until alone..and back to my previous life...hope i able to 习惯 it...maybe this will take some time..but i believe that..i able to handle it...by wat ? by work....用工做麻醉自己...then won't let myself think so much..

heart pain pain de..dunno y...the feel so weird...from every day become 1 @ 2 week meet once..or maybe 3 week or maybe 1 month...but will appreciate it...

miss the time...miss the moment...is ok...take it as a challenge...distance and time...challenge for us经得起考验的人就是就中的胜利者，但有时决得自己不能胜任这一点 (distance and time)....GAMBATEH....jia you...let time prove every things...JACKY go go go

Pass ACCA = what mood ?

2011-02-21T23:20:00.002+08:00

today acca was annouced the result..i m so kan jiong...waiting n waiting..then get to know my ex housemate...a very keng girl get 44 marks...i m damn worry..and keep on waiting till 6pm...then suddenly my phone come in an e-mail.....i not dare to c the mail from my phone..too small...i scare i c wrong..

then i decide to log in using laptop..my colleague was around me..make me more gan jiong...after get it...50 marks...pass...waliao!!!!!i m damn happy..i think happy then those who pass with good marks..i think i m lucky loh..maybe..haha...hope so...lucky got buddha bo bi bo bi..i not wish i can get high mark..just wish to pass..i m happy for few minutes..

then after that...think back today whole day de mood...feel moody...
1. waiting ppl de msg for so long..but just get nothings..maybe i should get patient for waiting (leaning...)..i not so patient..because i m worry about tat..i hope YOU know tat who i mention...
2.currently working performance not so good..keep on get scold by manager...aih..too bad...damn bad mood...

these two case make me so moody..no matter wat result i get...these two case spoil for whole the happiness that i should have...

now is 11.30pm...i m still moody...but wat i can do..just wait...n wait...

hopefully this won't be happen on next time...JUST GAMBATEH and do all the best of it..

jia you...

Jacky go go go...

New Start..

2011-02-20T10:14:00.003+08:00

yesterday i was full of activity..1st time i m having fully pack of my sunday and saturday...haha...feel like wat i m before..

Morning..i was go Tian Hou Gong for my friend engaged event..haha..lucky..i can be their photographer..haha..actually..i just play play..and want practice my skill de...n thanks to my friend giving me this chance...I meet lot of my Uni friend..really long long time no meet de..

Penny Moh Wedding....

2011-02-15T15:39:00.004+08:00

Penny Moh Wedding Dinner....at Banting...

Happy CNY...first day of CNY

2011-02-04T12:02:00.004+08:00

Dong Chen Temple

Mid Valley CNY decoration

2011-02-01T15:04:00.004+08:00

today is saturday and almost near to CNY..i was hang out together v my friend go Mid Valley for photo shooting...below are those picture tat i take...still have to improve...gambateh..hope photography can be one of my part time job...GAMBATEH and happy chinese new year...

Happy Chinese New Year

2011-02-01T08:33:00.002+08:00

yahooo...today is last day working..work from 9-11am...said is 大扫除...but i think v need to close account also lah..aih..so properly will work till 1pm..then i plan go to gym before attend annual dinner..haha...so fast 1 yr pass jor...still remember last yr our HQ department still keep on pratice for our performance..haha...happy :)

tonight will attend Dragon-i Restaurant Sdn Bhd annual dinner for 2010...all ppl will wear 70's clothes..haha...still wondering how every ppl will wear it..haha..i m d judge for the night..haha..will choose a leng lui and leng zai or our Dragon-i night..haha..

new year new wish..wish this yr able to buy my own house..HUAT AH!!!!

What I did on last year

2011-01-27T19:25:00.002+08:00

long time i didn't post any blog jor...i think got 1 yr jor...year pass so fast...1 yr al'd..what i did? i also dunno..haha...just write down wat ever i had done on last year lah..

1.i still work in Dragon-i Restaurant Sdn Bhd
2.my family member add another 2 person jor..Hong Jie and Jia Ming
3.i get my iphone.
4.i join gym to make myself more strong from fizakal..
5.i had been bornd by company coz i study ACCA -2 1/2 yrs
6.i change my job scope
7.i had buy my flash, tamron f2.8 17-50mm VC
8.i had know some new friend
9.i had car accident for 3 times ...
10. dunno wat i can write any more jor..

Still alone in office now...suddenly feel tat i m getting old and feel like i was get nothings by now...feel a bit dissapointed...some ppl al'd rich, be Papa jor..i m still getting nothings.

this year my target is...i WAN BUY OWN HOUSE....dunno can make it or not...i hope i able to success lah...just iwish me...

Will start to post blogspot starting from today...try to make myself more story in my life...

Just Gambateh ....go go go...

after few months..my life is changing...

2010-03-23T00:16:00.002+08:00

really long long time i didn't post blog jor...i also 4get how many months jor..mm..just to update the blog here...c wat currently tat i m doing..

i was in dragon-i restaurant around 7 months ++...the longest job tat i work for...1st job..business development in event company..6 months...then 2nd job...sales and marketing in public bank...3 months...salary very good...but work work work..feel tat i can't c my future...then resign and go interview account job...interview many many job...at the end...i scarify the high salary and work in medium salary job..tat is account job in dragon-i...i was study account..off course nd to work back related field..

7 months job i work there...mm..probation is 6 months..and very lucky..i was been confirmed in the 3rd months..mm..feel happy about tat...but because of the HR ppl 4get to bring back my profile from director house...few months jor...so they can't increase my salary now...so...after confirm...got 4 months job..i dunno my increment...aih..sad...and i think i got 2 time increment...tat is another one for new year de..mm...gan jiong..dunno total increase how much...in this company..i had a gang of colleagues...ok lah..not bad..always lunch together..and some time will have go out together to eat and walk around...

haha..at 1st go in ..feel very unhappy..coz always kena bully by my senior...but after tat..every things is ok..maybe is because i was very fresh in account...dunno the real world things..study ok lah ..haha..but work..nd to take some time loh...then last time i damn hate my senior de..coz always use tat suck word to "fuck" me....but ...lucky..i tahan..n tahan..until now..become ok jor...feel my senior actually still ok de...not so bad...haha...and starting to have lot chat of it jor..

mm...working n working...job scope become more n more job...mm...manager said ...the chances is giving to u jor...c u whether u know how to take it or not...i was try my best to get the post tat i wan...mm..n starting plan for my future jor...hope within 2 yrs i can complete my ACCA paper...and with my ACCA qualification..hope can get more pay of it...and gain more experience on it...some time closing time work till very late...mm..8 or 9 or even 10 tim..no choice..work can't complete..dunno is i stupid or wat lah....so nd to OT...can't finish my job..so no time back to eat with my roommate...and feel guilty of it...dunno y...

currently i was join gym...hope i can build up body and gain some muscler...mm...but my roommate look like dun like i join gym...i know is my false to doing it lah...coz last time i promise he tat wan to ask the gym things together...but at the end i go to ask 1st and sign the contract....mm....coz my time n his time realy can't match...i work morning..he work at night...totally very hard to adjust it...mm..i know he complain me many things...but ...wat i m doing he dunno only...

gym issues make me and he fight each other...realy feel so sad of this...maybe wat i m doing he feel is wrong...and not so much meaning for him...and some more start scolding me tim...said those kind : fuck, jibai..those kind of word on me...mm...although i no said out...actually i m damn care about it...i m treat him very well jor....last time every day rush work...also try to back early and eat v him...but i think he dunno jerk....just scare i told him i m rush of work..can't back .....aih...i know when i told him...sure have those kind of black face...but...wat i do ?just telan all the things in my heart....

currently i m incharge for closing account for some outlet..realy no much time to back eat dinner...then i told him eat dinner himself..then he said wait me...ok lah..then just wait lah..i m not so sure wat time i will back...i know i will back late...just ask him to eat himself...he no1...then wait tat time i back is around 8 or 9 liao..then only said very hungry lah...then black face lah...aih..wat respond should i give to he leh?i dunno...just pretend happy to try to talk and try to push back...aih...dunno lah...i m feel so tired...realy...every day just keep on rush n rush...rush back....feel very peik chiek jor...dunno i can tahan until when...mm...i think my 忍耐度still ok de...haha..if the water realy full in the tong...then finally it will come out de...just depend on how fast the water go in in the tong...

maybe some ppl they will think wat they r doing is right...n dun think other ppl doing de is right...keep on complaining...i very very very very less black face...just some time will have tired face...for those ppl tat know me...u all know...i m always happy face de...but...y y y y?y this will make me more trouble....aih..rush rush rush...for wat ?dunno...feel tired about it...bahasa melayu also got isu tersirat and tersurat...maybe ppl just looking at tersurat..and dunno wat is tersirat for the action doing...aih...suan liao..past mean past jor...

some time..i realy confuse on my self also..realy...dunno wat i wan in the future...stressful thinking of it...long time i no go beach n scream out...and long time no go swim..maybe swim will make me release my stress....haha.,...n kei kei scream in the water..haha...no ppl will watch it...

no matter how..life still nd to going on...working + gym...make my time table full of everytime...gym can make myself healthy..and look for presentable...haha...one of the issue tat i was thinking in my mind...wat is the purpose of we all go to gym...haha..some ppl wan gain muscler..keep fit...kap lui...kap zai......haha...for me...off course gain muscler lah...other part is not in my category as well..haha...

eat a lot..drink alot water..just hope can gain more muscler on it...tat is my purpose of gym nia..no other purpose...

ok lah..time is al'd 12.50am..2morow still got lot work to do...just gambateh lah...jacky..u can do it...gambateh!!!jia you...dun think so much ...have a very very gd nice dream...jia you....

Case 39 become case 40

2010-01-18T21:36:00.002+08:00

realy damn long time i no post blog at here...coz every time i come here is when i m quite bad mood..no place to express it..so i will write it down...mm..think back...got 5 months i was in dragon-i jor...feel so fast...mm...from now start until CNY will be back late..because we nd to practice at office for our annual dinner performance...so no time back and accompany my roommate to eat dinner...so sorry to him...aih...coz some time colleague not allow us go back..coz hv't train well...aih..beside tat...when closing period..nd back late..coz realy no much time no do account..damn lot things to do..sienz....rush rush rush...

last 2 day when for One Utama c new movie...case 39 with my roommate..mm...at 1st..we consider for 3 movie...1st : woohoo 8.30pm, 2nd: the spy next door, 3rd: case 39...actually i m more prefer to c woohoo de...but all fully book...still remind the 4th row seat after the reservation had been open...mm..4th row still ok for me..coz i m excited wan c tat movie...but...mm...then v wait for case 39....mm..the seat damn well..is gam gam ho at the middle and also v get the seat gam gam hoh..middle..haha..sure very nice the movie...then c c c ...is a horror movie...mm...still ok...but quite scary a bit...for me still ok..coz after i c..i will forget..n my roommate very scare....

the next day i had training in office....but my roommate said wan go lim teh...at 1st i said no1...then he direct change face..so.. scare him loh..said ok lah..v go loh...but he look like boh song after i said wan go...aih...go or not go also boh song..i also dunno how...tat time i m damn slepy..some more driving..but scare he will angry..so ok loh...go ss2 minum teh....let him cool down...i know he scare...can c...drink teh until 1.30am..mm...after back direct sleep liao..coz i m realy tired for the whole day training plus next day nd training again...aih..then ok loh..i fast fast sleep...

aih...bad things come again...the next day i back home...he look totally change treating me...aih...i know he will said i not understand he...aih..actually i know him de lah...like eat kfc...he dun like eat 鸡胸和鸡腿but i dunno how to tell the waiter..so cincai order...aih...then aih..kena marah again...有口难言。realy dunno how to tell him....look so quiet for this few day...in room also...ask he things...he also like a cool man answer me...aih...then 干脆i no ask him...let the room quiet...i dunno this will tahan till how long...this is the case 40 after the movie "case 39"....hope will be ok for the next day...aih....sorry if make things wrong...

A bad mood day

2009-08-23T22:52:00.002+08:00

today just fight with roommate...dunno lah..currently mood not so good.keep on finding job...still remember..last time when i was back from working..i like to share the working things with my roommate...then after a few time..my roommate scolding me..said i m very fan..always talk about work..then...now..he go to work jor..always talk to me about walk...then i just diam diam ...let him talk...although i no interest to hear about it...but i just try my self hear it and give respond...aih....i feel so bad..dunno how to tell him...please stop talking about work in front of me any more since u dun like i talk..u also dun talk...aih...but..i can't...

i m hate ppl smoking...smoking is a not good behaviour..realy...smelly...i dun like it..talk to u jor..but ?wat to do ?u not hear wat i m tallking about..i also not choice...starting to change....aih..

next week i m going to resign...feel so bad..can't enter public bank any more jor...aih...never might lah..i will try my effort in new company...i will push my self to up grade my self...learn more things every day...keep up grade my self...i will go to study ACCA part time...to get the qualify professional paper..up grade myself..so i have more marketable...gambateh jacky...u can do it...

i was planning teaching part time tuition in pj area...to earn some pocket money..but still thinking lah..dunno can success or not.

I am coming Dragon-i Restaurant

2009-08-19T20:43:00.002+08:00

went for 2 or 3 week interview, keep on fill up the interview form...interview and interview, answer and answer the same things..very bored...

Today went for interview in Dragon-i restaurant...i think i m the lucky person...they just open for one post, which is account assistant and i able to get the job...i like the working place and also the people at there...they look quite friendly lah...but..the reality i dunno lah..haha..but i think overall still ok..i like it..

After interview at 11am, then get a call around 5pm..i m success to get the job, which is at Taman Tun...i like it..thanks ...is quite popular company..i hope i can stay longer at here...and if every things is stable..then i intend to take ACCA paper...this is professional paper..secure for my future and wan to upgrade myself as well...

1st of september is my first day to attend this company..i still hv't resign for the public bank..but is ok..is 24 hours notice...every things still ok..but i intend to work until next friday because i got some case hv't settle it..so i wan to handle all the things..then only leave..at least give a good impression for other people...

salary is not too high or too low..is average..between the fresh graduate salary lah..haha...actually they provide the hostel also..RM80 only...is quite cheap...but i al'd stay with my friend...mm..maybe after tat just consider lah..c how first lah..now the most important things is to continue and perform well in the company..this is wat i hope on me..haha..gambateh Jacky..gogogo....

Interview & Graduation

2009-08-11T00:38:00.002+08:00

i think i got 3 months no update my blog.lazy go to update.haha...but today realy very sien at home, so cincai write some things, so tat i won't forget wat i did before.

I change working condition from event company to finance line. Currently working in Public Bank Berhad as senior sales n marketing executives. Incharge housing and commercial loan. very pressure for this job. going to change work again.now still looking, hope can get a job that "gam" me and the salary also reasonable. Sales job very hard to do it..realy.i dunno wat if i continue do this job, dunno wat is my future in 4 or 5 years from now...think n think..prefer find a office job, more stable...yup..i know..office job nd some time to get more pay compare to sales job..no choice..this is wat i decide.

Going to grad on this coming thursday. finally after 4 years..i grad...finally...feel happy..tat day took pic together with friend in UM and also my faculty.haha...very enjou..meet back my 128 friend...haha...graduation..of course can't 4get my lovely family...i took studio photo together with my family member in PJ ss2..haha...my house got 3 person grad from university. i borrow my friend jubah and give my 2 sister to wear it..it look nice v 3 people and also all my family member in the photo...i very appreciate it..the most i want to thanks is my MUM...she give lot supportive for me to continue my study..2nd is my eldest sister..still remember on 1st year...i wan to stop my study..but my eldest sister pressure me dun stop..continue to study...if tat time i stop..i think i will be regret...nasib baik..luckly...i no stop..thanks to those people encourage me to study for this 4 years...thanks alot.

thursday...thursday...the memorable moment when i receive the skol from TNC UM.thursday..i m coming..but before thursday..i need to work on tuesday and wednesday first...aih..work work work...ok lah..go to oi oi liao lah..bye bye...

Singapore and Morib

2009-05-25T12:32:00.007+08:00

15-22 of May 2009

I m leaving soon to this company and my boss keep on ask me go Singapore to supervise the whole event project...my god..damn tired...i was no stop after my MIHAS event at Matrade..realy tired...my colleague will very jealous i can go Singapore...but..who know...i was very bad luck in singapore there...

we went to singapore 7 person...my boss like to smoke...n he bring 6 pack into singapore and kena fine by the Kastam $200 per pack, total $1200..my god...then the next day we go n set up the booth...the lorry hit the paip...waliao..the management said we need to paid $5000 to repair the paip...waliao..scare all of us...

then after tat...few day keep on working n working...work till 11pm....my god...tired...when during the event day..i can go back on 6.30pm...then got time i go find my friend..Li Juan and her friend...haha..go jalan jalan cari makan..go china town...then c "chicken"....

this is one of the KOI cafe...famous in sg...my friend treat me drink it...

jacky Zai, Li Juan and friend

very sien...at sg..no friend..just together with the contractor..nothings to do...drink beer...pitty...miss malaysia roti canai..miss malaysia many many food..miss malaysia people...at the end..22/5/09 i back to selangor..my pj house..then bring my things...cabut back to Jenjarom have a big rest...

Saturday i went to Morib with my friend...go there jalan jalan..buy some keropok back makan..haha...then Sunday morning go tong chan shi take picture..then back to pj working again...sien...today is my last day in Visual Earth..next week going to new company PUBLIC BANK..work as sales and marketing executive..izzit this job realy is wat m i like ?i dunno..hope this is lah...

special photo taking by me in MORIB beach..haha...sunset in morib beach...but can't c the sunset...go next time n take other picture lah

双子座

2009-05-25T12:02:00.001+08:00

有很多的朋友，可是“看起来朋友很多，可是知心的没有几个”这句话很深刻的形容了双子。双子很能说话，他跟别人可以天南地北的聊，可以聊得很八卦，也会聊一些很严肃的话题。双子可以跟你聊很多东西，可是注意了，他都只是跟你聊一些不关自己的事。随便他跟你说些什么，可是跟自己有关的都只是些皮毛而已。比如，今天又有某个明星怎样怎样了；隔壁班有多少美女帅哥的。关于自己的事，他几乎是不说的，就算是说，也是说一些关于自己无关痛痒的事。当你想更进一步的了解双子，他会很自然的把话题给扯开。

对于自信的双子来说，他又同时很没有安全感，这是双子特有的矛盾。他喜欢把自己重重包围住，不让自己暴露。对于双子来说，如果在一个还不了解的人面前把自己暴露了，就等于让别人抓住了自己的把柄。这样就失去了一定的优势。当双子感到独孤悲伤时，只会一个人躲在房间里哭，或者一个人郁闷着。

双子也很怕被伤害，很多时候宁愿自己承受一切，也不愿别人抓住自己的把柄。所以久而久之也就养成了习惯。双子基本上也是个很痛苦的人。表面上总是很有活力，很快乐的样子，可是没人的时候他又总是很忧伤。双子总会被一种莫名的悲伤笼罩。但他不会让别人发现的，他怕被伤害，也怕被别人抛弃，只能自己硬挺着一切。所以双子很神经质，精神脆弱，容易人格分裂，因为承受了太多的东西. 一般来说双子的孩子都很早熟。双子对很多的东西都在乎得要命，可是表面上就是看起来什么都不在乎。双子并不是故意要掩饰自己，上面说了，这只是一种习惯了，可是在外人看来他就成了虚伪的人。

双子是被公认的最花心、最冷酷无情的星座。其实对于双子的花心，真的不想再说些什么了。解释得太多，累了，也没耐心了。可是说起双子，就不得不提感情，双子这一生，似乎必须被感情牵伴，跟爱情纠缠一世。很多人说双子并不花心，只是博爱，所以才会有那么好的人缘。忘了在哪里看见了这样的一句话：双子最大的悲哀在于有两个人的思想，却只有一个人的身体，双子有爱自己所爱的人的权利，也有保护彼此所爱的人的义务，双子只剩下一个时，爱也就只剩下义务了。我想用如来若去说的一句话给双子的花心做个总结：花心的极端就是痴心的可怕。该懂的人应该会懂的。至于冷酷无情真的不知道该从何说起。其实双子是最平和的星座，如果可以不发生冲突，都会尽量避免。双子也很少跟别人吵架，他讨厌吵架，如果是因为一些生活琐碎小事吵架，那么双子就在吵完的那一刻就把这件事给忘了；

要双子真的跟你翻脸，除非是你的所作所为或所说的话实在让双子不能忍受，这时他会很鄙视得看你一眼，然后头也不回地走掉，甚至会不给你留面子地离开。这时你一辈子也别想再和他和好了，就算有的双子碍于面子和你再成为朋友，但是他们已经对你鄙视到了极点，只不过维持着这一层不得不维持的“朋友”关系其实，很大一部分双子，对待感情是非常专一的，之所以给人留下花心的美名，是因为很少有人能够让略带童心的双子动真感情，不是双子铁石心肠，而是双子个性里面天生有一些忧郁，一些潜在的不自信，只是双子隐藏的深入，可是一旦让双子动了真感情，那么恭喜你了，双子的天真，率直，外加表达能力丰富，一定能让你获得很多快乐。

每个双子都有一个故事隐藏在心里，多数是不堪回首的往事，双子是个念旧或者说是喜欢沉浸在回忆中的星座，他（她）的这个故事通常都是因情所困，动了感情而被伤害了的双子是脆弱的，也是坚强的，他（她）可以很快的振作起来，可以当什么事都没有发生，这些都是双子演给世人看的罢了，等到夜深人静的时候，双子内心的伤痛随着血液渗透到全身，他（她）可以一整夜的去回忆之前的点点滴滴，可以一整夜的沉浸在痛苦之中，可以一整夜坐在那里发呆，但是，一旦天亮了，要出去见人了，双子马上就从痛苦中抽身而走，你看到的肯定是一个神采奕奕的双子，这就是双子，拥有双重性格的双子，一个在世人面前乐天，快乐，在孤独夜晚独自伤悲的双子。

双子的爱是最永恒的，可以付出一切，有人说我们花心，那时我们没有真正的爱，当双子爱上一个人的时候是痛苦的，因为我们太敏感。假如双子爱上了一个不爱自己的人，那莫我相信他永远都不会再爱了，当爱给过了一个人，他再也没有能力再付出了，其实太多的人都不懂我们，其实连我们自己都不懂自己，我们很会伪装，很会说谎，但我们最细腻，对感情最敏感，双子的爱与悲伤，谁又真的了解！

Worry

2009-05-13T00:28:00.002+08:00

Finally i resign for my current job, as a business development executive in event management company. Happy and Sad for this 6 months. Happy is because i get know more people especially the giant company marketing people, likes yeo's, munchy's Jack Daniel's, Eon bank....deal business with giant company is not a easy way..realy...i learn a lot from the process...

6 months past jor, think back i incharge many event, like Smart Kids, MIHAS, UOX concert, A-Mei concert, Yeo's, Finlandia launching, Jack Daniel's DJ night and lot...haha...know many small brother and know more small sister...haha...i know..the event job is not an easy job, realy..wake up early, work till late night and some more saturday and sunday also need to work..waliao..this kind of job i realy can't tahan...i know...it is tiring..realy..but al was over...this week i m going to singapore for my last event job...15-20 of May 2009...hope can give me a nice nice memory lah...

Today get call from friend...he wan change school from UCSI to local university..it is wasting the time..but i know...this is no choice because UCSI fees is damn much expensive compare to local university..suddenly change the university, need to wait 1/2 years...then nd to study 2 1/2 years again..my god..this is too old jor...but i know...he is sad...i know the feeling..but i m a bit useless,can't help him to finish his study...1 semester almost 10k...waliao..die meh...hope he can get UM lah..haha...dunno...who know.

Public bank job is going to start soon, a bit worry..i plan to continue stay in Kelana Jaya or Taman Bahagia or Taman Paramount...which is near to LRT station.i not biasa stay in my hometown..i know may people said me i m stupid, working in Klang but stay in PJ. A bit far...but i got my excuse...I hope the public bank job is not going to be so hard and useless...

Until now i still hv't get a room to move..i dunno...dunno where can i live and when can i find the house..hope every things automatic can sattle by it self..but i know this is mission impossible..haha...

ok lah..gtg..this few ay realy very tired...work for MIHAS 6-10/5..until now still hv't get the leave..aih.ths company...

ok lah..gtg..post again next time...zzz

Resign + new life

2009-04-28T22:09:00.002+08:00

finally i get an offer from public bank with the sales and marketing executive position in klang. sound like very good, public bank, good benefit some more...aih, but oh...Klang oh..where should i stay leh ? n some more i stay alone, very expensive for the living cost....n dunno where should i stay...actually i can stay at my hometown Jenjarom de..but..i got somethings miss at here (KL)..so i no1 go back...i know...i m so stupid..can save the cost...but i rather stay here...dunno..maybe i m siao kua

I m going to resign 2morow...actually plan resign today de...but boss not here...so ...i think i will resign 2morow lah.safety...sure boss will ask many many question...dunno how to answer him...aih..shit liao...scare scare scare..

I m going to move liao...aih...PJ life...all gone liao..mm..will start my new life..hv't find the new room...i hope my new job can suit me lah...thanks for some one support me to do this decision J.

双子座

2009-04-22T17:56:00.000+08:00

> > 双子座> > 　　
双子孤傲是因为他们自信，双子善变是因为世界在改变，双子没有耐性是因为他们发现了不值得，双子冷漠是因为他们害怕被伤害，双子花心是因为他们没有找到真爱，双子不在乎是因为你没有看到他们的敏感。
笑> >> > 　　　　
双子们的笑永远都是最单纯的，无论什么时候你都会看到一直都在笑的双子，因为他们一直都只想把自己的快乐带给别人，却只把悲伤留给自己，你没有看到过双子的眼泪是因为他从来不会在被人面前哭，当你看到双子的眼泪的时候，那么说明你是真的把他们的真心夺走了，因为双子真的很需要一份值得的依靠，他会每时每刻的在乎你的一切，他们很敏感的，会跟着你的快乐而快乐，跟着你的忧愁而忧愁，跟着你的改变而改变，但在你面前他们从来都是快乐的。
爱> >> > 　　　　
一提到双子的爱，一般人肯定都会说：双子座的人最花心。可是是真的是这样吗？双子和异性的关系好只是因为他们非同一般的亲和力，而双子的真心只有一个，当他找到的时候，他就会付出自己的一切让对方得到幸福，他要的不是他自己能和对方在一起，他要的是对方的幸福，和双子在一起会感到很随和，因为他会包容你的一切，你的一切优点和缺点，和双子在一起绝对不会觉得被锁住，你只要做自己就好，因为双子喜欢的就是真实的你，做作的人根本不会得到双子的心。
坚强> >> > 　　　　
有人说双子很坚强，什么都不在乎，是阿，表面的双子确实很坚强，但是内心他们比任何人都脆弱，也许这也是风向。　星座的人的一个特性，决不会让别人看到自己脆弱的一面，因为他们都是一个有一双别人看不见翅膀的天使，天生就会给别人带来快乐，双子们的眼泪是透明的，别人看不见，可是自己却能看得很清楚这样的透明的泪给自己开来双倍的痛。
人际> >> > 　　　　
双子们的人缘很好，因为他们懂得你什么时候需要什么样的帮助，而且双子们会根据不同的人有不同的交往方式，双子很容易相信别人，所以经常会被欺骗，可是在欺骗后他们仍然会轻轻的笑笑然后说：没关系的，他骗我肯定会有原因。双子从来不会知道后悔是什么，因为他们时时刻刻都在为别人想，总会设身处地，可是这样别人根本就不知道，就是因为他帮助别人太多了，所以在他需要帮助的时候却总是孤立无援，然后继续的笑着，笑着找到一个角落，留下那颗透明的泪。
朋友> >> > 　　　　
当双子的朋友真的很幸福哦！因为当你遇到什么困难时，他会比你更着急，甚至会失去自己宝贵的东西也会帮助你，他会带给你快乐帮你分担忧愁，可是你却看不到他的孤独和无助，当双子看到你不高兴的时候，无论这时他有多么的郁闷，他也会立刻露出最真实的笑容来帮助你。
执着> >> > 　　　　
说双子善变，那只是片面之词，对于双子真正喜欢的东西，它是会执着的让人害怕的，就是因为内心太像小孩子太单纯，所以对于他们真正喜欢的东西，他们是根本就不知道放弃是什么的，除非是他们自己发现这个东西不值得，否则他们是绝对不会放弃的，只要是他们肯定的，他们就会有超出别人很多的坚持和执著。
自尊> >> > 　　　　
双子的自尊很重要，对于他们最重要的恐怕就是这个了，他们懂得原谅，无数次的去试着原谅，就算别人让自己千疮百孔，他们也会无条件的有自己的宽容，有自己的原则和原谅，就是因为他们的自尊，他们的自尊心让他们相信这个世界永远都是最美的，因为他们的自尊不允许自己放弃这个世界。
分享> >> > 　　　　
在双子的世界里没有分享，只有是你的或者是我的，他们不会把一样东西去和别人分享，因为他们认为这样对那样东西是不公平的，因为他在乎每一个人每一样东西的感觉，只要他认为这件东西是自己可以割舍的，他绝对会无条件的退出，去成全别人，对于欺骗过他们的恋人，他会选择原谅，但绝对不会再和他们在一起，因为他懂得这样不值得。
> >> > 　　　　双子座的人真的很可爱，真的很需要人的保护和安慰，他们不会放弃世界，却会放弃自己，去成全别人，他们懂得原谅和理解，无论这一秒他有多讨厌一个人，下一秒看到那个人脆弱的一面，他还是会去无条件地帮助他，真的很傻吧？但是傻的好可爱，好让人心疼，痛过以后，他们依然会笑着面对以后未知的路，继续原谅，继续理解，继续快乐，继续的傻着，改变双子真的很难吧？因为他们的心都是金刚石作的，但不是说他们无情，他们的执着只是针对自己的，那么孤傲的一个人，也只是针对自己，因为他们不知道怎么表达自己的内心，所以他们选择了沉默。

Busy

2009-04-08T01:23:00.001+08:00

so...long time i didn't post blog...very bz this few week ....yesterday just back from penang...go there meeting...coming friday got event...aiyo..damn tired de...ok lah..wan go sleep...post again when i m free....gd9

MOVIE

2009-03-06T15:13:00.003+08:00

Love matter..this movie..realy very funny..that day go to c movie with friend..oh my god...laught until my die..haha..all people in the cinema laught like a shit...haha..too funny...all ppl just laught..mm..i think got some touching part also lah..not bad lah..all so real in the word..it discuss about 3 different ppl have 3 different kind of love...that is young,mature, and old ppl love.haha..very nice...but...i go in cinema late..haha..coz missing in some where in KL there..haha..then rush rush rush to the cinema...haha..nasib baik my friend phone got GPS...if not...i think i will miss the movie...haha

today 7.00 am i wake up...go to SIN CHEW RI BAO redeem the premium show in this coming tuesday...7.40am when there..wah..lot ppl start to change the ticket at there...i just bring my ear phone n sit there n waiting..wait n wait..then finally my turn...change 2 ticket....actually wan go c with my friend..after get the ticket...then walk back to car...then c the ticket..my god..it got seat..n it is different seat....one is B26 n one is C1..different row.my god..that time realy blur...then fetch my colleagues go back there..c whether can change or not..kanasai the staff no1 change for me...then 2 ticket at my hand...then ...i dunno..feel very sorry to my friend..coz promise jor wan bring my friend to c the premium show..but wat i did..can't achieve wat my friend want...aih...a bit angry on myself...realy..y this small small things can't make it..aih..

after tat think n think...decide no1 go the premium show...then buy the ticket and go another day...aih..dissapointed loh...can't get the same row...aih...the stupid staff lah..got seat..but still no1 change for me...kanasai...hate it...sorry to my friend..break ur promise..aih....feel bad on it...SORRY....

DELETE

2009-03-06T12:36:00.005+08:00

last few days, 我鼓起很大的勇气delete wat ever i have with my friend..because got things happen between me n my friend...i decide to delete all...i know..wat i m do now sure my friend will angry..i do all of this just because i no1 my friend partner think wat of me...when i wan delete all of this...keep on think n think...y all this will happen ?maybe it is good for my friend also.dunno...i hope so..just hope my friend will happy about it...i promise my self..i won't disturd them any more..more n more...DUN WORRY...I KNOW I CAN DO IT...wish u happy forever...feel sorry hurt my friend.

练习忘记你
放晴的假期谁带我出去
还你的CD 却好想要再听
怎么我这忘东忘西的坏毛病
没有帮我忘记你的事情
丢掉的玩具我不再想起
丢掉的毛衣也从来不在意
怎么丢掉你我难过到不行
难过你怎么不为我担心
我不想再犹豫练习慢慢的忘记你
回到过去的过去装作没遇见你
我决定把你的好丢进垃圾桶里
太过珍惜我会舍不得你丢
有天时间会让你变得透明
不知不觉慢慢的忘记你

后来
后来，我总算学会了如何去爱。
可惜你早已远去，消失在人海。
后来，终于在眼泪中明白，
有些人一旦错过就不再。
栀子花，白花瓣，落在我蓝色百褶裙上。
“爱你！”你轻声说。
我低下头闻见一阵芬芳。
那个永恒的夜晚，
十七岁仲夏，你吻我的那个夜晚，
让我往后的时光，每当有感叹，
总想起当天的星光。
那时候的爱情，为什么就能那样简单。
而又是为什么人年少时，一定要让深爱的人受伤。
在这相似的深夜里，你是否一样，也在静静追悔感伤。
如果当时我们能不那么倔强，现在也不那么遗憾。
你都如何回忆我，带着笑或是很沉默。
这些年来有没有人能让你不寂寞。
永远不会再重来，有一个男孩爱着那个女孩。

Busy

2009-03-02T23:34:00.002+08:00

currently a bit bz..no much time to post my blog..mm..this few day realy lot things to do..aih...next week going to PD with my 5 Smith classmate..haha..they all siao siao wan ...suddenly wan go oh..then ok loh..long time alson o join together to play..so...i decide to go...mm..currently got mood wan to learn guitar..dunno..haha..wan play some song..haha...i will learn it

this few day a bit fan on my job,dunno wan to change job or not..coz feel very tired on this job..who can help me leh ?currently i plan all my weekday n also weekend activity..monday i will go swimming..if possible..then thursday will go play badminton with my housemate...then sat n sunday do event..if i change job..then maybe different loh..then sat n sunday maybe have other things to do...haha...

will post again the blog once i m free lah..tired...wan sleep liao

Slap my Self

2009-02-26T16:35:00.004+08:00

currently realy lot things happen on me...today i wake up at 6am...then lying on bed...keep on thinking some things..luan luan think some things...think until wan cry...hear the song...keep on hear the song...wan to relax my mind..but it can't...then lying on bed until my alarm wake me up...then go in toilet...open the shower...then slap my self...kuat kuat slap my self 4 time on my face...pain..it is realy pain...slap on my self n asking myself...wat i m doing now...slap n slap n slap....when i was driving to office...soul is not here..dunno...back to office...n change my MSN title for today <要学会拿得起放得下，这才算是男人>...then think n think..yup...i wan be a gentleman..so..i should know how to take n put down a things...GAMBATEH JACKY...go go go....u can do it ...time will prove all those things....give me some time...ok ?

a nice song
表达爱-林俊杰/廖君

男）我们擦身而过
风卷起了沉睡的什么
情绪在怂恿撑开了懵懂
有一种冲动 yeah

女）决定不沉默
毕竟有感觉的人不多
我不想就此错过

男）眼睁睁看爱
女）就这样过吗
男）至少我和你
女）可以说说话
合）证明刚刚发生过什么

用表白换一份期待能
不能就少一点忐忑无奈
心还绕着你徘徊难道真是爱
泪水流过才明白
爱不爱原来心里早已存在
幸福不在千里外
让我勇敢表达爱

KFC and Hai Luo

2009-02-25T21:37:00.003+08:00

23.2.2009 Monday

damn shit...monday i damn bad mood...because lot things happen...keep on thinking whether wan to move out from this house or not...coz got lot things happen...v my heart very pain..dunno...keep on think wan move or not....when i was working..very fan...working al'd fan...then now nd to fan find room some more..my god...tak boleh tahan leh...

friend birthday on tuesday...so monday when out celebrate with her...go eat KFC...

eat also no mood to eat...keep on thinking...very fan...fan until tak boleh tahan...call find to share my problem...then my friend come to Hai Lou...then just go to meet him...have a chat...n hear the song...haha...long time no go hai lou jor...thanks....for dedicate song for me...n the singer also sing the song..haha...feel very happy leh..n suddenly after chat..all my problem gone...fell happy....n the sadness no more jor..mm...Hai Lou is the best place to enjoy..relax...haha..maybe c who u accompany also lah...haha...Thanks Jensen asking me go to Hai Lou...although i no eat or drink..just go there sit n hear song nia..haha...any way..thanks...fan nao realy gone at tat night....thanks

Feel better after tat...then back home...rush my stupid Munchy presentation..shit..do it until 2.00am..my god..no more energy ...tak boleh tahan..go n sleep...n wake up late on second day morning.....

Sunway Pyramid

2009-02-24T21:24:00.009+08:00

21.2.2009

whole night i can't sleep...dunno y..keep on thinking wan go out for today...keep on wake up at the mid night...sleep at 1.30am..then wake up at 4++am,5++am,then 6++am...then can't sleep liao..lying on bed....too tired jor..coz 20.2.2009 just finish one event at sungei wang-munchy..then wake up at 6++am..lying on bed hear radio, hear song...then finally can't tahan liao...wake up at 8.00am..wake up n wash my "wife"...take almost 2 hours to wake my "wife"...haha..then wash my clothes...then bath...n keep my things prepare go out for today activities....

finally Jensen reach LRT station...go to fetch him n go tropicana A-LOOK take my sunglass...haha..after wear..feel i m so yeng leh...haha...shock sendiri

after that, move to Sunway Pyramid..take lunch at ming tian, c movie Kong Fu Chief..haha...waliao..the people in the cinema...kanasai...laugh so loud..shit lah...especially the girl..my god..when c the vannes wu..scream like a shit...wan to slap them...

after that..come out window shopping n chat n go bowling...haha..but no play bowling...just went there sit a while...take photo..c ppl play..chatting...haha...waiting for dinner time...but time past so fast....shop shop shop.then 6.30pm liao..my god..so fast..then move to "Yuan" steamboat...eat steamboat...waliao..when reach..rain like a shit...so heavy for the rain.....the people waiting outside...so many ppl...then just wait at there loh...n help my colleague book place also...waiting n waiting..feel bore...lucky got his mp3 to hear...haha...play his ipod..then suddenly get call...haha....is me....yeah...can go in makan jor...

haha...so funny oh...2 person eat steamboat..mm..but i think is ok ....quite fun n nice 2 people eat steamboat also..haha...eat lot...honey chicken, prawn,la la,vegetable,ice cream,kuih...haha..1st time i clean all the food on the table..my god...nice...full...we spend 2.5 hours to eat the steamboat...waliao..ful ful ful

honey chicken...so lucky Jensen can take 3 time for it..haha...eat lot..nice nice nice

Special ice-cream for Jensen...haha...4 flavors ice-cream- corn,blerry,coffee and another one dunno wat name jor..haha...nice leh...

haha..me and Jensen in "Yuan" Steamboat...shock sendiri..haha..

thanks...few day i was very bad mood....finally can enjoy my saturday....very well...haha..thanks...

this is the view for taman connought CHERAS...good skill ?the weather is going to rain...

No Mood for today 19.2.2009

2009-02-19T21:47:00.002+08:00

mm...today i m realy bad mood now...dunno why...work tension,stress...then after working..i just go to swim...swim at UM swimming pool...i m keep on swim n swim....just want to forget all those things past in 2 week agos...swim n keep on swim...then back home....feel very tired...slepy...2morow nd do event again..do until very late...tired....izzit this job realy suit for me?i dunno...planning to change work n planning to move to other place...mm..maybe near to LRT station.easy for me to work or go out..haha...dunno..all still in planning...

come back this house, feel guai guai de feel...come in room...feel like dunno wat i want to say..i no say any things...just sit here n open my computer..c 我猜我猜我猜猜猜...hope can make me happy...but...it can't....dunno...just feel wan to go out n walk walk...but i dunno where i wan to go...realy dunno..suddenly feel tat i lose every things...mm...i know Jacky,is a independent people...can stand up after fall down...i know...i know i can do it..realy...just wan my heart become stronger n stronger.....open the music so loud n loud...no1 give my brain think of any things.....

i think today i can't sleep jor....mm...sure i will think lot....mm..wo can help me?i dunno...i think no body...nvm...i m independent since i come out for work....i will gambateh for my future...and wo i want to do...n get i wan to get....dunno wat kind of the way....at the end...i hope i can get wat i want.....buddha bless me....

jacky is sad now....zzz....sleep...

Tired

2009-02-19T17:19:00.002+08:00

this few days realy damn tired..coz full of activities...work, entertainment..i m tired on working life...realy..i rather go for study..aih..no choice..wat to do..no money..so i nd to working to feed myself loh...c movie..do event..aih..2morow nd go sg wang do event..then at night nd go another place do event again after 10pm....wat the fuck..shit..damn hate it...

saturday wan have a big rest n enjoy my saturday....haha..hope saturday faster come..i realy tired jor...god..help me..

some time i m thinking wat i want in my life?realy...does this job suit for me?what kind of job tat suit for me?i dunno..realy dunno...who can tell me?

你那么爱她- 李圣杰vs林隆璇

直到爱消失你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个每好风景
只是他早已离去
直到你相逢
他早已经不在对你留恋
最后的你
开始了一段挣扎
你那么爱他
为什么不把他留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱他
为什么不把他留下
是不是你有深爱的两个他
所以你不想再让自己无法自拔

a meaningful song...i like to hear meaningful song...have a meaningful lyrics...

yesterday a bit sad...my original ear phone cotton lose jor..can't find...n dunno where i can get it...cost me RM80 for the original ear phone leh...sad sad sad leh...aih..y i so careless so stupid leh ?aih..hate it...hope got ppl can donate for me the sony ericson walkman ear phone cotton lah...aih...

A-Look

2009-02-15T22:00:00.003+08:00

today weather damn hot..hot like a shit...then decide go to tropicana...near my house only...haha...so decide go to shop a while....got aircon..haha..then jalan jalan at there....i wan do my spec for long long time ago de..i think got one year liao..but still not yet do...haha....then finally...today i go to do my spec...power increase 25...then i m working...normlly will go out ...so...i decide to buy a sunglass which have the power....then total spec for both are RM387...oh..my god...i spend lot on this 2 days..then i decide go n buy the maggie mee n cook..haha..got tong yum some more..nice nice nice..nice to eat...today very hot..weather damn hot..dunno y...aih...plan sleep early today..n plan 2morow wake up want wash my 老婆(car)...haha...dunno can wake up or not lah..hope can lah...hihi..go lah...nd go to rest liao...bye bye

14 February 2009

2009-02-15T13:28:00.005+08:00

this is a real person...he spray hisself silver color.my god.lot ppl take picture with him.then i also take a picture on him before go to meet promoter.

today is Valantine day.i went out with my roommate.to his teaching wedding...his teacher register at kl central there..dunno the place name.is a temple..i think is thailand temple.dunno lah...i dunno his teacher.so ...i just go there..hear my MP3 n fall in sleep..although the weather is hot..but i able to sleep..haha..so..can imagine how tired m i...aih..reach there around 12.++pm..then sit at there...sleep til 2pm...haha...

this is the temple tat i mention just now....look like church..haha...but it is a temple

after that,go sungai wang...on my god...damn lot ppl waitng monorail,buy ticket...alamak...lucky i got the touch n go..haha....go to time square 1st..then wan c movie de...omg...damn damn damn lot ppl waiting..then i give up...go makan sushi king..haha..2 people eat...Rm81.55...wah...eat lot..then share share ....then after tat go guardian buy my hair spray...Gatby...haha..i think is nice kua...dunno....haha..never try it...then go low yat..jalan jalan..nothings to buy also..then go sungai wang...walk a while ..then balik kampung jor...

reach at pasar seni..wan back bus 12 de....but my frien say wan go back by rapid KL..cheaper oh...then okloh...wait together with him..then wait around 45 minute..my god....if i go back bus 12..i think i reach home jor while i waiting the kanasai rapid kl...aih..back home al'd 8.00pm liao.bath..8.30pm...go to sentosa makan...then makan makan..get my friend call..ask me go yum cha...at Murni SS2...haha..she back from singapore..haha..long time no meet her..realy miss her...so funny de ....laught laught laught..talk talk talk...then take a pic with her..but in her camera..can't post here...haha...she went to many country..then she give me a surviner when she went to Thailand...haha...nice nice nice..thanks my friend...founder of University of Luan Shui...Li Juan..haha..thanks...very tired de valantine day....back home chat with friend a while..then sleep...tired....

this is wat Li Juan give me..haha..very cute..look like me leh..haha....thanks Li Juan

东禅寺

2009-02-11T23:04:00.015+08:00

this all took from me...i use my hp K800i to take al this photo..dunno nice or not...i very like it..haha....

美警出差 AEC

2009-02-11T22:46:00.005+08:00

haha..so funny leh...this team people..what they are doing leh ?haha...they are doing the recording at m PJ house..haha...they come for 美警出差 AEC this program...come help me to change my look..my fashion..oh my god..i m so lucky..im the 20 perso out of the 1000++ people..haha..god...so happy on it...cut my hair..help me change my clothes...make up...haha...but the only thins funny is...my house damn messy...they record all the messy things..haha...but is ok lah..student house is like tat de lah...mm...they nd 3 friend to interview...they interview them regarding my look..my fashion....haha...they come around 4pm until 8.30pm...my god..so late....but i m very happy lah..i can be in the astro on maybe is 14 or 21 march...haha.saturday 6.30pm...haha..hope tat time i can c the show lah...i get the survenir from them also..happy..realy happy...Thanks to AEC give me a chance to change...

Today i go working..my colleagues said i no much change oh...haha..maybe they didn't c wat i m wear n look for yesterday lah..haha...is ok lah...thanks to astro..realy....if got money..i will always keep on follow the fashion..thanks...hihi

A special song for a special friend

2009-02-11T21:25:00.003+08:00

陈慧恬 - 对不起你

你总习惯听我发脾气

你总习惯原谅我的任性

我想

这爱情是哪里出错

我最常对你说对不起

你嘴上说没关系

不是我不爱你别瞎猜

不是我想放弃只是很怕会辜负了你

我没有你眼中那么完美

不是我不相信有未来

不是我想逃避只是会担心

有一天你会生气我的个性

因为越爱越想要呼吸

只怕对不起你会变成伤害

你最爱聆听我的声音

可以回避那传来的耳语

你身上有我紧紧地看着你

你说你不容易会灰心

我其实没有信心

如果真的伤害了

你对不起

mm....currently a lot things happen on me...mm..i dunno what i m doing now...hope the decision tat i make..is correct...A SPECIAL SONG FOR A SPEICAL FRIEND...mm..actualy...i m feel very sorry to my friend...i dunno wat i can do for him..so tat can cover all the things...mm...heart will pain..sure will pain...mm..sorry can't mean any things..7 february things happen around me....i go back hometown..think n think..then monday back to pj....do the final decision...monday..i m crying...1 time is for myself...i cry because i hate myself so stupid...2nd time i cry is because of my friend...3rd time i cry is because of my another friend...mm...dunno..pain when i do this decision...on tat night..i dunno wat i can do..i just no1 stay at home...just wan go out find my friend n talk...

i went to cheras...stay at my friend house...when i look at him...1st things...is...i wan to cry out...realy...tears wan come out...but Jensen ask me dun cry...cry then no man jor...haha...then i stop it...but cry in heart...haha...mm...tat day...i m sad n i m happy..because got Jensen accompany when i m sad...haha...bring me go 7-eleven buy drink...go mc'd..da bao nugget things go back eat...haha..cry until hungry jor..hah..then at his room..chat n chat...chat too many things...chat until wan cry...but...hold the tears...n he let me 4get many things...coz keep on say some funny funny things...haha...Thanks...chat until 6am...is AM...my god..then only sleep...haha...2 guys....lot things to chat..haha...then next day i feel very happy..realy damn happy....coz for my friend..no body make a breakfast for me before...my god....i eat the tuna bread...haha..n a cup of coffee...wah..full full full...realy full....get back happy....

11.30am i m going to back to pj again..on the way i back...my brain all blank...nothings inside my brain..i dunno wat i m thinking...n no eneryg to talk..n some more wan accident when back...aih...nvm lah..all over..go da bao for my friend....come back n chat...i promise Jensen..i won't cry...realy won't cry...mm..i think i do it....haha...control myself...CONTROL...haha...yes..i can make it...after tell al the things....feel comfortable...maybe i lose some things in this case..but i hope between us...can be the best best friend..m...dunno..nd time for us to change....

this special song...the lyrics damn meaningful....i hope my special friend can get it...wat i wan to tell....all in the lyrics....realy match all the things tat i wan to tell...final things....is TRUST....trust gone....realy gone...mm..nvm lah..i m stil recovering..trying to change my life style....haha...i know..i m alwys the best ....wo m i...I M JACKY....best for my own n best for my lover.... TRUST

What i want ?

2009-02-06T16:31:00.002+08:00

yesterday went to mid valey c this movie " red cliff 2"..damn nice nice nice..haha...the way their use the strategic..very geng leh, use 攻心计...this is the most hard to use..need to know what is the people think...before know the people think, then the person ma know well of him..waliao..damn nice...i go to c at 11.30pm..when back home al'd around 2.40am liao..my god.then wake up at 8.20am...go to work...n feel slepy at office...

today got somethings to do, but i finish do all those things liao...so, can relax now loh..haha...actualy go things to do de lah,but i lazy to do, so just on9 and post the blog...mm...currently i m keep on thinking what i want in my life? if u give love,family,career,friendship,moral...how u going to arrange this 5 things...mm..for me..i think i will arrange career 1st,then family,love,friendship and the last is moral.....haha...i forget al'd...i play a game before this...it is somethings similar with wat i said just now.career of course is important for guy...n i m working in event company now, but i was study accounting...i dunno whether i choose the job is correct or not...coz some time the job quite easy...nothings to do...maybe is because no much business,so very relax,can on9..chit chat,post blog,hear music...but when have event...do like a shit...aih...izzit this job realy suit me ah ?aih..i also dunno...scare i choose the wrong career.

family, i love my family very much...but i seldom go back..haha..coz a bit tired to drive back alone,then back pj alone ...total time nd 2 hours...my god...some more some time nd trafic jam...aih...m..some time 2 week or 3 week only back once...go back c mum...coz at home, mum n 1 sister nia...aih..some time a bit worry them de....mum this year 53yrs old liao,still working in factory. told her no nd to work, then she said no work then nothings to do at home also..aih..dunno lah...just hope my family all always healthy lah..

love, aih...this things is very burden me,every time when i back...my mum sure will ask me when i wan bring the gf back home...aih..shit lah..how i wan to explain to mum my condition...aih...mum...actually i .........i .........aih..dunno how say lah..better dun say lah..keep quiet lah...just leave it lah...let it naturally..,..hope the person i want can well know on me,understand wat i want n wat i need lah....

friendship...currently working jor, friend become small n small nia, after back home only sit at home, on9,play game,chat with friend..like tat nia,,if ask me go out...mm..some time a bit lazy..coz very tired working leh....wake up so early,..then come office nd to c boss mood,every sien loh...then become less n less go out jor..friend become lesser n lesser jor...aih...dunno how...just maybe in msn nia loh...

moral...aih..this world no moral one...你做初一我做十五...all same same nia lah...especially in the office...wat also can do...this is call real world..so far..i m good with the colleagues lah...coz i just enter 3 month nia..dunno lah...hihi...

day pasting 1 day n 1day....i still lost my goal,hope..wo can help me achieve it..i wan to become a rich man...because become a rich man..then u can get wat u want....aih....god god god..help me...财神你在哪？

two meaningful song for me....regarding love

2009-02-05T10:08:00.009+08:00

坏人　方炯镔　
那一扇车门
关出我们的裂痕
一声就震断了回头的路程
爱无法均分
以后就留给你们
也许用伤害结束爱才更动人
容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人
你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人
三个人从不对等
总有个人必须牺牲
那永恒就等他带你完成
你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

黄威尔 - 友谊万岁
一开始从未开始
这刻已相偎相依
有福同享有难同当
安全的距离
头可破血可留
可是你怎么追求
促膝长谈把酒当歌
暧昧的探戈
爱情有结束时候
会让你伤心泪流
我和你不会分手
是情人是朋友谁左右
让我陪你到最后友谊万岁
只好安慰自己
我很高兴可以认识你
我和你男和女多么微妙的关系
演一出戏唱一首歌
友谊万岁
我欺骗我自己想要更多不敢告诉你

Long time i didn't post blog

2009-02-03T15:30:00.010+08:00

i think got one month i no post any blog at there..haha...currently wat i m doing leh ?still the same.working n working n working...here are some of the picture tat i took or this few week ..this is the picture tat i took together with my lovely 128 housemate, beside that, my coursemate- ling ling and bit pui..all is my best friend..long time didn't c them...miss them..aih...
we took pizza hut at TTDI branch..chat for almost 2 hour at there.haha..maybe long time no chat..coz all move to other place jor...hihi..so happy together with them..when i have this kind of change a again leh ?

This is where i took during CNY at 东禅寺...my hometown...haha..actually the temple just beside my house..i go there with my 5 smith classmate..haha..every year we sure will went there take picture..haha..this year very special design..coz have a big cow at there..sponsor by Dutch Lady...hihi...waliao...can't tahan lot...every people say will trafic jam..yup...correct..trafic jam because of people....then car is not jam..only the people jam like a shit...waliao...this year not much special..i think the special things is just the cow.

Happy birthday to me...haha..so special leh..haha..actually not lah...during 初七，人日..my family said wan bought a cake to celebrated birthday oh..then went to banting buy a fruit cake...i like eat cake..hihi..but not this kind cake lah..waliao...x nice at all...i like eat chocolate, blurberry...hihi...but this cake..alamak...x nice lah..wan vomit leh...but any where...long time i dun have celebrate birthday jor..haha...happy birthday to me....

yesterday i went to Tropicana City Mall...go jalan jalan cari makan...haha..go cari makan at Phoa Hua...i think is indonesian restaurant..eat the chicken rice..got pokai..then drink a special drink..but not nice lah...got bean,jagung,cincai...all mix together..not nice de...very sweet...the environment is quite ok..beautiful..nice..hihi...at there around 30 minute to take my dinner...

Jalan jalan at tropicana city mall...then looking for HOJB shop..coz got 50% promotion..this crystall call 虎眼石...it got 2 color...one is blue and another normal one is brown color...brown color i had al'd..last time during form3 my sister gave me...then now..i buy my own...a special blue color 虎眼石...haha..look nice..i like it...before discount is RM98...after tat is RM 49..mm...i not have so much cash on hand..so ..just use my debit card to pay of it..hihi...look nice..then today 3/2, i bring my HOD went there to buy...n i tell my colleague got promotion..haha..they all also say want go there have a look..haha...i m like the director of HOJB..keep on introduce to people..haha...

today sit at office..nothings to do..so ..just post a blog..CNY have many activities..went to my secondary classmate house,..gamble. win a bit RM10 only...haha..then went to cousin house, dong chan temple...sien....no special things...lot of movie i hv't watch yet..hihi..wan go to watch...2morow go with Jensen...n thursday go with Chye Li, Ling Ling and Steve...haha..hope they won't put me aeroplane lah...2morow watch 家有喜事，then thursday watch 赤壁2...haha..waliao..pokai liao..mm..this month must save save use liao loh...ok lah..gambateh in insurance exam lah..n all the best for all things..health,carrer, love,friend,family..hihi..ok lah..gtg...bye bye

就算是believe,中间也藏了一个lie

2009-01-20T14:19:00.002+08:00

这几天都没有什么心情，不知道为什么。可能是我自己想很多东西吗。你能相信一个朋友吗？你相信的程度去到哪里？我发现我有朋友有隐瞒我东西，但我知道，没有说，就是不想然别人知道，所以我也没有问。我无所谓。是真的吗？每天想起这些东西就让我没有心情。想要找东西麻醉我自己。想要找个人谈天，又不懂要找谁。想找个了解我的人谈谈我的心事，又不知道找谁。因为都没有人了解我，我就要跟写部落格。每个人都希望有人会对自己好。我也希望。很想有个朋友可以对我好，可以天天给我欢乐，给我开心。可能是日子一天一天的过，期望也越来越高。也来也贪心。但最近都没有感到开心了，都是我在给别人开心。我想我不会去相信我身边的每一个人，相信自己才是最重要。大家这边说，我就从那边出。就算是believe,中间也藏了一个lie。这句好现实，好真。不知道有谁有去相信过身边的人呢？什么人呢？

Bad mood again

2009-01-19T18:22:00.002+08:00

currenlt no much mood...dunno y...maybe got lot 心事,不知道要跟谁说.从小就习惯了,不习惯把心事告诉人家,不知道为什么,可能是因为没有可以倾诉的对象吧,有什么问题都东想西想,想到白头发都出来了....可能我把人家看得太重了吧!!!但人家都平平淡淡看我吧了,算了,伤心也要过日子,快乐也要过日子,为什么不开心过日子呢??

希望往后的日子里,有人可以了解我多一点....Jacky加油....

Happy New Year 2009

2009-01-02T11:28:00.005+08:00

happy new year...2008 over jor...this is a new year for me..y i say so leh..coz i no nd attend the class any more..n i al'd step out from school n start my working life in UM also ( university of masyarakat)..haha...

Yesterday i went to shopping at one utama....go around 2pm with ah ooi..then v go there jalan jalan n bought new year shirt...i press rm400 out...n also at the same day i use all the money..my god...but i m happy lah..coz i bought the 1st NIKE shoes in my life...from form 5 i start plan to buy the nike shoes..every wan buy it..but think tat i not effort to purchase it..too expensive for me...but yesterday....i get the 1st paid from my boss...n also it is quite memories for me...the 1st time i really step out working..i buy some things for my own...memories for me...
NIKE shoes...i very like it..very nice leh..very pretty..haha...mm..i think the useful life for the shoes is around 2 years...so...the price for the shoes is RM 199..after divide..one day around RM0.27...i think ok kua..haha...i like it so much..my colleagues also said not bad...haha

the shoes got 5 color....blue, red, silver, gold and white color...haha..nice leh..i like it.. especially the design...haha..

new year of coz got new hope lah...mm..this year ah..i hope my career can be better and better loh...n hope can get wat ever i like ...

Christmas....

2008-12-25T15:12:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas...izzit i have a merry christmas???dunno...maybe yes and maybe no

yesterday bz whole day at outside. Go clients office wait them about 1 hours...kanasai..izzit all big ppl also very 大牌？kanasai....shit them lah...then after tat go back ...go open hong leong bank account for company purpose..then back to company around 4.45pm liao..alamak....almost whole day at outside..no time to do my paper work..shit....then after reach office....chat with friend..n plan to sungai wang, time square n low yat for 2morow liao de...christmas..go shopping...then ok loh..plan all those things...after tat my colleagues said wan to exchange present so tat can go back early ...haha...of course happy lah....i buy a tabung for exchang..every ppl take a number and go n find the present...haha...i get a 2g pendrive (kingston)...haha..happy oh..gam gam i dun have pendrive for company purpose..gam gam ho..haha....then every ppl chat chat chat...then i can go back around 5 pm de....mana tau...my colleague( Ooi ) said want to wait the customer send the things to company..then ok loh..just wait lah...coz i nd to fetch her back..so just do stupid things at office loh..do nothings....then at 6pm..she called again the client..then client said friday only come..waliao..at tat time...all fire come out...kanasai betul..

going back to pj and meet my ex roommate....go 888 makan...chat a bit....then rush come back go UM swimming meet steve...haha..when i reach...he al'd finish bath...haha...c lah..how late m i...aih...all is because...aih....then swim swim swim...till 9pm..then come back rest loh...dunno do wat things every time at this home...just c my movie loh..really nothings to do...then steve back...1am go makan mc'd at section 14....i just eat sundae cone at there...then back around 2am....then before wan sleep....my 2morow shopping all bancuh water liao....he go training lion dance...aih....dunno can said is kena put aeroplane or not lah...actually wan go de..but a bit rush....go 10.00am then back 4pm...u said leh..tambang bus al'd nd around 1.30 hour liao...then go n back...stay at sungai wang there aound 1 or 2 hours...wat for..aih..better no 1 go lah...

then today i m alone sit at home....dunno wan do wat..wan go 1U jalan jalan alone..but sure will kena ask by my friend where i m go?go with wo ?do wat there..bla bla bla....aih..so..better sit at home lah...become santa claus at home...wait till hair also white color jor..haha...nvm lah...save money for me also...

dun like plan this plan tat..coz every time i plan all...sure will kena put aeroplane de..so..better go in last minute decision or discussion....then sure will go....do u agree ????haha..i think sure lot ppl will agree with me....

at the end...this year christmas...m i happy ??dunno...happy because of the pendrive???no happy because of put aeroplane??dunno...cover each other lah...no happy no sad....fair...normal...

ok lah..merry christmas...

贱人

2008-12-21T21:49:00.003+08:00

贱人

曲：温力铭

词：温力铭

作弄人不吸引神你对我太不紧要他懂得去认真为何我会变心这贱人最低等从没试过要认真请不给我太拘禁其实我没有为他人变心喜欢你却没能放低你舍不弃可否给我再识你但我与你不再一起别在为我生气喜欢你却没能放低你还是你我也始终总不适合你不可一起我与你已不在一起
这贱人最低等从没试过要认真请不给我太拘禁其实我没有为他人变心喜欢你却没能放低你舍不弃可否给我再识你但我与你不再一起别在为我生气喜欢你却没能放低你还是你我也始终总不适合你不可一起我与你已不在一起喜欢你却没能放低你舍不弃可否给我再识你但我与你不再一起别在为我生气喜欢你却没能放低你还是你我也始终总不适合你不可一起我与你已不在一起

this song...very nice..lyrics also nice..meaningful...currently lot things happen on me...bad things ..good things...all come 2gether....this is call life....some time realy wan to put down all the things..no wan think..just relax....but...can i ?i think no...i also lazy to describe the things at here..just hope all good come n bad go...tat all nia...guan lim ma bless me lah...

原谅我好吗?

2008-12-19T15:10:00.001+08:00

昨天做完工回来,很累,头有点醉...喝了五杯的vodka...回到家就是想要睡觉...好好休息,但是不能,因为还要半夜怕起来做明天要做的东西...电脑开着....朋友用来我的电脑,发现到我有不可告人秘密...天啊...当我知道的时候...我简直是晴天霹雳...不知如何反映过来....我知道是我的错...犯了滔天大错...骗了我朋友...我知道他很生气我...我知道...嘴巴说睡觉起来就没事...可是还是一样....我犯的错..是以前他犯的错...我又重犯了....是人都会生气...因为当时的我也很生气他....

现在的我...不苛求什么...只是希望他可以原谅我...我以后都不敢了....真的不敢了...对不起...伤害了你...对不起...,可以原谅我吗?

双头蛇

2008-12-04T22:15:00.003+08:00

company has 双头蛇..oh my god...wat i do...she also not puas hati...mm...maybe scare i m more geng compare to her kua...or maybe i think too lot...but every ppl also say the same...u think leh...izzit true ah...m i wrong...aih..lot thing hard to explain at here...n also lazy to talk about it...

2day go out with senior..mm...she belanja me makan sushi king..haha..nice nice nice..then go meet client..mm...go know ppl loh...know much ppl maybe is good for my future also...dunno..hope so lah..then back to company..keep on rush this rush there....aih..hv't finish job then keep on got ppl asking me to do this do tat...waliao...aih..geram betul ni...

2morow nd go yeo's loh..lot project...on my hand got 3 project nd to handle...aih..hope can handle it lah..hope lah...lazy liao..tired liao..mind sleep soon liao...2morow night nd go out again...aih..ok lah..bye bye

Work Life

2008-12-03T20:46:00.002+08:00

3rd days i in Visual Earth...mm...the job is still ok..not so pressure..maybe is just because i just in nia kua..dunno..maybe after tat will more job..mm..basically today i go out with my supervisor ..go to YEO'S company have a short meeting..meet with them n discuss some matter about this coming saturday event...then go to bank in cheque...then go one utama ...go to buy roller skate shoes...then go back office....

hear from my collegue...mm..they all keep on say ppl bad things from behind..mm...i think i know how to differentiate a ppl ..whether the person is good or bad..aih...me n my friend(ah ooi) just enter the company..then all ppl keep on tell us the bad things from each person...aih...dunno lah..different ppl got view of each other..i just hope i can setter all my things in a short time..then no1 peduli wat ppl say...aih..god bless me bah...

normally they ask me to do..i will setter in the early morning..then afternoon nothings to do.n also dunno wat to do also...aih...then just on9 loh...seaching internet...then download google earth..easy for me next time go out station....then just waiting go back..

during back.....my car block other person car...all people waiting me...wait me to move the car...waliao...not my false lah..i go to take the key..the person say i no block any person car..so i ma take the key at 6pm..mana tau i go there...all ppl waiting me to move the car...waliao..like gengster...scare me..aih....then after back to 952 again..

haha..i m very lucky oh..go back home..got ppl cook for me...haha..then bath..then directly can eat...but a bit weird....the vege put in refrigerator..haha..eat all the cold cold things...tak biasa lah...but is ok lah...happy...hihi...a bit tired liao..ready go to sleep liao...hihi..

My life so bore

2008-12-03T00:10:00.002+08:00

today is 2nd day i in Visual Earth...life a bit bore..maybe is the 1st few day kua....mm...coz i like to finish all the things in the short period of time..i dun like keep all the things on my table n make 2morow only setter of it...aih...early in the morning i think i was setter all the problem liao...aih..then afternoon...wat m i doing leh ???m..chatting...on9 loh...aih..nothings to do..

then back 29 ...go pasar malam v ah ooi..buy dinner..miss the feel last time stay at 128...when finish the class...then go to pasar malam buy food then back..then c the movie sambil makan...aih...now..no more the feel..car park at 128...mm..look back the house..mm..all the memories come out...aih..

after tat back to 952 here...all..again...c all the unfamous face...then stay in the room..suddenly my friend (eyrique) wan come find me...mm...gam gam ho..i m bore...n some body to chat..then he come find me...chat till 11 somethings..then he back jor...then my new roommate back also..then continue chat until now..aih..tired whole days liao..ok lah..wan go sleep liao...

thanks friend come accompany with me....

2morow nd working loh...

2008-11-30T23:50:00.002+08:00

aih..sien...just now just back from jenjarom..then go 128 take my sliper...then saw chye li over there keep her things..then help her to bring her bed to her new house..then back to 952 this house..when back...aih..all is unfamous face...then direct go in the room...saw the roommate...surprise..because suppose he will go to lion dance competition..then chat to him a while...today is the 1st day i chat with him...mm...at least ok lah...i know 2 friend at this house...then suddendly get ah ooi call me help her to move house...then go back 128 again..when back to 128..saw choe kean, zhi yen n ah ooi...mm..feel like i m staying in 128...really miss the feeling over there...dunno...2 1/2 yrs liao...aih...separate each other...then chat with them awhile..chat n chat..miss the feeling...aih..miss when play dota together...miss when bbq together..miss when steamboat at home..

when all get ready..then ready send ah ooi back to her new house...when step in the car...look back 128..this is realy the last time i been in 128...bye bye 128...bye bye my 128 housemate..128 roommate...i will miss u all de..miss this 2 1/2 yrs....all "dian dian di di"...aih...suddenly wan cry leh...aih...the feel different in this house...although got one new friend n steve here lah...aih...but the feel not like last time at 128 liao..the feel like v all r one family...128...never forget...

2morow is the 1st day i working...a bit worry..a bit scare..dunno wat i wan to do when 1st day....aih...lazy go to work...this is my work life???really is my work life?i m scare...my eldest sis past some insurance book for me...i will attend the exam in this december..possible lah..then mind do part time loh...earn extra money...next year the economic will drop n because the worst compore to year 1998...aih..dunno how...nd to earn extra money to cover 1st lah...

ok lah..wan go sleep liao loh...all the best..wish all the best for me lah...guan lim ma " bo bi " lah...sakit perut again..aih.......bye bye...gd9

Goodbye 128

2008-11-29T22:23:00.002+08:00

128...is a good name..nice name..in cantonese...we call "hou yi fa" 好意发...so popular to 7 of us...7 of us ???tat me chee how, zhi yen, choe kean, yun yin, yueh yng, chye li n me...v all housemate for 128...128...give me lot happiness...sadness...lot n lot memories...

last few day move house...keep on look at 128 each coner...each n each coner...each coner have our memories...feel 不舍得...from front of the house till end of the house....

front of the house..still remember each of us cut the grass...move the cupboard in front of the house..wash the clothes outside the house....still remember...we play the water..bbq..celebrate mooncake festival in front house...lot n lot....

in the house...mm...this is the lot of memories in there...still remember we do the steamboat...we fight each other...play dota...shock sendiri before final exam...chatting..c movie everyday before exam...celebrate birthday...

up stair of house...still remember we c superstar up stair there..v vote together...n some more cry when c out idol lose in the game..haha...tat is the stupid things v do..then v move all the rubish up side there.our note...haha...

end on the house..still remember our kitchen...v cook together...wash the plate..prepare the food...cook maggie...make up..brush teeth...pang sai n all n all....wah..lot memories...

the most famous things is our alarm...our house kena masuk thief..then the owner set up the alarm for us..when the alarm ring..sure v will shock n wake up...aih..all this things..past in 2 1/2 yrs liao...

now i move to 952...still at section 17...a new house for me...very new for me...just know one ppl in side there..aih...feel guai guai in the house....no much friend...aih...just know steve...then just can chat with steve....

goodbye my 128 housemate...i will remember u all de..

finish working...tired...

2008-11-23T23:18:00.002+08:00

finally...3 day over liao...my god..damn tired..long time no work as promoter..keep on explain the product to the customer..aih..serve customer...then today is last day...we start clean the booth around 7pm..then keep n keep...until 7.45pm..then chat with the nurse a while..aih..tired to be promoter...next time i m the person going to incharge all this event n all this program..aih...dunno how is the life...

after back from working..then start move house from 128,jalan 17/2 to 952, jalan 17/49...then wan wash my clothes...c the toilet like very dirty..then wash it...wash n wash..waliao..really dirty leh...1st time i wash the clothes in toilet..feel guai guai...aih....no choice lah...next time will have more n more chance for me to wash the toilet liao before i wash clothes...aih...my friend say the housemate dun like to do the housework..dunno lah......n i just move in..dunno how to open mouth say to them..if i feel like n song..sure their will think...if no song..just move to other place lah..aih..dunno how...

2morow go to bali liao..but..i langsung no have the mood go to bali..dunno..maybe too tired kua...the feel same like last time i work in sunway piramid during christmas time...after work..then back n bath..then go singapore by train liao...aih..the feel same like tat....no much enjoy..maybe nd reach there baru got the feel to enjoy kua...hope so lah..put lot money on this trip..hope i really can enjoy for it lah...n hope i have a nice n good memorize in BALI lah..hihi

move to new house..like no much friend with the housemate here.dunno..maybe just c them 1st time kua...aih...long time to go again...hope i will friend with them in next few time lah..haha..sure they feel guai guai on me...move in then stay one day..then dunno where i go liao...then after 3 days back here sleep one day again..then dunno where i go again liao....haha....think i m bz...mm..i think yes..i m bz on this 2 week....my time table all full...no choice..coz work on 1/12 ...aih..

a bit slepy liao..but still sit on bed to on9...hihi..today very happy..my friend cook for me...wah..holiao oh...haha...1st time i eat what he cook...haha...actually i m hungry..but i no wei ko to eat..but he got heart cook for me...sure i eat lah..if not..sure sad de...i know the feel..but any where..nice soup mee...haha...but now start hungry again..haha...use all the energy wash toilet..haha...thanks steve...

ok lah ...wan go rest liao...bye bye...i go bali loh...hihi

Yeo's soga bean

2008-11-22T22:07:00.002+08:00

this is the second day i work for yeo's soga bean in PWTC...actually the working time is from 10-8pm...but my supervisor wan us reach there around 9.15am..so tumpang her car..so early go there..aih...tired...my hand very "suan"...coz keep on whole the plan..n give ppl test the sampling...aih..very bad..the time pass very very slow...keep on watch the time...aih..5 minit n 5minit ...my god...the time...hard to over...i go to work with my 2 friend...1 friend sick jor...n 1 friedn blood pressure become very low...so..u can imagine..how tired..my god..keep on explaining..giving out the sampling...aih..lot ppl..but just few ppl working..aih..god...

after back from house...feel tat no much mood to eat..but housemate say wan go out eat..then just follow loh..no mood to eat n also no wei ko to eat after work..dunno y...aih..maybe very very very tired jor kua...aih...some time think tat y i so hard..aih...i m so hard for wat ?ppl so relax..can enjoy...then i nd to work so hard..for wat ?for wat i so "pia"???y ? y???aih...dunno lah..i also dunno what i m thinking..

monday will go to bali liao...but langsung no have the mood to go bali leh...working..tired jor..maybe sleep at aeroplane..haha..too tired...my muscler all very pain...aih...long time no be the promoter...no choice..i m grad....nd to earn money for my life also...nd to think about my future also..nd to learn how to control my cash flow....2morow is last day to work...aih...think n think..so hard..n so xing ku for event jor...kanasai....

ok lah..wan go to sleep jor liao..tired...write again 2morow night lah..bye bye

i dunno what i m doing

2008-11-21T21:40:00.002+08:00

monday morning back to jenjarom..go back n bz whole day...ppl say go back hometown is to relax, but i think i m a bit too rush n very bz on my things...go back go banting do my license, then go back home...on the way go back home notice that have a maxis center at banting...when reach home, my brother in law hv't go back sungai buloh, so ask him accompany me to open the line under his account, so ..from now,i m using fix line = postpaid...m...it got good n no good for me loh..last time i like to sms ...coz cheaper n also i stay at section 17, got campus zone..saver...then now i open line...sms become expensive n call person become cheaper..aih..make me every day keep on calling ppl..aih..like kaya ppl pula..then back home keep on wash all my shirt. mum also ger surprise i have lot of shirt hv't wash..haha..coz after exam then i go back jor ma..of course no wash lah..hihi..go back also nd to wash my self lah..haha..then monday night on9 a awhile..then sleep jor

tuesday morning i sleep till 11am..waliao..long time i no have this kind of sleep ...damn nice ..i like it leh..haha..but..i know tat..this won't happen at me for my future...coz i m going to more bz after this..aih...then afternoon sit at home watch tv.. then night keep all my room things before go back to PJ...then chat whole night with my mum...aih..so miss my mum...i wan go BALI...haha...i was surprise that my mum,brother,sister in law will give me money..haha...but all this money i use to pay all the debt n also buy wain..hihi...so..is still the same lah

wednesday i back to pj in the early morning..then go to move new house n stay in new house..oh my god. when i was enter the new house..the toilet is the 1st impression for me..waliao..like dunno how many years didn't wash it...god..dunno how they stay at there for so long period..then keep my room over there...then going out the have briefing at YEO's company...then evening back..then go to new house again to stay..i use the wireless to on9..oh my god..the internet slow as dial up..oh my god..coz they keep on download the movie...so can't access the internet easy..my god..i hate it..ppl nd to use it ...not only you pay the money..all ppl pay the same amount of money lah...kanasai betul....then lazy to on9...so slow..just hear the music over there...then c my book...then fall in sleep jor..haha...

thursday morning go to zoo negare..c animal...haha..more then 10's yr i didn't go there..then go there with chye li,yun yin, ivan, zhi yen..go there jalan jalan..reach there al'd 12pm...then walk n walk..n god..damn tired..so just walk around 2 hours..then we rest over there liao..haha..c the show ..then go back...it was rain..so heavy...rain like dog n cat..my god.plan go to swim with friend...but rain to heavy jor,,,then go back have a nap..then night go to chee how puchong house..haha..so sam pat...go his new house lepak..chatting..7 people go in a single room to chat..my god..haha..then back around 1am...then go my new house take the shirt for working..then come back..sleep...

friday..tat is 2day...go to PWTC work...waliao..go there no ice..my god,..walk with my supervisor to 7-eleven...waliao..far..n bring 10package ice come back..waliao..tangan pun mau bengkak lah..aih..then start work at 10am..the time was very slow n slow...aih..finally 8pm...then come back....wash clothes...hv't take my dinner pun...tired like a shit...dunno wat to eat..no ppl accompany to eat..so just no eat...drink a cup of milo...then sit in front of computer...i think will sleep early..coz too tired al'd...

aih..my time table for this 2 week so peak..i also dunno y so peak..for wat i plan it so peak..aih...then work till sunday..sunday night mind go to new house sleep..then keep my things go to BALI on the next day,...monday 12.30pm aeroplane..go until friday 1.30am reach KLIA...i think it will have a very bz n tired day..then back to pj have a sleep 1st..then morning or afternoon just go back home...waliao..peak like a shit..then rest at home until sunday..then back on sunday night...then next day monday...start working liao..aih...ma ma...like no rest..then i start work jor loh..aih..so tired...for wat leh ?

sometime i was think tat my friend can enjoy thier life...go sing k...always go c movie at cinema..always go play bowling..always go out with friend..always go to clubbing..then all these n these i also can't enjoy..y ?working n working....for wat ?money? wan to make myself more independent...wan to earn money for my mu..so tat she no nd to work any more...y ?y?y ppl can enjoy all this..no nd working..then can get money from family...from other way...y i can't??aih..maybe is nasib..maybe my nasib is like tat....dunno..but i no regret i born in my family...i got a mum very sayang me..i know tat...although always score me..i now tat...i no take any sens from them..every time no money..then will find my way to earn money...aih..like other ppl..so bahagia..no nd work..then can spend a lot money..every time wan spend money..then nd to think a while...y???coz i not kaya..n all is my "xue han qian"...aih..dunno lah..fan...jealous on other ppl..aih..hope got one day i also can be like tat...god bless me..guan lim ma bless me..allah bless me...tolong..ok lah..a bit slepy liao..ready go to sleep now liao..haha...

2morow nd to working..not like other ppl so xing fu no nd working..aih..ok lah...gd9

one more paper to go - Internal Audit

2008-11-13T21:47:00.002+08:00

mm....still have one more paper to go..but i like no exam..go here go there..relax...aih..but i no prepare for this paper yet...this afternoon go UM swim,but after go there,kanasai the stass say technical problem..no 1 give us masuk..aih...then go kelana jaya swimming pool log...go there,,kanasai,, rain..then go giant shopping a while, then go back swimming pool again...so cool...the swimming pool very depth...i just swim around 8 round then naik liao...hihi..so cold..then back home and play dota again..like no prepare for exam..my god...

yesterday go tian hou gong (temple)...n i go "qiu qian"...the qian say i must do alot "good things"...aih...then it say the good things will help me in the future..aih..dunno lah..no mood to study leh..going to move house soon..going to bali soon...aih...all the things come together...my time table almost full after my exam...god...haha..nd enjoy kao kao 1st...haha

tired make me no mood

2008-11-07T18:38:00.002+08:00

today i go UM with steve. I go swimming, he go to discuss his work with lecturer, then i drive his motor go swimming. Reach swimming pool, just i m alone, wahaha, no ppl kacau me n also ppl play the water over there. i swim around 1/2 hour then no energy, then go to bath. Go to science fac fetch Steve at 4pm.mana tau when i reach, i think that it is quite fast for he n his lecturer discuss, mana tau ,i wait until 5.30pm, got mood wait until no mood. Maybe is my false also lah, who ask me follow he go to UM oh..haha..then just wait 1 1/2 hour at outside, jalan here jalan there, jalan until no place jalan...aih...then 5.30pm he come out..then go back loh....

Go lapsoon print the passport photo, wan do my license and also keep it for next time...then 1st print can't use, coz some color not "sui"...so print again....waste money...then go makan loh..aih..now reach home, alone, make me very tired..no mood to study liao...aih...dunno wat going to do now....next tuesday start exam liao..i still leng gang leng gang...ma ma...help...keep on thinking play nia...Jacky, u can't like tat....gambateh...u must fast fast find back ur mood....last sem for me..i must gambateh sikit...can't "duo luo"...any more...go go go.......

不见了心爱钱包,IC,驾照,钱,水晶...

2008-10-27T20:07:00.002+08:00

yesterday go fetch steve at taman paramount..then go to eat at sentosa...after tat go back home...today when i wan go out...i just notice that my wallet is not on my table...my god...i lost my wallet....really malang this day...when at sentosa..i remember tat i still have the wallet...i was take out the wallet n want pay the money...but ppl treat me eat...then i keep balik my wallet..then after tat i dun remember where is my wallet liao...aih..my wallet...i like the wallet much..because ppl give me as my birthday present....my crystal inside..RM130 it bring luck for me...but i lose it...then cash around RM130...then my IC licenses, touch n go, atm card..nd to redo all this things...i think i lost around RM400++ aih...so suai...

i m very fan where i wan to stay liao de...coz no place for...as first steve say his house penuh..then jack how say his house also penuh..so tat i very fan...then today suddenly steve say ok move his house, then 2day go ppl come c out house, ask me stay..pay the same amount..aih..i really dunno how..i m very fan...my wallet n also my room...aih....hope "破财挡灾"....aih...

buddha help me lah...

你看见我的悲伤,就代表我不懂得掩饰我的情感

2008-10-27T11:01:00.002+08:00

mm..i not good in hire my feeling...as i think lah..duno..some time when get ppl hurt..i will just smile in front of ppl...but actually i m really 在意...but just show tat i m nothings...i always think ppl benefit...then baru think my own benefit..izzit m stupid...every time i will consider wat ppl think tat....izzit convinent for them then only think from my point...always think ppl...aih..until get hurt...

yesterday i not good in sleep, just thinking where i wan to stay in this coming december...no place for me today..at first i put lot of hope in 2 friend house, one is steve n one is jack how, but finally 2 also no place for me to stay, one say room can't put things,one say his roommate only will move out 1.1.2009..then where i wan to stay oh..fan...i found the place in pj section 17 i got my reason...find friend more easy...i m sure if i move far a bit, sure no more chance to meet my friend...then slow slow will be far for each other then ........aih..dunno lah...fan...yesterday night can't slee...just keep on thinking of it...move place also nd to c ppl feeling...aih..how they wan to find me...how i go to find them...aih..lot question...always put ppl in front...y i m so stupid...live in KL...i think nd to take consideration on my own 1st..nd to learn selfish...then baru think ppl...if not..sure die in KL n sure no place for me to stay...rite?

fan ah....although i m hire my feeling...but some time ppl ask me..how r u..u look like got some things happen, i just will answer them i m ok..nothings happen,actually got things happen...i m k of it...aih..just no1 say out..aih..if i m good in hire my feel, sure no ppl will know i m happy or sad...exam in near..make my own no mood to study...aih.fan lah..ok lah..wan go study a bit....

Room

2008-10-20T23:22:00.002+08:00

these few days really fan...fan about the room..where i m going o stay in this coming december..coz i will working on december at kelana square...but i dunno where i wan to stay.which one is benefit for me..which one is easy for me...each also have the advantage and disadvantage..dunno..my housemate ask me stay..but it really expensive if i stay here...coz one roommate left liao...aih..dunno lah..fan lah...dunno how also...final is coming leh...hope it won't disturd my mood lah....hope i can find a best n cheap room or stay back here and find a person to replace it lah..hopefully lah....fan ah...

Home

2008-10-15T11:47:00.002+08:00

today i was wake up very early,around 6.45am...yesterday i was very bad mood n not happy....because some body 误会me...aih..make me very down..just because my network got problem,can't get any msg n call..dunno y the network..aih...waiting ppl msg..then i fall in sleep,yesterday very tired...then suddenly wake up...c my hp, y still no msg..then shack shack my hp...wah...suddenly all the msg come in, all the mc come int...9 mc from a friend,3 mc from housemate,3 mc from other friend, then lot of msg...aih..then my friend think tat i m angry with him,no 1 choi me,say some angry word...then i call ...waliao..scold me balik pula...make me very bad mood....wan cry some more leh..aih...then actually wan go out lim teh de...rain.finally no nd go out...sleep at home....aih...

then 2day early morning my friend go back his hometown, yesterday no go out with my friend, so today accompany my friend go bus station waiting the bus....the feel very 酸 c my friend go back...dunno y..maybe i also long time no go back..or mabye i will start alone...dunno....aih....酸酸的味道

reach home liao..then fast fast do my things to 4get all about it...hope i will happen it again lah..n also feel sorry on my friend make angry on me...sorry...is my false..is my hp false....aih....go back hometown liao..i m at pj...when i can go back my home????

放飞机

2008-10-13T22:53:00.002+08:00

今晚我又被放飞机了，朋友说晚上要找我，带我去走走，可是呢？十一点了，人影都没见到，又被放飞机了。最讨厌就是被放飞机了。说一套做一套。

Bad mood

2008-10-13T22:23:00.002+08:00

Long time i didn't post the blog.Every time i post the blog sure i m not happy or bad mood. Can't find a suitable person to voice out my things.Maybe because i m gemini.Gemini people dun like to tell people what they are thinking.Maybe this is because their biasa on it keep in heart and because they dunno how to express it.I m this kind of people.Every time i no mood, i won't should in my face, i just will keep it in my heart then come back n post it in my blog.I dare to post any things i wan to say because no much people will read my blog.Haha.

Study for 3 and half year, finally i want come out for work.I m faster then other people one semester.This semester give me a chance to look what i m interest.Currently go for few interview,some success some didn't success.Interview for few job.I m confuse on what i m study and also what i m looking for.I dunno i want to enter audit line,account line,sale and marketing line or wat.I m realy confuse it.Yup, i agree that i m quite socialable people.I like to talk with people.For audit job, i think it need to keep on update the knowledge on accounting.I dun like i.But, i m study accounting in UM for 3 and half year leh, now say wan join other job, waliao, izzit waste my time?i d=really confuse, i dunno what is my future.i really blur,god, can u help me!!!

My friend will going back this on wednesday.No people can accompany me go supper, eat lunch, eat dinner,swimming...aih.Normally will do this all things together with him, but he wan goes back for 2 week, feel suddenly my life missing somethings...sure very bore liao,no ppl can chat, no ppl can fun, no ppl can eat together.aih.never mind lah,just concentrate study loh.he always buli me also, always make me bad mood de..aih...never mind lah, go back then go back lah

final exam is comig soon.2 more week to go. that mean i still have 2 week, then i will leave the study life, enter the working life?my god,i scare leh.i scare outside the world.after work,my friend will be less?i dunno,my entertainment will be less?i dunno...i m scare..really scare...who can help me?

无聊

2008-09-07T20:21:00.002+08:00

today feel so bored, n so wu liao, do nothings at pj house..just finish one movie..haha...nice...somethings like wan cry..wat i did for today again leh?...download song loh, sleep loh...actually plan a lot of things nd to do de.but, lazy, so lot of things hv't complete yet. next week is mooncake festival loh, i no go back, miss my family much n much oh..aih...lot of homework nd to do..every day also keep on say lot of homework nd to do, but like no action. hope i can find back my energy and spirit like when i study at KMPP...

aih..this few day feel like more pening liao..dunno will be more serious or not...aih..hope i won't get any sick lah..ti kong bo bi lah

ok lah..wan start my work liao...gambateh..gogogo

Cancel My RM499 Trip

2008-09-06T22:43:00.002+08:00

today my heart keep on very luan, thinking also, aih..dunno y, maybe keep on thinking the trip kua...my friend call me get the clearance, help me ask here ask there, really wan thanks my friend, then my mother also call me, ask me dun go tat trip. for the bali trip still acceptable, so, finally ask my friend, wo want go to the trip, the my friend suititude me,haha,,,really thanks to my friend.haha...happy now balik liao..but a bit pening kepala..dunno y

Bali, Bangkok, and Shu Zhou

2008-09-05T23:47:00.002+08:00

today go out shopping, my friend go to Matta Fair. I m goint Sogo shopping center shopping. Today got big member sales, so, just go there buy some my formal shirt for my future work. It look really cheap, many discount, some until 70%. Many people go there, i also buy 2 formal shirt, 1 formal pants, shock, one polo-t. Haha, all is under renoma brand, because renoma brand is the cheaper compare to other brands. The formal shirt look nice.

My friend was called my n ask me whether wan go bali on this coming novemeber or not. After consider one minute, then i just give her answer said i want go. I think i do the decision too fast liao. The trip cost me Rm1320. It include all the things, like entrance fees, hotel, food....n so n so. Actually i can no wan bring any money go there, just go there relaxing. Haha, the time is after my exam, coz after exam, i mind go to find job, hope can get the job n start working on december, because go this trip really pokai liao. Aih, get more surprise is the currency over there is in US dollar. My god, sure pokai liao.

After shopping, then go to majlis jamek having my dinner v them. Meet them at mc'd. Talk Talk Talk, then they say they got book another more dai trip, tat is RM499 only, really cheap.It also included all the things, like hotel, food so n so, but it without air ticket. RM499 can go 3 country leh, Bali, Bangkok and Shu Zhou in China, really good leh. The problem is we need to book the ticket ourself. Nd to select the time to book ticket loh, like RM0 ticket. If like tat, sure cheaper, aih, but for this 2 trip, only i one guy.Aih, the rest is gal, dunno sleep with who, aih, too bad, no body wan to teman me, pity...ask my friend, my friend say no1, ask another one, another one also say no1.Aih, so pity, in this world, guy all die liao ?except me lah...aih...too bad, maybe i no good relationship with guy kua, only v gal.So that no guy wan go v me, pity...

Total for these two trip are RM1819!!!!wah, so expensive, waliao, where to find so much of money, really nd go to earn money liao.I think from now, i can't go c movie in cinema, can't have supper, can't go shopping n many many can't ....nd save money go trip liao..expect for this 4 trip, i need to spend around RM7000 included all the shopping money..where to find leh ?nd to think liao..no ban fa...

Aih, now a bit bad mood, dunno y, should be happy wat, go can travel, go the country i never go..dunno, maybe ask my friend, my friend say no1 go, then ask another friend, another friend also say no1 go, aih...no jodoh lah..suan lah...next time won't ask any more liao..go alone..haha..go other country know other people..haha..sure more nice wat..haha..compare knowing ppl in m'sia..m'sia ppl sien liao..haha

Today delloite come to UM having so talk, is regarinf tax game. Our tax lecturer, Dr. Chong Kwai Fatt has ask us all join, n he make sure v will win the competition.haha, interest in this game, but my tax no so good leh.how ah ?i also dunno, hope i can catch up lah...hope won't get his scolding lah.next tuesday night n wednesday night nd go to discussion with him. a bit rush.

Next week got lot things to do oh, aih.2morow start, i nd hardworking liao..can't do the stupid things n wasting my time ...nd be more hardworking, n finish all my assignment...start 2morow..i must concentrate on my study liao...JACKY...u can DO it..go go go..ok lah..wan go to sleep liao...

BAD MOOD..hope after i wake up, all can start from 0 , then i start my new life again, 重新出发...

谣言满天飞

2008-09-02T20:08:00.003+08:00

最近和我一位朋友都很好，很多人都说我和他又不寻常的关系。这不是一个人知道，我想谣言快传到我每个coursemate口中，然后整个UM....我的妈呀!!!你都知道的，谣言一到人的口中，谣言就会变成更恐怖的谣言了，你加盐，我加醋，加来加去，最终会变什么呢？唉！！我也不知道，我想这就是要出去社会的其中一种考验吧！！或许，housemate看到我比他们快一个学期毕业，不爽我，在后面叉我几刀。我想这样他们比较爽吧!哈哈.谣言本来不恐怖,是到了女人的嘴上,就会变得很恐怖,他们可以把死人讲到边活人,你们相信吗?最毒女人心,听过吧!哈哈，我很开放，任他们讲吧,说够了,嘴巴酸了,就会住口了.哈哈,希望如此吧,我想我对不起我朋友,把他给拖下水了,对不起...希望大家不要破坏我的市场吧, 虽然不是长的很帅...但还见的人...哈哈...Pai Seh Pai Seh

这四天里

2008-09-01T18:27:00.004+08:00

这四天里,我到底做了什么呢?觉得好像很颓废

29-8 - 我染了头发，头发都变白了，自己染上了mocha color 的颜色，还不错吧！！！哈哈

30/8 - 早上七早八早就爬起来了,去见老师,讨论assignment,然后呢?走整个马大拍照,要做功课的,又热,又累...傍晚,steve来找我,要跟我一起去倒数,去看我的潘玮伯, 好开心,很多人..在那儿,我还当了香港的fans...哈哈..好开心有白痴,回到家已经是两点多了,肚子又饿,回来泡了milo. 喝了就睡觉了..steve睡在我的家.... 在pavilion看到了真人model,好特别的advertisement..哈哈，我也相当，应该没机会吧，不是很英俊。。。哈哈

31/8 - 今天是假期,星期日,没有出去,呆在家,睡了整天, 好累....

1/9 - 今天也是假期,可是我还得回去上课,老师也很勤劳...如果是我的话,我想踩他都傻...在家睡好过...

很多功课还没做,星期五又要考试了...好担心, 神呀, 救救我吧....谢谢steve...陪我这么多天,辛苦你了...hihi....

晕和累有关系吗?

2008-08-25T17:14:00.002+08:00

连续四天做工,早上七早八早就的怕起来,有一天更恐怖,4.45am就起床了,妈呀!!!连续四天,不累才怪,不累的人,我想应该是神吧!!!哈哈哈

最近发现到我一直头很晕,不知道为什么?怕自己患上地中还贫血,我怕啦,希望不是...晕不是一两天的事情了,已经有一段日子了,开始有点担心...不知道是累过头才会晕还是什么...

Sale Target

2008-08-23T22:13:00.003+08:00

today, i was very happy because me n housemate hit the target set by the company..haha.actually v have play differet kind of strategic to make sure our commision is higher compare to others..haha..so, earn alot,very happy.

today came a lot news people, nd to briefing them a few time...they r getting scold from the management, because too " kan jiong" wan hit the target..aih,so pity..today wake up at 4am somethings. then supervisor came to fetch me on 5.30am,damn,reach there abour 6.00am,so just lying on the sofa n have a nap,can't sleep,nyamuk banyak,teruk,so until now only have a few minute to rest...really tired n slepy

i dun like some guy in our sale team, some very "yong sui"..some ppl c i do a lot of sale, bo song me...n the management c my potential n ask me whether wan to join them for future or not..haha..becauser got potential in sale or marketing..maybe can consider, she give me the contact number n also ask me to contact her after my convo. i think sure very challenger if i join in the company, because all very geng, all ther staff must be know how to take photo, doing sale, print, doing photoshop, all the things,wah!!very geng lah..aih..RM5k each month is i set the target. the management ppl (Jasmine) say i set too low liao for my potential...haha..a bit happy, but dunno getting cheap or not lah..buy maybe i will try in marketing,c how 1st lah..hihi

today go back at 6.30pm,so reach home around 7.30 de, but because missing in some way KL, v reach home at 8.30pm again..damn lah, tired, after eat,discuss the strategy again v my housemate together tomorow..haha..hope v can achieve the total sale for RM15K..hope can lah..good luck lah.wan sleep liao,chat next time lah,bye bye

物质的诱惑吗?

2008-08-21T21:23:00.002+08:00

曾经答应过老妈,我不去做工了,可是,我又瞒着老妈跑去做工了..哈哈哈,这一次的工作有点难,跟了一般很会抢生意的人,真的有够他妈的,明天,我想,我不会放过他们,要跟我拼!!!!!受死吧!!!没听过双子座的人很残忍吗?????去死吧,等着瞧!!!!我明天不会这么容易罢休的....

很累了,今天五点就起床了,六点supervisor就来载我和我的housamate...七点多才到家...累到没话可说,Housemate累到已经睡着了...哈哈哈...不懂为什么我要做工呢???可能是因为物质的诱惑吧!!!想买很多自己喜欢的东西,没钱,就的去想办法...去赚$$$...aih...有时真羡慕不用做工的人,家里大把钱等着他花,真的有够他妈的....鸡蛋糕!!!!

好了,很累了,要睡了....bye bye,希望明天我可以破到我的target吧!!!拿到commission...哈哈哈....

雨过就应该天晴了

2008-08-19T22:29:00.002+08:00

回来PJ了,今天没什么做到功课,早上去还水电费,过后就去图书馆做功课..真惨,功课不会做,上课已经很专心了,可是还是不会,不懂是太笨还是什么...哈哈,在图书馆遇到一位朋友,但是没上前打招呼,坐在我对面,发个短讯给他..很无聊哦,这么近都不上前打招呼,反而SMS.钱过多了..哈哈哈

好久没去游泳了,今天和STEVE下午三点多去游泳,游几圈就累到想粪了...没力,可能太久没运动,晒黑了,要变黑马王子了,哈哈哈...过后去IPS借书,回家...好累,上了一下的网,就跑去睡了..可是都睡不着,不知道为什么,烦恼吧,想这个,想那个,所以白头发这么多,哈哈...

感觉好就没去PASAR MALAM 了,逛了一下...现在的我呢?好费哦,写blog,CHAT跟朋友....没有做到功课....最近好蛮去www.meetoto.com,唱歌...哈哈,声音很难听,唱了,给人家丢粪....骗人说我生日,他们都唱生日歌给我听.哈哈哈....Ok lah,等下可能要出去了....改天再写了,bye bye

原谅=接受[原]本的事实,于是[谅]解

2008-08-18T18:10:00.002+08:00

原谅=接受[原]本的事实,于是[谅]解

好有意思的一句话
前几天心情不是很好,睡不着啊,但是今天心情就比较好点了...
昨天跟朋友在skype里谈了大约两个小时的话,觉得好很多...或许我是那种的跟朋友谈天来抒发心理的不满,但谈天里并没有谈到伤心事,只是随便谈天,就忘记了...还好还有这么好的朋友...谢谢你Tony....

今天回来pj了,想念这里,但也想念家里,可是要做功课,没办法,要回来...等下要去游泳了,抒发压力...重新开始..加油...Jacky

忘记

2008-08-17T11:18:00.004+08:00

忘记 Forget
作词:刘添山 Jacky

Song 1
Verse 1
雨刚下过
心刚痛过
泪刚流过
看着你我的照片
眼泪闪闪的掉落

verse 2
你还好吗
你想我吗
你变了吗
日记簿里的标题
一页一页的散落

chorus 1
我要把你忘记
你给我的一切
时间带走你给我的回忆
伤心流泪我一个人看见

chorus 2
我要把你忘记
你给我的承诺
假装带上我开心的面具
不让你看见难过不开心

忘记你我能做到吗???

song 2
verse 1
杯中里你的倒影消失了
房间里的呼吸声留下我一人
日子变的好寂寞好孤单

verse 2
仿佛昨天的事情刚发生
繁忙街头的空气少了你气息
未来的我要坚强要勇敢

chorus 1
忘记所有的伤害
你学会了掩饰自己的错误
因为你
生活的困扰
加重了我的负担

chorus 2
忘记一切的誓言
骗人的谎言一再被我揭穿
真与假
放弃还是保留
我已经不懂抉择

忘记你我能做到

又被骗了..

2008-08-17T04:42:00.003+08:00

时间已经快早上五点了,我还没谁,第一次我失眠,一个人坐在电脑前面,不知道要做什么?睡不着...想着很多东西...我又被骗了,最近我又一位很好的朋友骗了...不知道我是很随和还是什么?为什么我着么容易被骗呢?我是否应该继续相信我的朋友还是什么呢???说这个,做那个,而且还瞒着我...我不知道什么事情该相信我的朋友还是什么...我该原谅我的朋友吗?是真心还是什么?你把我当作什么!!!!
或许时间,时间可以让有忘记这件事情,或许我得考虑这过个朋友

朋友是一辈子的...我想我有点做不到...不知道,或许我会心软
骗我的这两个朋友,我不会给你们好过的....你们做初一,我做十五...等着瞧吧....

谢谢eyrique陪有谈心事...好想你,但是你在UK读书...你是我的朋友,希望你不会骗我...我不想再被骗....谢谢johnhan,在我伤心难过的时候,你找了娱乐给我,虽然你不知道我性情不好...谢谢你们两为...配有渡过了伤心时间....5.20am...我想我该去睡了...

被骗了...我要变自私点

2008-08-14T17:05:00.002+08:00

最近被一个朋友骗了...骗了我很多的东西,觉得有点难过,是一个以前很好的朋友(jack)...骗了我以后,不用紧,希望他不要骗其他人...觉得有点后悔认识他,我想以后我应该不会找他了...也希望他不要来烦我...

发现到身边的朋友有点自私...我想以后出去社会也是一样的东西...我想,是时候让我学会更自私点..这样一来才不会被人欺负.那天去马六甲,一为风水师说我很容易被人占便宜,说我很喜欢摇(摇脚,把钱都要光了,可能里面还有其它意思...不知道)...说我要硬一点....过后回家想了又想,的确是真的,讲中了我的弱点...aih..希望我可以改改把.....Hihi..

moodly

2008-08-11T19:34:00.002+08:00

long time i didn't post the blog...every time i post the blog.sure got things not happy...dunno how to express my feeling...some time my friend will ask me y u no mood..i dunno how to explain..the best way for me to release it is post a blog or chat with internet friend...coz i think tat only internet friend will give a real comment for me...

currently easy to become no mood because get influence on one friend...dunno..hard to say..hope i can be more independent...tat day go become cameraman..help my friend take photo...take almost 2 hours...around 11-1pm..damn..really hot...tat time i wan pengsan...but..still tahan...tahan until my friend satisfy...i hope i can be more independent..really...not only depend on other ppl every time...hope so lah...every time i no mood,sure find friend to release it...i have one friend very nice....every time i said i wan hear his voice, sure he would call me immediately...n sure he known i m no mood...n he will find a way to make me happy..hihi..maybe this kind of friend is a good friend..can share things..haha

my house 128 happen so things no happy...aih...is about Handphone..my housemate lost her hp in genting highland when MY FM anniversary on 9.8...n on the same day....another housemate hp drop on the floor...the handphone "calah"....aih...n she so sad...my other housemate say wan ganti her a new handphone for her...but she not dare to tell her..aih..i become the middle person..i also dunno how..aih..just assume nothings happen lah...open one eye n close one eye..hihi

My friend conovo liao..so happy lah..i m still study at here.i m takig 4th yrs course..so many ppl on tat time...i think when the time i convo..sure no ppl come loh...aih..maybe tat time i convo..morning go to meet client...then afternnon go convo...then after convo go back office working again..aih...dunno...hope won't happen this situation lah..haha..really hope many many ppl can come to my convo...mm...almost one year to go...so..wo c my blog..is time for u to keep money..haha..n buy follow or bear bear for me..haha..ok ?mmm...bear bear better..because can keep...haha...

start bz...lot assignment coming in...hope i can hand in on the time lah..gambateh...Jacky...ur last sem...go go go...

开心与伤心,好与坏

2008-07-21T16:34:00.003+08:00

好久没写部落格了,我想写了也没人看吧..哈哈...只是给自己留下回忆,怕我会有失忆的一天...

这两只ultraman是我的housemate送我的,是我的生日礼物…好开心.从我大一的时候就一直吵着要买ultraman,但都没有买,housemate看到我很喜欢,就公司买给我,写写你们…

刚刚开学,好多功课,忙到有点透不过气来.过了这个学期,我就步入社会大学了,开始有点担心了…怕我自己应付不来…

今天上课被两位老师认得我的名字,有人说是件好事,但我想是件坏事,被老师认得名字,不用想要逃课了,哈哈哈…

在大学有一个要好的朋友…特别的朋友…对我都很好…开心不开心都回跟他分享…有时他也也很坏…弄我生气..就好比昨天…aih…希望雨过天晴….

currently.....

2008-05-17T14:19:00.011+08:00

quite a long time i no write blog, because currently a bit bz...just wan to write some things before exam and after exam..

3/5- this is the last paper i having...public sector accounting..all theory, nd to memorize..c the table..full of notes..wah..some more got chocolate..haha...coz nd relax mah..take it before 3 hour of exam...tat time quite stress,coz dunno what the exam will come out..so a bit stress. alot of things nd to memorize...my memorize power very teruk...for calcualation, still ok lah..but for the memory...plz....i scare...
before going exam...concentrate study..because wan get a good result..but dunno lah.result haven't out yet...haha...last paper...

haha...at the same day..after exam..then go c movie v my friend...at cineleisure damansara...c the nice nice movie...IRON MAN...waliao..damn nice lah...some things like transformer..for guy..sure like it. actually v plan go to c early show at 9pm..but when go there..all the ticket finish al'd..so v no going to buy..just waiting..then asking the staff whether got on9 booking or not..haha..nasib baik got on9 booking, but the people hv't come to collect,so v "pok ya pok"...before 1/2 hour to 10pm..v go n buy the ticket...haha...nasib very good...good luck..finally v get the ticket...haha...going to c the show..very nice..if v can't buy the .then v nd to c at 1am liao..tak boleh tahan lah..haha...

this pic actually is i take when i go to work on 30/4....very geng oh...2/5 and 3/5 nd exam..but i go to work again..haha..very geng leh...go to work from 5pm to 10pm...short period...help the agent..because they can't find ppl liao..so go together v my friend...haha...working in the JW Marriott Hotel ...haha..damn nice..the toilet more big then my room leh..damn..some more so nice the toilet..i think can sleep inside there..haha...after change the cloth..then shock sendiri in the toilet..haha..then design of the toilet also nice leh...the hotel is 4 star hotel..i think lah...nice...the event is about germany product event..dunno lah..just go there n play the stacking cup..teach the people wo 1 to play the whiz stack...haha....senang job lah..but after i go back..my hand quite pain leh..dunno y...maybe keep on play the stacking cup kua..haha

me n ruoh qing in the JW Marriott Hotel ..after working...then v shock sendiri...haha..miss her..long time no c.

if got chance..then work together v her again lah..haha..she is very hardworking gal...hihi

mother's day...celebrate together v my mummy..haha..she forget the mother's day lah...haha...gv her a surprice..haha...nice cake ????

long time no taking photo c my mummy liao...hihi...nice ?

haha..this is my sister's daughter..Xiao Hong...very naughty...haha..c the pic ???haha...dunno where she looking..aih...currently she is 4 yrs old..study in kinder garden....

start working loh..currently work in audit firm..can't say is working lah..mm...is internship..10week...now is 2nd week liao..still got 8 week..aih..working life is too boring...wake up, eat, work, lunch,work,back,eat,play computer,sleep,,,then 2morow work the same things...aih...dunno can't tahan or not..study is more happy lah.hihi...this pic take when i back to home...nothings to do..so...shock sendiri..can c tired face ah ?haha...

my senior all very nice lah...when dunno..just ask them..then they teach me loh...learn a lot of things...hihi...

mm...plan to take all the credit hour next sem...dunno can or not..wan to finish early...then go out n work..because i think tat working is more important..the experience v can't get in the study...v can't c the real life example.. when working..only can c the real things...mm..dunno lah..dunno can finish all the credit hour next sem or not.if can..then good loh..then plan to work in singapore..dunno can or not..this all only plan..but hope can get a job in singapore...then can meet my friend there..haha..stay together..earn a lot money....then buy the things i like n also give money for my mum..so tat my mum no nd to work..dunno can or not...buy nd go singapore o..maybe back only chinese new year...haha..dunno lah..aih...wan graduate liao..so fan a lot of things...

ok lah..write in next time again...boring life.

before exam....

2008-04-16T23:04:00.002+08:00

1 more week to go for the final exam...this sem i take 6 subject...a bit heavy...crazy???every day stay at library study....but study also dunno..aih....how leh?today my housemate all celebrate Chee How birthday in advance....18/4,but i not join,coz i go swimming, tak sempat balik...sorry oh...i back home, but they all hv't come back yet...on9 a while, do some homework, waiting they all back...haha...they keep a piece of cake for me also..hihi...happy, but a bit full, can't eat...after tat...all of us so shock sendiri...taking the photo, i become the camera man...talking all the photo, posting here posting there..all siao liao..too pressure....haha....wan to c my pic???can go my friendster there lah...lazy to post there...hihi
http://www.friendster.com/viewphotos.php?a=998485333

瞎子=勇人

2008-04-13T19:04:00.005+08:00

考试要到了,心情有点紧张.在家不能读书,所以约了健福到图书馆.那里比较没有压力,我比较容易吸收.图书馆四点半就关门了.当时下很大雨,不能出来,所以被关在图书馆前面.在那儿,我看透了很多事情.站在我前面是两位瞎子,一位是华人,一位是马来人.他们有说有笑,似乎没有烦恼.他们拿着他们的拐杖.站在那儿很久,等雨停,我也不例外.看到他们,突然觉得我很幸福,应该说是非常幸福.我有双眼,能看到这世界的美丽,也看到这世界的丑恶.他们呢,却用心去看这个世界.觉得他们很可怜,一出生,就看不到自己的样貌,身材,迷人的笑容,喜怒哀乐等等.过马路有得担心有车路过没有,担心这个那个.或许他们已经习惯了,又或许他们必须克服自己的恐惧来生存下去,谁知道?只有他们知道吧!下着很大很大的雨,有一位瞎子朝着图书馆的方向走着过来,一手拿着拐杖,一手拿着雨傘,不小心撞倒了停在路边的摩托,有人看到了马上冲过出把他牵进来,有人把摩托推起来.看到这种情形,我自己又没有行动,觉得有点惭愧,或许是我迟钝吧!!!每跨出一步,他们需要拿出很多的勇气,换是你,你会吗?如果有一天要你蒙着眼睛过一天,你的感受又是如何呢?不知是白天,不知几时是黑夜,看不到的感觉,一定很难受.或许我不应该称呼他们为瞎子,应该称他们为勇人(勇敢的人)吧!!朋友,看到我的部落格后,请帮助这些勇人.不要在觉得自己不够幸福了,你比他们幸福几百倍.日行一善吧!!!今天是我领悟最大的道理,我想,当我不开心时,看看我着篇部落格,应该会开通很多吧!!希望如此....

知道痛苦了吧,朋友!!!

2008-03-31T16:28:00.001+08:00

屋友驾车来上课了,我跟她一样的课,上个星期都是他载我去上课.今天朋友说要去看戏,要她载,one utama有免费的戏,朋友们都想要去看,但她有令外一班人要载,不知道要载谁,但她要去另外一间的戏院.不知道要怎么抉择,跑来跟我说,我就很现实和很直的跟她说,这就是我不驾车的原因.朋友,痛苦吧,让你品尝一下这种痛苦吧,哈哈哈.坐他的车还要被骂.不可以这个,不可以那个,妈妈的!!!我驾车的时候就可以啦,鸡蛋糕!!!!shit....我想我不大会要坐你的车了....保重吧,朋友!!!

我要的是什么?

2008-03-30T13:11:00.002+08:00

今年已经是二十二岁了,但是觉得人生好像没什么意义,觉得自己要什么都不知道.我要的生活是什么呢?我要的爱情又是什么呢?我要的未来又是什么?一个又一个的问好,好矛盾.最近觉得生活得很压力,人家给的压力,自己给的压力,一个又一个的接着来,觉得好痛苦.沉重的功课,让我有时喘不过气来.每当压力时,就找朋友出去透透风,喝喝茶,松懈心情.我很讨厌当我在做东西,读书的时候,人家说我很勤劳.有一个朋友常常都一直盯着我的一举一动,我做什么,他一定要跟,妈的呀.这种行为无形中给了我很大的压力,你知道吗!!!讨厌死了.

a bad mood

2008-03-25T23:42:00.002+08:00

today feel quite sad, because what i wrote in the essay, most reject from my team member. they have their own reason. i accept it, but dunno lah, so hard to do it, kena reject. aih. learn a lesson loh. but also feel sorry for them, know my english poor lah. they help me correct it until wan to vomit the blood. sorry ah teammate, love u all lah.muacks.hihi. rushing for this saturday presentation. start scare liao, exam is coming soon, all the things come together, assignment, homework, revision. aih. i can handle it well? really scare.

11/4 new roommate will move in, can i communicate well with him? start scare liao.aih..alot of pressure. next week go bk home. hope can relax abit. then after tat come bk nd to study again, coz study week begin. my god, help me.....this sem i take 21 credit hours...let me pass v the png above 3 lah...help help me my buddha

long time no write blog

2008-03-25T00:37:00.001+08:00

really long time no write blog....currently i m still good,but become more bz. a lot of homework n also assignment.die.this sem i take 21 credit hours,a bit heavy,but really think tat 1 finish my study as soon as possible, so tat i can go out working. last few days i dream about my sister daughter, i quite scary dream.very scare n tat y i bk home last saturday.just wan go bk n c my family member.really miss they all.y this world people so scare lose, hokkien call "kia shu"...especially my friend.aih.every time when i study,they sure will come n c wat i m study.waliao, so kia shu meh u.kanasai.hate this kind of attitude.make me full of strees.hate it.really hate it.miss my friend.but my friend ask me dun miss,coz will disturd me study.i will try to forget about it.

before 2008 after 2008

2008-01-06T23:27:00.000+08:00

long time i no post the blog..this few week i just keep on working n working..tired n tired..every day do the same things...really hate it n bored..can't imagine wat is the condition after i graduate...just keep on do the same things in everyday...wake up..go working..come bk..wash clothes..sleep...and wake up agin..working again....aih...hate it...really hate it...but,nd to accept also..nd to earn money mah..actually plan to use the money in many ways de..but suddenly hear some news..my sis 1 go to MAKTAB...she nd to use her laptop...so..mean tat i no more laptop to use...aih..dunno1 to buy or not..n also dunno i can tahan or not if no have laptop.3000++ leh...is a big amount for me...any body 1 to sponsor me ?haha...

new year liao..n also new sem.just open school.this sem alot of things 1 to do..plan to work again..but no more jobs liao..find some high payment job.n just get a news from my supervisor,the champion for cup stacking this year will go to other country...but dunno is only for the kids or open..if open..sure i1to go de..hihi...maybe this few week is the last few week i can use the laptop liao.this yr got many wish o....but the important is wish all my family member n my fr...all healthy..hihi...n the others wish..just keep in my heart lah..hihi...

ok lah..1 go to sleep liao..write again next time lah...bye bye...miss u all

Just want to say some things.....

2007-11-14T00:42:00.000+08:00

long time didn't post the blog liao...m...have a lot of things 1 to write....i m just finish my final exam...today go out sungai wang whole day buy hp....together v my coursemate...go survey lot of hp shop...finally buy it..hihi...heart pain...coz my money is going out..aih..difficult to earn the money u know...xing tong...after tat rushing bk to meet my fr...go to mid valey c movie at 9.45pm...balls of fury..very nice leh..mm..nice is because fr come me..long time no c my fr liao....miss my fr so much...i will zheng xi for every things i have now...especially 3490....

long time didn't go home liao...coz exam + working..miss my family lah...so tat y i have things 1 to say to my family...
mum : sorry..i know i not a very good child for u..but i will try my best to serve u...孝顺 u...mum...u working every day..nd to take care of ur body also...mm..actually u can no nd go to work liao de..mm..can sit a home..take care of sister child mah...u so hard for this 12 years...know u very tired liao..n 1 have a long long holiday to rest...mm..mum...i can handle all the expense on myself...u can no nd go to work liao..some more at house..just leave me study nia...mm...u can rest liao..mum..i love u..muacks....

sister : long time no chart v ur liao..know some of u marry liao..have ur own child n family liao..n the rest two still single...mm..fast fast find a bf lah..haha..then can marry liao...mum worry about u two leh...hihi...miss u all....hope can have a gethering...really long time no chart v u all liao...muackss....special kiss for u all...

brother : haha..scare going bk home also lah..coz every time i go bk house sure will kena my brother scolding de..hihi..mm..actually is good also lah...benefit for my future..learn things loh...hihi..fast fast born a baby lah..then mum no nd to work liao mah..can take care of ur kid liao..hihi...

this all is for my family...feel sorry for them...coz long time no bk home liao...miss u all...muacks...
for my housemate...mm..i also have somethings to say...
chee how : is a guy like to face computer..haha..i think 1 day if he no have computer sure will die de lah..haha...is the oldest in my house..haha...knowing he wel...wat is in his mind i also know..haha...

yueh yng : sorry...always play u v chee how..haha..hope u dun mind lah..mm..what can say for yueh yng leh..is a 天真 gal loh..haha...very day also can hear her void " hmmm"...got high level and low level de..normally use this to identify her condition...

zhu jian : is a 大男人...always take care of his gf ...good also lah.....m...always play dota v he also..n v both 默契become more better liao..u feel it?haha....

zhi yen : mm...is a good memorizer gal...especially in the exam..what every things nd to memorize..she can do it in the sort time..really very geng..hihi..love his bf also loh...is a good gal...zhu jian...must take care of zhi yen..is a good gal...haha..

yun ying : mm..always disappear int house de..coz going out v bf..haha...mm..she also gemini ..haha..some of the attitude quite same loh...is a open-minded person...always teach me about gal things de...knowing more about gal attitude and also 日常生活 things...

chye li : always stay in room de..mm..she have job alot of activities loh..always go out lepak.....in the exam period time..she can stay at the room whole day..like a buddha...no nd eat things..very geng..nd take care of ur body lah..can't c effect now..but in future..can garantty lah..hihi

tat all is my housemate
for a special fr in my life : mm..10's for u giving me every things...bring happiness and also knowlegde for me..mm....i will appreciate wat i have now with u...i know this won't forever...but in my heart...will keep this whole of my life...until i m died....really...nice to meet u in my life....keep in touch.....

quite long of my blog o ofr this time..coz really have things say out from my heart..hihi...mm.better now..2morow go bk hometown c my mum liao.miss u..will be bk on pj 22/11night...coz 23 nd to working at sunway...aih..doing the dutch lady events...aih..no money ah...so nd to work lah..some more 1 go singapore ..is like tat de la...aih....nd keep some money n also i just bought hp..no money liao..poor liao..aih..kelian...

exam just pass...mm..some know how to do..some dunno how to do..scare leh....scare the result come out..hope won't fail lah..this time exam really difficult for me lah..aih..coz i m not good in memorize things...aih...die liao lah...

ok lah.for today blog...so long liao..post next time lah...2morow 2pm have dentist appointment..nd go bk..so nd sleep early..hihi..ok?bye bye...post next time agains.....4446444777788......any body know wat is mean by this ?hihi...END

26.10.2007

2007-10-27T13:56:00.000+08:00

this is my 1st time to do such special things..it is quite special in my life....i know many people won't try b4...but..i think i m the lucky 1...can try such things...happy for yesterday...
yesterday go out in the early morning...go to sing K at time square neway....c movie...eat sushi king....mc'd..a lot of things...n do some crazy things in my life...haha...yesterday very happy with my special fr...teach me alot of things...hihi..i learn alot of things also..hihi....hope still have this kind of chance....i know this won't be4ever...but at least i can enjoy my life now....
back in the early morning...coz my fr nd go to working...so send me bk in the morning.....a bit tired.....sleep well for yesterday...but tired..haha...many walk for whole day liao..hihi...2day still nd to continue study....final is coming soon,...scare..hope i will pass as soon as possible..no1 exam lah..scare me....ok lah..at last...1 say some things....4446444777788....haha....wo know wat is tat????hihi...can post a comment lah..i think u won't get it..is a special code number o...ok lah..gtg liao..bye bye....

19/10…start my new life…

2007-10-24T10:41:00.000+08:00

Is very hard to say the story…I also blur wat I m doing now…I think I m quite crazy to accept the challenge…I know this won’t be a good ending….but for me…i think I won’t regret to accept the challenge…I hope in the future...i still can remember this things…is a quite special case..still find some one who can share this things..just 1 to let 1 of my fr know this things….maybe u r the lucky 1..hihi..waiting me..i will told u de..haha….

24/10..yesterday night..call sleep well..because thinking some things...n worry some ppl...aih...2day so early wake up..because just want to have a look of the things...coz worry of it...

happy to at the things...still ok..still fine...haha...

c what is this things???haha...this is some body send to me...happy to c it..i put it on my laptop screen....c it when i opne computer..hihi...nice???u know wat is this???

final exam is coming soon...very scare...n some more have alot of things hv't read...but i will do as best as possible...read all the things...n try to understand...coz hard to memorize...hihi..ok lah...1 gtg liao...post again next time lah....go go o....4446444777788

is ur responsible or my false???

2007-10-06T23:19:00.000+08:00

2days i work at puchong giant..is a new complex..kindara 5...mm...friday..i go there..c the environment...so teruk..is a new complex...no much ppl..aih...is a highper giant..waliao..the 1st time i c the person in there...mm...i think in 1 day...can count..really no ppl...do sale at there also 1 to vomit...some more kena say by my boss...aih..too bad....
today is a bad mood day....at 1st..still ok de..do the sale..then boss come to spotcheck...aih..after tat my supervisor come to c us...catherine...she is very good person....always help us....v r working from 11-9pm...yesterday night...v end about 9.20pm...the stupid new promoter say 1 to extend time..i just tell he how much dutch lady help u....aih...stupid lah..some more my boss very kiam siap lah..aih..teruk...after end ...terkejut for me..u know y...they say v nd to close all the things....waliao..i m terkejut leh.....they say v nd to balut all the things..waliao..that is not our job....i told them liao...they say v must do it...wah..geram for me..i m promoter leh...the person wo nd to balut all the things is giant person lah....not us...they 1 to makan ular ...waliao....geram for me...for the 1st day...i m ok...fine..i do....for today...saturday..my supervisor come..i have ask her...she say not our job..is giant person job..ok...fine...then after tat...tonight 9pm...v 1 to end liao..i go to ask the giant person come to close...the manager come out..then i say to he...wo is responsible to close the things..he say v nd to take this responsibility to close it...Hallo...manager...u is manager or not..r u sure u r manager...v r promoter...not the giant staff to help u balut all the booth there....our job is to prmote the product....not to help u balut all things...i m argue v him...he not song me..then he call the dutch lady person..the dutch lady person call my supervisor..then the supervisor call me.....my supervisor protect me lah..i know she sayang us de...is ok....after tat the manager call my supervisor n scold her...waliao..make my supervisor susah jadi orang...mukan hitam..then my supervisor call me again...ask me tomorrow i change to LDP ther work....no nd go to puchong there liao...aih...kena marah..kena complain...aih...so sad n also feel sorry to my supervisor....kena marah by the manager...AH CAT...sorry about that...suddenly feel tat no1 to work any more..dunno..feel very sien liao...u say lah...wo is responsible to take this job???izzit i m true??izzit i m false??i m sad now..wo can help me....i nd to answer..wo support me????wo not support me???

Saturday...

2007-09-30T11:59:00.000+08:00

today wake up i m headache..damn shit...yesterday night al'd heahache lah..aih...afternoon i m going banting...meet the dentist..aih.....dentist said this december only can take out the "yao tao"...aih..so pity...after tat go bk home loh..at night go out lim teh v my hometown friend...5 smith...v do a crazy things...haha...i go banting find they all lim teh..v all lim teh until 12.30am...after tat, suddenly my friend suggest go jenjarom for 2nd round...waliao...the 1st time i have this crazy of things...haha..v lim teh until about 1.45am...until now i hv't c my mum..after tat..my mum call me bk..then only c my mum...coz tat day (friday) when i come bk,i sleep early..headache..hihi..so happy come bk..meet my friend...c my family member..hihi..ok lah..gtg liao...write again next time..c u....Crazy 5 smith friend...10's for u al...hihi

smile group...KTV...PTUM 2007

2007-09-24T01:37:00.000+08:00

in side green box..sing k

kfc....v r acting cute..hihi..m i cute?

today go out gathering....go v kmpp friend..that is smile group ppl...me,chun kui, shi ling, ruo wen, ruo qing, shu fen, boon chai and ai yi....v go to sungai wang green box sing k...wah..very song and very high o..hihi..n also very cheap leh..1 ppl about 11.50 nia...cheap leh..hihi....next time 1 go there again...go there enjoy...n relax..hihi...v reach there about 11am..sing until 2pm..actually the green box open on 10am...aih...support nd go there on 10am...can sing more long time.....hihi...after sing k,v all go to shop.window shopping lah..but i have buy some things..which is the things i like lah..hihi..put in my car...after shopping,sure hungry lah..go eat KFC...ss in kfc..eat , chatting, take photo and so on..really long time no c them liao..miss them..hihi....after eat kfc..go bk...

after bk home..go c the PTUM persembahan..wah..really a nice show...compare to my batch lah..pai se..hihi..meet my budy..wah..leng lui o...hihi..take photo v her also...after that go bk home..tired..n my housemate ask me play dota again..aih..but nice lah..hihi...ok lah..late liao..nd go to sleep liao...next time only post blog liao.bye

KTV...Whiz Stack Roadshow

2007-09-22T20:25:00.000+08:00

finally eng of my whiz stack roadshow...yesterday our boss treat us go to eat n also sing k...haha..very song leh...sing some song only..not much..then learn to play a new game..very nice....at 1st i loss many time...drink a lot of bir...after tat i learn the technicque..haha...finally win...haha...nice game...c my fr..chatting...sing k...playing game...quite nice...my boss also has sing song...nice o...maybe their old liao..the sound more nice..."man sound"...haha...go to sing k until 11.30pm..actually today have quiz de...but ..the lecturer cancel liao.nasib baik..at 1st i no 1 go ktv de...coz have quiz...but...finally i go..nasib baik i have go..if not...sure i will very "am tui"....yesterday after bk...my housemate ask me play the dota..aih..play until 1.30am...at 1st i m blur blur..coz drink bir...a bit blur..coz drink a lot...but..after tat ...ok liao..mm..prove tat i m a person can drink much of bir..haha..maybe like my father kua...my father also like to drink bir...hihi....today...nothings to do..very sien..go swimming...play game...c movie...mm..but later nd to do homework liao..coz 2morow nd go out sing k again...v my kmpp friend "smile group"...haha...miss u all...write again next time lah.bye

Dutch Lady

2007-09-17T11:21:00.000+08:00

last sat n sun is last week for the dutch lady events....mmm...so happy..because finally 10week is over..but a bit sad also lah...coz miss all my fr.mm..this thursday can go to take salary liao..hihi...happy..

sat : very happy ..coz the kids i know all coming bk to join the grand final...but all "high hand" loose in the grand final..i think because their scare...hihi..dunno...some parent come bk n chat with me...happy leh...n also i m the leader for the sale...aih..say is leader nia lah..all doing 2gether de lah..no care leader or not leader lah....rite?the event is end on 4.30pm..but v all doing sale nd to remain there n doing the sale until 9pm...aih..but v have play at the stage lah..attrack customer mah..v all very enjoy...play 3-6-3,6-6,1-10-1 v many style...haha...ver happy...

sun : today is for the school competition...all the kids i dunno..so a bit boring loh..just doing the sale...nothings special lah..the special things is i very hate the team a ppl lah...very clever in term of " makan ular "...no responsible for their job de..some more work..then can go lepak..aih...especially the gal...shit them..dunno y the visual earth can hire them..aih....wat ever lah..all pass liao...today v end the show aout 4.00pm...boss allow us go bk early..haha..very song leh..v go bk 6.00pm..then i go to eat with my fr...then come bk n sleep.tired...sleep until 11pm my housemate wake up me...because nd go out celebrate my fr birthday..aih...damn tired lah...2morow nd go out celebrate others fr birthday again..then wednesday n go out again..aih..damn tired lah...

today no class.but alot of homework hv't do...now...feel slepy leh..haha...but will continue with my homework 1st..then only go n sleep again lah..hihi...

现实？？？

2007-09-14T21:12:00.001+08:00

在马大应该快要三年了，发现我身边的朋友的很现实。感觉身边的朋友靠近你，都是要占你的便宜。不知你身边都有这样的朋友吗？就算再好的朋友，他们都是靠利益而利用你。之前去了一个否学的讲座会，有一个师姐跟我们说，被人利用好过没被人利用，你认为对吗？但被人利用的心是多么的难受。还是我家乡的朋友最真心，超爱你们的。

我的housemate曾经给我看过一篇文章，内容说的是有关做人的道理。它说：“不要每天说别人，而没有嘴巴说自己，mmm我想我大概是那种人吧。我不喜欢把心事说出来。每当我不开心事，我都会上网写日记，抒发我的情绪。写完了以后就会觉得好过一点。不知你有没有跟我有一样的嗜好呢？如果有的话，一定要发信息跟我说。ok....

明天又要做工了，有点了。今天天气很热，没心情。又累又闷。功课有一大堆，烦。好了啦，又要做功课了，改天再写啦。。bye bye

i feel tired

2007-09-11T23:25:00.000+08:00

dunno y,every monday will feel very tired, then tuesday more tired, then wednesday will be ok liao...siao siao de.yesterday v my housemate go to swim. finally i know how to swim. i practice to swim 50m,wah,damn tired lah,no energy...haha....nd always go there n train liao.

this week have a lot of things nd to do.assignment lah,interview lah,working lah,exam lah.all come 2gether..wah...damn tired de.yesterday go to interview my boss(dennis)...me go alone.ask my fr to set as much as question to ask my boss,but no ppl contribute idea, n also when asking wo 1 go with me..all ppl say bo eng..aih..20 person in a group...u say leh...aih...for me..is ok de lah...just anggap suai loh "malang"...hihi

2day ponteng the class again...no go AIS class,coz too tired n also ethic assignment hv't do yet.so rush bk to do it....nasib baik my housemate help me...haha...then i finish it early....

this week is my last week working with dutch lady liao..mm...10 week liao..so fast...me...my fr,chun kui,xue fen,jia yi,tai chong,karen.esther,char siew,ken.tony,li juan..this is last week v meet liao...i will miss u all de....this week ...all the winner from each state will come to grand final...hope the children i teach can win 1st prize..hihi..miss them also...

last week is my 1st week go bk to my hometown in this sem...going bk in sat n sunday...miss my family much leh...n also last week my sis graduate...hihi..congratulation to her also lah...finally graduate liao...hihi...for me...2more yr again...aih..sien lah...going bk home...feel very song leh...feel like no1 come bk liao...hihi...

N73 or k800i...which hp i should buy leh???dunno...quite expensive leh...dunno will buy or not...coz my hp still can function lah...mm...izzit i nd to wast the money to buy ??or buy digital camera leh???mmm..or save the money go singapore???which 1 leh??i m blur leh...dunno which 1 i nd to choose....

ok lah..i 1 do the homework liao..bye bye..post again next time.

happy 50th independence..

2007-08-30T17:40:00.000+08:00

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2morow is m'sia 50th independence day..im not going out.just sit at home doing my assignment..i just bk from uni,very tired.just past the exam.i dunno how to do leh..no read much,tat y dunno how to take the exam..scare the result also lah...after i m cutting hair,go to uni.every ppl keep on c me...dunno y..izzit too ugly i cut the hair?izzit fresh for me?izzit not suitable for me?or izzit u jealous?haha...alot of question in my mind...some ppl keep on laugh me like an animal...for me..me is ok de...v nd to receive the true...rite???u can compare it lah,i have the previous photo n also the currently photo..u compare it lah, nice or not nice???can gv some comments lah...hihi...for me...i think it is ok kua..atleast i try the challenge..hihi...try every new things...very tired today.because yesterday go to slept about 4am..wah..damn shit o...tired like a shit...slept on 4am..wat happen???because i chatting v my fr...very miss my fr...although i m not so close v my fr...but...the feel..dunno...for today...i m ok liao...not so much miss my fr liao..maybe because of yesterday my fr hurt me kua...haha..dunno...ok lah...i 1 gtg liao..go to take a rest....ok lah..bye bye...2morow go penang working loh...write the blog again next week monday lah..bye

2morow exam...

2007-08-29T23:55:00.000+08:00

2morow exam..i m scare now..coz hv't finish yet..even though i m study...but i also dunno wat i m study..i can't concentrate study..dunno y..maybe i think somehings kua...only he/she know about tat...dunno the feeling how to wirte...izzit possible or impossible for me to do it....aih..fan ah...scare 2morow exam..hv't finish yet...scare scare..who can help me...想你是每天一定要做的事..izzit true ????

cut my hair...

2007-08-28T22:46:00.000+08:00

yesterday...has 1 fr told me my hair very long liao..ask me go to cut it...then i decide go to cut it 2day...hihi..i change a new hair style...i challenge a new style...haha...at 1st...feel guai guai de...hihi...coz i m having the old hair style since i m at matrix...i think 3 yr b4...suddenly change..feel guai guai..hihi...but i think nice lah...my fr all say very "yeah"..dunno lah..i think is ok lah...the person wo ask me go to cut the hair hv't c my hair style...sure will curious y i cut so slow...hihi....is a surprise to my fr...hihi...many of my fr very curious when i cut the hair..haha...so "yeah"...2morow i will go bk hometown..do my dentist appointment...thursday exam o...a bit scare....hihi.ok lah..1 go homework liao...bye bye